
Laura sat on the garden chair, looking up at the person in front of her. In the end he gave up. Too often lying to himself to make himself forget that there is a feeling of a child he carries.
"I won't apologize." Laura is stubborn. "I don't feel guilty." The girl blinked her eyes several times, as if she was holding back tears.
Adam mangosteen. "I should be the one to apologize to you, Ra. I've hurt your heart but I'm not apologizing properly."
Adam grabbed the girl's hand and grabbed it. "I just want to start everything from the beginning with you. We close what's old and open something new, Ra."
Laura looked at Adam's eyes. The man was serious about his words.
"I won't promise that I won't let you down again, but I will try not to." Adam smiled at him. "Let's raise this kid together."
Laura did not answer. He was silent for a long time while looking at Adam's handsome face.
"I will not interfere with your freedom, but let me ...."
"Family papa and mama have accepted me and paid me for college, Mr. Adam." Laura grimly answered that sentence. "I can't waste that chance."
"I can pay for your college, Ra." Adam tried to convince. "I can also be the father of your child at once. We start everything together."
Laura shook her head. "From time I wanted to study abroad. I want to be a doctor" Laura said.
"If I were just going to college, I'm sure that I wouldn't be able to change my life, Mr. Adam." Laura let go of his grasp slowly. "I have to think about my own future, don't I?"
Of course Adam was disappointed to hear Laura's answer, such a painful rejection. However, Adam also had to understand his own circumstances. He is not a rich man who has a large company and abundant wealth. To finance medical college may be a little difficult if coupled with household life and frenzied in it.
"Of Adam ..."
Adam looked back at Laura.
"So I said that I didn't want to abort this, it doesn't mean I want to give up my dreams." Laura said again. "I still want to continue my school, I still want to live like everyone else."
Adam bergeming.
"Being a mother and a wife have a heavy burden, mom always told me that first." Laura smiled bitterly then. "I'm not ready to bear that burden."
Adam took a breath. He nodded his head, though Adam did not fully understand the circumstances.
"You don't want to abort her womb and you don't want to marry me" Adam concluded. "Then what's next, Ra?"
Laura shook her head. "I'll think about it later. Obviously, I just want to go to college."
Adam smelled his saliva heavily. "Well, if you want that. I promised not to hold you back, you're free to decide anything."
Laura breathed again. "However, please don't blame me when I rethink to abort the contents later."
Adam looked at Laura in disbelief. He was indeed just a teenager, his mind was still labile to and fro.
"My family abroad couldn't possibly accept me in this situation, I had to make a decision for my future" Laura added. "At this point I can't destroy everything in the future, Mr. Adam."
"What if I'm trying to get you to go to medical school?" ask Adam. "You want to live with me?"
Laura's quiet.
"Maybe I can't give you a fancy life, but I'm sure I can make your dreams come true." Adam spoke with great courage.
It turned out that the man did not give up just like that. She supports Laura 100%.
Adam crouched down in front of him, pleading. "I'll try to get you to medical school, Ra. You want to live with me and this kid?" ask again.
"Don't push it too hard, Mr. Adam." Laura refused. "It would weigh on my heart."
"Nurwa's right. All this time I've been too much trouble for Mr. Adam, it's time I walked alone." Laura smiled sweetly. "I don't want to bother anymore."
Adam shook his head. "But Ra ...."
"I hope Mr. Adam understands." Laura took her bag. "I think I'm talking enough. If this continues, we'll just hurt each other."
Laura let out a long sigh, trying to pull out the burden in her heart.
"I'll go first, Mr. Adam." Laura moved from her place later. "Pak Asam"" doesn't need to drive me home, I'm gonna stop by a friend's house first."
Laura walked away leaving him, but Adam stopped his footsteps.
"What does our conversation mean today?" ask Adam.
Laura turned back and looked at Adam.
"You refused me, didn't want to give me a chance?" tanyanya made a conclusion. "You really don't want to be with me anymore?"
Laura mangosteen. "Maybe so." He ended his sentence with a friendly smile. "I'm sorry, Mr. Adam."
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