Let Me Choose

Change everything

"The gas is out!"

"Not yet, do you say in a moment, let Bu Harni have this sleep, Miss Harni understands we are adults."

"I throw a pillow, if not out."

"Come, throw it at you and let me catch it."

"Come out I said, Mas!"

"Okay, I'm out but if we talk, if you don't give me a chance to talk I won't go out."

"What are you talking about anyway?"

"Retno I want to see that you're not angry with me, give me time to talk, I'm not asking for anything, because I already know your heart, your heart, seeing you do not get angry continue the same I am so happy it feels, let's not be angry, it's angry it lowers our immunity, you run out of pain later even rise your tension."

"I want to sleep to rest, I don't care for you Mas, lock my room on the living room table, don't tear apart my bedroom fabric, Mas just allowed to sleep point!"

"I just want you to not stop that KKN."

"I thought about it all one night, why do you care so much now? where have you been from yesterday? tomorrow morning we talk now Mas out."

"Heeeee..oke baby then it sounds good, yes I'm out now, good night yes, but I'll video call before going to bed I want to see you to sleep."

"I said I'm out now!"

"Yes, yes I'm out right now, very dear." Dr. Prabu rubbed Retno's head and helped pull her blanket out and closed the door.

In the living room, sister Harni is still watching television and stands when Dr. Prabu comes out and approaches her for a short chat and takes Dr. Prabu to Retno's room pavilion.

Dr. Prabu opened the lock, turned the door handle and opened it slowly, pulled out the key and moved it into the inner keyhole and looked around the room inside.

Like getting into a room five years ago, retracing the old memories left behind and his memories with Retno was like a painting that alternated into slideshows clearly alternating in his memory and on top of his head, describing their togetherness knit the sweet honey of love and at the same time imagining the solitude of Retno in this place in her hope, in her waiting, in her longing, in her longing, it was heartache of Dr. Prabu to remember all the struggles and sacrifices of Retno.

Like the other women's rooms, neat and arranged all in place also a distinctive soft fragrance when Dr. Prabu enter and turn on the lights, the room size is quite large for the size of the boarding room there is a motor matic, a single bed with pink sheets, a dresser, a study desk that is also a dressing table and something that cannot be absent from a woman's room is a mirror, a mirror, tv that can be watched from the top of the bed and mini refrigerator, Dr. Prabu took a deep breath and swept with his gaze to the rest of Retno's room, a million stories in this room for Retno, here Retno sleeps and activates and may remember her or miss her, unimaginable all in Retno with patience that may be the hardest journey of his life.

Dr. Prabu opened his shirt and kept it in a study desk chair and laid his body on the mattress wearing only an inner t-shirt, smelling a pillow that smells like the smell of the owner and hugging the bolster in his arms and fumbling also rubbed the mattress pillow and everything that feels fragrant as if smelling the scent of Retno's body.

His longing for a Retno in his life has never been extinguished until now, it remains a barrier to the presence of someone in his heart, although the hatred from the beginning of their separation so mastered it but his love also never extinguished.

When he finds out that Retno is taking her own path, leaving her home, opting out of the economy, and getting to work, the immeasurable love struggle, and the journey of finding herself is nothing compared to his own, all is not regretted Retno but the pain of her Father Raden Haryo Atmojo so shook the feelings of Retno as well as the feelings of Dr. Prabu himself when he heard it.

Dr. Prabu felt something under the pillow and revealed his laptop look then in his view, maybe Retno's life record was there, then put it on the study table and Dr. Prabu took his phone out of his pants pocket and started to open it, one of the many contacts he chose, the video call came in but he didn't pick up, reworked and reworked again and finally lifted as well...

"She said she'd sleep but she'd still be online, yeah I'd be on the phone."

"Well, what am I doing meddling?"

"I really want to interfere with you, when you rest and sleep if you still see his phone, mending chat with me."

"But I hate it."

"Later to be love again"

"That's a great deal iiiiiiiiiih..the basics!"

"Let me give you some medicine, just as nausea isn't bad ? heee..."

"I've been slamming his cell phone for a long time."

"It's okay to change it later."

Click the phone connection on the turn off Retno and Retno put the phone under her pillow but before long the Retno phone rang and vibrated again, rrrrrrrd...

Retno let her phone vibrate but for a long time added ngeselin this people really really want what the hell? and Retno took her phone and pressed the red button for a few seconds

and turn off the phones.

Dr. Prabu smilingly imagined Retno again pouting and covering her face with a blanket, until now had not seen Retno's sweet smile, or her crisp laugh that was so remembered in her heart, but Dr. Prabu had kissed her with anger and perhaps Retno received the kiss for being forced too, not for her longing, or for letting go of her kangen, she said, but do not mind all the memory of each so craving both, Dr Prabu save his phone and take Retno laptop and weigh it open? and finally cross-legged sitting on the mattress opening just want to see Retno activities alone, tell who keeps a laptop under the pillow, Dr. Prabu smiled to himself.

From starting to open the laptop opening screen sleeve there is a background writing the main menu with a writing that makes Dr. Prabu stunned "I'm sure the storm must pass, and I'm sure Mas Prabu will come to see me." dr. Prabu stared at the background and his heart gained new confidence.

I came to Retno even though it wasn't what you expected at first, I'm sorry now I just realized how great our love is, just look ahead I won't let go until you're mine even though I don't know what your parents' attitude will be like now after five years.

It will be my own struggle, convincing your parents and most importantly convincing Retno's own heart.

As expected, also the confidence of Dr. Prabu all this time they only dwelled with his longing without any effort just expecting a destiny that somehow sided with them, I'm sure Retno still loves him as well, he said, to date.

Then close the laptop again without opening it again and lay down his body on the bed and drowsiness began to attack him and Dr. Prabu fell asleep by hugging the bolster with the fragrance of Retno's body.

I don't know what dream before Dr. Prabu so suddenly here, forget everything, only the one that feels the passion of his life is so immeasurable, as if getting a shot so powerful, he said, retno's month-long presence in his hospital has changed everything, everything...

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