As Strong as the Mentari, as Soft as the Moon

Episode 89's. Oh In-laws Oh In-laws

Nyiur waved accompanied the pounding waves that hit the coral. It was as if calling anyone to come closer. I stood staring out at the ocean. Deplete all meaning that exists. But none of them can calm the heart. All became faint even barely missing amidst my current indignation.

Not long after, I kept my gaze on the tip of the foot that was being washed by the waves that came and went to the beach. Ah, maybe this is how Keanu feels about me. Sometimes strong docked, sometimes away without direction somewhere. Boat in the middle of the wave. Vacillating hoping to calm the nahkoda. This is a fact, especially since the arrival of Dania. Mom's choice. The woman that my mother prepared to replace my position on the side of Keanu's leg. I am afraid to find this situation. I did not feel a clear circle falling near my feet which was being washed by the waves.

Keep falling tears. Fall over... Let the ripples carry you along. And I took it away from me. End of tears. I hope that this will only leave me happy. Waves.don't bring back my tears to the edge. Let him be your part in the middle of the ocean. I wish that would leave only laughter for me. I asked for it with all hope...

Then I gasped as I splashed the wave ripples into the face. Ah, it turns out that the waves keep coming back to the beach. Her ripples brought back my faint tear-spreads. I became aware that grief and happiness always go hand in hand. Never separated. Like day-night, Black-White, dark-bright, and sorrowful. Each side by side like both sides of a currency.

And armed with a belief that I was still able to survive, that God had prepared the most beautiful story for me after the storm hit. The sun will be strong again after the storm hits. Of all that, I still try to sincerely accept all my circumstances.

But in my current situation, what am I supposed to do? "Dania.." I said softly. I shrunk my tears while staring back at the ocean. The expanse still offers a variety of meanings that in my situation is still vague.

Shown back her black hair outlet, said she who seduced spoiled and her face that always displays the beauty of plenary as well as her passion that she seemed so tempting. Ah, perfect God created you Dania. Then my mind turned to Keanu's laughter. Gelak was so happy when he received Dania's joke last night. Hah.rasa so stifling chest that repeatedly I have to sigh deeply.

"I have to what?" I say back. Should I hold on? Or choose to leave? I'm gamang. And my tears can't stand me anymore. As my sobs became more, the wind blew flying the end of my long hood dangling also some of my loose long clothes wear. He whispered and filled me. For a moment I fell asleep with that cradle. So soft and quiet his sweep. But then I was stunned by the sound of waves hitting the rock. His voice rumbles to bind my horror. The darkness that results in inner war and I find it difficult to reconcile.

This is my joy, the other side of my soul turns out to justify the actions of my mother. Choose another woman for Keanu's sister. I'm sure mom wants the best for her son. And maybe this is the best way for me and Keanu's brother. Perhaps my mother remembered my situation which never recovered perfectly. In addition, the absence of momongan in almost three years of our marriage became the second time the mother to separate me from Keanu's sister. I was even more filled when I found out the reason why the mother was talking to Keanu with my mother at that time.

"Listen to mama, Keanu. Mama didn't ask you to leave Fara. Mama knows you love Fara. But mama just asked you to accept Dania as your second wife" said mama. "Ma, it'll hurt Fara. If Fara is hurt, then I will feel that way too" Keanu said to calm the heart. "This mama is old, who will take care of you if mama is gone? Mama also wants to hold your granddaughter. Take Dania, Keanu. He is kind and can take care of you" said mama suku. And that made Keanu silent. Saddled look. His hand held my mother and hugged her. "Ma.." said brother Keanu lirih. "I'll try, Ma.." said Keanu.

Deg.

The last sentence made me feel sad. Can't you refuse that, brother? I know what a mother's words are like a command to her child, but at least understand how I feel.

Instead of understanding my mother's worries, it was true that half of my soul balked at what she was doing. I can't resist or throw away all these feelings. The feeling that always envelops the soul. Yes, happy feelings and love. The feeling I really want. The ever-present feeling is only for the man who has fulfilled his promise to return to me. "Sister Keanu....!" my shout was immediately faint due to the pounding of the waves that hit the rock.

I'm back sobbing. There is a bruise that sniffs and sways at the end of the heart. The pill is so slashing. This is my other fruit. My body shakes great. And I felt unable to bear the weight of the body, my legs were lengthened. I sat down and let a part of my body be hit by the wave ripples. Thus, maybe I woke up from a dream and became aware of the reality I was experiencing. This is a reminder of the suffering that exists.

"Mrs.." call Mang Dudung, my driver who is standing not far from me. "I'm fine, Mang" I said later. "Mrs.." call Mang Dudung again. I finally looked up and looked at him. But it turned out that my eyes targeted the figure standing next to him. The male substitute father. He is my brother despite his mother's differences. He looked at me with a smile even though he tried to relax.

Immediately I stood up and scattered in his arms. Cry broke. My body is back in shock. "Sister Noah." I said many times. "I know, Fara. I know everything." said Brother Noah while holding me and occasionally rubbing my head.

"Sister, where have you been? Almost two years disappeared without news" I said as I sat on a wooden chair while shrinking my tears. He smiled at me. "There's a mission you have to complete. But don't you think, I don't know all about my beloved sister" said Brother Noah as he ruffled my head.

"What do I do, brother...?" I said softly while staring at the vast expanse of the ocean. "Follow, I.." said Brother Noah. His hand pulled my arm. "Where...?" I asked while following Noah's steps even though it was a little difficult. "I brought my lady. Don't tell young master" said Brother Noah. As if knowing my situation, Mang Dudung was immediately asserted.

I was still staring at Brother Noah who was focusing on the streets. Ah, my brother's only job has made him come and go like a breeze at the end of the morning. No one knows when he will come or go. It all just happened, no news. For a moment, I forgot about my problems..Now my heart and my eyes are on every scratch on Noah's face and arms. His profession has made Brother Noah must accept all risks. Starting from physical abuse to life was almost lost. Ah, but again it's a choice. The choice that has been ingrained in Brother Noah.

"Why look at me like that" asked Brother Noah while looking at me with the tail of his eyes. "Can't you switch professions? The more day Fara is getting worried" I said as I continued to look at the scars. "Hey, I'm a country man. Is Fara not proud?" said Brother Noah while turning the car into the yard of a house. "I'm proud, brother. But this brother is my only family. I don't want anything to happen to my sister" I said, holding her arms. "Don't crybaby ach. Fara sure dsn pray, then your brother will be fine" said Brother Noah while scrambling the tip of my head. I smiled at him too. If so, I will choose to express my complaint.

The sun is getting stronger dividing its rays. The heat is just so stinging. A little hasty, my steps followed Brother Noah until right in front of the carved wooden door. "Whose house..?" I half whispered. "Later Fara also knew." said Brother Noah while ringing the bell in the corner near the door.

"Tuh.." said Brother Noah later. I immediately put my eyes on the man standing on his back. "Hey, doctor sir." said Brother Noah. And it seemed that the call had shocked the man who stood on his back and called the doctor. But it was not the doctor who was the only one who was surprised. I am the next person who is most surprised. Especially when the man called the doctor turned the body. His face was no stranger. "Doctor Faaz.." I said softly while slightly rounding my eyes.

Shake hands and hug the two men in front of me. It was as if the two of them were good friends who had not met for a long time. My eyes still looked at Doctor Faaz and then looked at me. He smiled while nodding towards me. "He's my sister, Fara." said brother Noah to introduce me. "We have met" he said. "O...?" said Brother Noah while smiling and looking at me. "Em, yeah. In the hospital. I recall. A week ago." I said gagu because his eyes did not look at me. "Hey.he's married" said brother Noah who came back to surprise him. "Waaah, how very sad" said the doctor chuckled.

The wind blows my body. He snuck behind my partially wet clothes. I giggled because of the wind. "So this is your sister you're telling me about, Noah? Beautiful.." said doctor Faaz. "Em, please sit down, madam. I'll check your legs again" Faaz said. His hands were gesturing to a wooden chair near us. I doubt a little bit about his words too.

Then chuckle doctor Faaz. I'm stunned. What made him chuckle in such a way. "Noah, where did you kidnap your sister? Her clothes are wet like this" Faaz said. Brother Noah also chuckled while patting his forehead. "For a moment, yes." said doctor Faaz shortly before passing.

"I'm sorry, I didn't notice you" said Brother Noah as he rubbed the tip of my head. It's okay.I'm fine, brother. I sat down while breaking down a smile looking at Brother Noah who was also still looking at me. He took a long breath and I felt so heavy. There seems to be a burden coming upon him. "What's wrong, sister.." I asked while pinching her cheek because I knew her mind was wandering somewhere.

Along with that, doctor Faaz came. He carries a blue paper bag. "The space is in the corner" said doctor Faaz while pointing at a place and thrusting a paper bag that he brought. I looked at Brother Noah as if asking for his approval. As if to understand I mean Brother Noah also nodded with a smile.

I hesitated a little as I walked down the path between the flower buds that looked wet after being showered with water by Faaz's doctor. The clear thread is still attached and only one two that fell were blown by the wind. Soon, my steps stopped at a door. And soon I entered it. And change my clothes. Even so, my eyes continue to circulate vigilantly looking at every corner of the room. Until I finished changing clothes, my alertness never receded. Even my steps became so careful.

"It's over, ma'am...?" a man said that surprised me. Due to excessive shock, I reflexively launched an attack at the owner of the voice. No doubt he complained when his stomach became the easy target of my punch. I was suffocated when I found out who this man was who was complaining about. "Sorry.doctor" said gagu. Em, it's my fault why it suddenly appeared in front of me. It's a move. Good thing it wasn't her handsome face that got hit by my raw bogem. If only it had been hit, it might have wailed even more. Hehe...

Meanwhile, watching this, Brother Noah chuckled loudly. He also helped Faaz doctor who was still sitting in the doldrums because of my raw bogem. "I'm sorry." I said, cupping both hands in front of my chest and looking at him wrongly. "It's okay." he said when he woke up assisted by Brother Noah. I kept laughing when I saw how his face reacted. "Sister is the same. Love to play the game" doctor Faaz grumbled.

Two o'clock five minutes. When doctor Faaz examined me carefully. For no more than ten minutes, Faaz's doctor examined and stimulated my leg. "It seems like the Madam is too tired of this. Don't be too forced. All there is time" he said when ending his short-lived stimulant. "When is therapy?" doctor Faaz asked me. I smiled without an answer. "If you want to heal completely, do not stop the therapy. And one more thing, do not force to go overboard" said doctor Faaz.

"So what's the follow-up?" said Brother Noah expectantly. "Just tell the Madam's husband, if you can't take care of the mistress then let me take care of the mistress. Including taking care of the heart of the lady." said doctor Faaz. The doctor could have.

"I'm serious, Faaz." said Brother Noah a little upset. "Lord Noah was angry" Faaz said. " Let's just say, take Fara once a week to therapy with me. In this house" said doctor Faaz. "Another alternative." asked Brother Noah. "Em, call the therapist home. But I can't guarantee a quick recovery if the therapist is other than me" Faaz said, staring at Noah. "Jeez, just say you should be a therapist doctor Faaz" said Brother Noah while intending to float a raw bogem. "Eits...KDRT if this is the way" dr. Faaz timpal said while installing a defense.

Two o'clock past forty-five minutes. When Noah's car drove through the rain that had just started. Until Noah's gate brought me. And a wave of hands accompanied the speed of Noah's car to disappear at the end of the alley.

"God...Fara. Where the hell's that been?" said the Viennese mama who suddenly appeared before me. "Em.." I haven't been able to answer my mother's question, I heard a cough from Dania's room. But this is a male voice. I became curious. My steps immediately targeted the room occupied by Dania.

"Your brother Keanu just fell in front of the door" said Mama.

Deg.

I don't care what my mom says anymore. My mind was only on Keanu's brother. I saw Keanu's leg lying with a cut on his forehead. "Sister.." I said softly as I rubbed his arm. "Where have you been, Fara? Mom came, you didn't exist. Thankfully, there was Dania. So Keanu can be helped quickly." said mama.

How many times should you say her name? Then why should be in the room occupied Dania. Can't be in our own room. "I'm sorry, brother.." I said softly. "You will be eliminated, Fara." whispered Dania.

Deg.