As Strong as the Mentari, as Soft as the Moon

Episode 81's. Scurp for a moment

Six o'clock in thirty minutes. The atmosphere was not as comfortable as before. The look I received really made me save more and more. This morning, one of my stairs. This time the dining table was my goal. A little hesitant to step when he saw all had gathered including mama, Kenan, Sarah, and Keanu's sister. Not to forget the handsome boy, Aidhan who had been thrashing since when he saw my presence. I don't know why he does it every time he sees me. If only my mother would let me carry or mark it, I would be happy. But unfortunately again my condition becomes an excuse so that I do not hold the handsome boy. There was a reason that always managed to keep me from carrying him. Well.alright. "Good morning, everyone." I said with a smile and sat next to Keanu's brother. "Morning, dear.." said brother Keanu half-whispering while returning my smile. I leaned my crutches near me. "Aidhan.." I said hello to the handsome boy who was still looking at me. Got my greeting, Aidhan girang. He also thrashed while thrusting his two tiny hands. Yeah.little kids know which ones are sincere which ones aren't. Whoops.hehe. "Aidhan wants to be carried, Mama Fara yes." said brother Keanu almost up from the chair. "After that, yeah...We'll eat first. Cold hunt loh" said the mother who managed to undo the intention of Keanu's brother. Keanu's big smile puffed up staring at Aidhan. And then his gaze turned on me. Next to his hand gently rubbed my head. Ah, apparently Keanu's brother felt what I felt right now. "It's okay. Fara is fine" I whispered barely audibly as I returned her smile.

Six o'clock past forty minutes. The morning meal begins. There were many babbles praising the taste of the cuisine this morning. "Hmm, that's delicious. It's been chef nieh, mbok Nah" said Kenan while chuckling. "Yes, mbok. It's delicious." said mama Vienna. "Aden and the lady could have. But that's Miss Fara's cooking. Early in the morning Madam Fara had cooked" said mbok Nah explained. That of course makes all speechless, except for Keanu. He smiled at me. His hand rubbed my head slowly. Because it was before Keanu already knew if I cooked all the menus this morning. "Oyeah, my sister-in-law turned out to be a good cook nieh." said Kenan with a smile.

Seven o'clock past fifteen minutes. We have not left the dining table even though the morning meal is over. Our attention was on Keanu's brother who had since broken the word while rubbing my head occasionally. Ah, the man who has become an important part of my life is so good at processing words, so that all just quietly listen to every word.

Brother Keanu's eyes looked at us one-on-one. As if to find a reaction in the hue of our faces. "I think it's time I brought Fara. Especially now that mama has a new toy" said brother Keanu slightly chuckled. "Kenan, Sarah please take care of my mother while Keanu and Fara stay for a moment. Not far away, only in the old house of Fara" said brother Keanu with a faint smile. "Why? Your wife doesn't live here?" ask mom a little. "Not so, Ma. Keanu and Fara want to focus more on what we are doing right now" Keanu said slowly.

I saw Mama sigh or rather snort. "alright. Please, mama allows" said mama as she passed away leaving the dining table. And immediately followed Keanu, Kenan and Sarah. "Ma.." call brother Keanu trying to line your step.

Phew. I sighed a little rough. "Prophey yes, Mrs Fara. Mbok Nah understand how Miss Fara feels. Mbok Nah is happy that Keanu dared to make that decision" said Nah half-whispering. I smiled thinly got support mbok Nah, even if only a housekeeper. At least nothing justifies Keanu's decision.

Half-running brother Keanu down the stairs. Sumringah's face. Hey, what's wrong with my handsome husband being so happy. "Sore we will spend a moment at grandma's house. Fara can prepare and tidy up some of our needs" said brother Keanu as he rubbed my head. "Aren't you sure you want to do all this?" I keep doubting. "For us, for all. Your labile young master is very sure" he said with sparkling. "Thank you, Brother. Sorry Fara until you have to do this all" I said. "It's purely my decision. Not your request. But this is my desire and decision" said Keanu, clutching and hugging me tightly. "Thank you, brother.." I whispered.

Eight o'clock, five minutes. I'm starting to fix some of my needs. And mbok Well so joy helped me. "How long is the lady?" ask me Nah while looking at me. "Em, it's up to the young master Mbok. I'll just come along." I said chimed in. If it could be forever. Hehe...I was already uncomfortable with all the gazes I had to accept for some time. "Wish ya, Mbok. The young master has the best solution to our problem" I said as I continued to tidy up. "Yes, Nya.mbok will always pray Madam. Madam good people must be many who also pray" said mbok Nah while smiling at me at a glance.

Five o'clock past ten minutes. The sky is starting to get red. Apparently the sun was preparing to return to his contest. With the flocks of birds preparing to return, the sky turned dim. Silver sports car kak Keanu drove at medium speed only. Satria is the driver. Meanwhile I leaned spoiled against Keanu's chest. Sometimes one hand rubs my shoulder. While next to it is fun fiddling with phones that do not stop glowing.

I gasped as the car turned, not my grandmother's house. "Why, dear.." said Brother Keanu. "This is not the direction to the grandmother's house." I said a little surprised. Chuckling, Keanu heard my words. Even Satria also smiled and looked at me from the rearview of the car. "You think I'm gonna let you stay at Grandma's. Moreover, there is Roy who is the brother of Mirza" said Keanu. I'm manyun. My eyes turned to stare at the streets that were beginning to feel foreign to me. The one and only peculiarities around me mark as a reminder.

"Don't be worried, honey. I have prepared everything. I'm sorry if some time this has put you on the line. Both because of my attitude and words. Verily I am weighing all that will be my decision today. All the good I've considered. My hope is that this decision will be the beginning of our true happiness" Keanu said. Ces.as it feels like this heart is hearing his words. Somehow I repay all the kindness and understanding of this man who was my childhood husband.

Five o'clock past forty-five minutes. Street lights began to decorate the sky. When Keanu's silver sports car enters a two-story house. Modern classic style house. Although not as big and grand as Keanu's sister's house with the Vienna mama, but the house that now stands firmly in front of me is enough to make me stunned.

Little run a middle-aged man greeted our presence. "Mr Keanu." he said while pretending to be reverent. "How are you, Mang...?" said brother Keanu smiled faintly. "Okay, young master. Eventually the young master will occupy this house. Manang yelped once" said the middle-aged man who I just knew named Mang Dadang.

A moment later, my eyes were already circling the entire room from every room there was. And now we arrived in the main room, located on the second floor. A modern classic accented room in gold and silver. I was so impressed I made it. "How, honey? You likey?" ask brother Keanu. His hand held me tight. "very liked. Thank you, brother." I said as I continued to stare around the room. "Yes, dear.." lick Keanu's sister while scrambling my head."But...are you sure you left mom alone?" I said while looking at him. "Mama's not alone, baby. Now there is Kenan, Sarah and Aidhan their son" Keanu said as he sat on the sofa. "It is time to think about our happiness. I also have to keep your feelings. I know the attitude of mama lately a lot of boomerang for my beautiful wife. Because it does not want to drag on I take this decision" said brother Keanu who increasingly makes me sad

I took a long breath. Along with that I also gave brother Keanu a seat on the silver sofa. A little while ago I was slowly massaging my legs. Tired I think after some time I forced to step fast. Yep...Robby, I'm still waiting for your miracle. Please feel very much for my healing. Please very, yes...Robbie. I'm ingrained.

"Why, baby? Tired...?" said Brother Keanu who immediately crouched down and also massaged my two legs. "Good brother. No need.." I said as I slowly rejected his hand. "It's okay. There's no one. Neither does my mom. We are free to do our wish. Especially my wish." said brother Keanu while looking at me like a lion ready to pounce on prey. I shudder. Meanwhile Keanu's feet laughed finding my reaction on it. Young master labile.this is the laughter I have missed this past year. Laughter that was so loose and made my heart turn pink. "Sister iih.." I said while pinching his small arm and struggling spoiled.

"Em, I'm sorry, sir." said Satria at the doorstep and prepared to pass back after seeing our palah. "Come in, Satria." said brother Keanu. "Sorry, Mister...Madame. I want to deliver this" Satria said, shoving my red bag. "Yes, brother Satria. Thank ye. Just put it near the closet" I said with a smile.

Soon Satria was alone and passed while closing the door to the room leaving us both back. The.ing..eng. Hehe.... The lion could have raged on this. Did I just run away? Or at least hide in the bathroom? Horrified that the lion has been raging and a show of strength. Hihah...

Six o'clock past forty minutes. Keanu and I are still together. Pray long prayers full of hope. Prayer is medicine for the empty soul, the worried mind, and the wounded heart. "O Allah, I believe that Your destiny is better than all that I desire, so please give me the strength to understand it all as Your grace." My prayer in disobedience.

"The power of prayer will be much more effective when coupled with the persistence to make improvements in attitude." ~KH.Abdullah Gymnastiar.

Eight o'clock exactly. I don't know why my legs are back. My legs felt much more tired than usual. I complained a little about it. Almost even crying. I sat on the couch and laid down my body. And hid all my grievances from Keanu's brother. It has been my determination to be strong and to complain about my current condition, especially in front of Keanu. I don't want to look weak, let alone helpless. I tried as hard as I could to hold it. But I don't know at this moment. Because I feel so tired and a little painful. I hope I'm okay...

In the meantime, I saw Keanu's brother getting busy with his office work. If so, I can't bother him either. And instead of waiting for the job to be done I lay my body on the sofa while feeling this spoiled leg. Keanu stared at me with a smile.

Deg.

Her smile had returned. The smile that always catapulted my mind. Moved my feelings. Also took me to travel far away somewhere. Although it does not have two holes in the cheek like Mirza, but somehow his smile and laughter always managed to make my heart beat great. Even running around erratically. Ah, brother Keanu. My childhood husband made me fall in love. Not just once but repeatedly.

"Sister.." I said in surprise, as my body shook in its trunk. His steps are normal even though burdened with this hefty weight of my body. That's heavy meaning. Hehe...

My heart kept flowing as his eyes looked at me with a smile. I don't know what color my face is right now, but I feel like my face is covered by dozens of ants. Then Keanu's footsteps became more visible where his real destination was. Nothing else, nothing is a bed. Brother Keanu smiled at me. "Take a deep sleep. Can't bear to wake up, that's why I bopong you. Eh, even wake up.." he said while laying my body on the bed. "Sister is done?" I asked while still holding my hand on his neck. Keanu nodded and smiled at me. His eyes so sharp they plunged into my soul and the more fierce my heart beat. I don't know what rhythm is being played at the moment. So along with the breath that also hunts.

Ten o'clock past. "Rest, dear" said Brother Keanu, enveloping half of my body. "I'll take care of you." he said again while sitting on the back of the bed. Seeing that, I put my head on his lap. "Darling...? Why?" said brother Keanu. "Can't sleep.." I said. "Come here." he said later. I also looked up at her smiling face. Hand signal. I smiled and corrected my body position. I put my head on his chest. And a kiss landed softly on my forehead. Ces.when my heart turns pink. I happy...