As Strong as the Mentari, as Soft as the Moon

Episode 42's. Exam Oh...Exams.

The sky is not yet bright Grey clouds still hang and appear as wide as the eye can see.The sun still seems to hang on to the contest and is reluctant to show its form. even the reddish bias does not in the slightest adorn the skyline.even so the birds keep milling between the branches of the tree that occasionally seem to sway blown and drop a clear circle of rain last night. great-grandson of his voice and flapping of his wing wings I'll say a good-morning greeting.

Eight o'clock is twenty minutes. Mirza's silver sports car drove through traffic density that morning. The sound of the engine roar was so fierce to fill the morning air in between the roar of other vehicle engines. I look at the handsome face of Mirza who looks sumringah. Sometimes his eyes glanced at me with a smile. A smile that always makes the soul shady and catapults my mind and brings it to dreamland. The smile that also managed to make me sure of his sincerity over me.Hit passed forty minutes. Silver kak Mirza sports car down the streets of the dictionary that looks crowded by students or students with different activities and interests of course. My eyes stared at the amazement of the tall building in the famous campus complex in my city. I really wanted him to be able to get an education at the college. And unfortunately, for now the desire still has to be fed tightly in the deepest recesses of my heart.So, my hope is not becoming extinct it is getting stronger. Especially after setting foot on this magnificent campus. I hope someday I can fulfill my wish.

Shortly thereafter, the car was parked neatly on a building courtyard. And the atmosphere turned boisterous upon the arrival of Mirza's sister. His handsome face and position as a young businessman has become a powerful lure, especially for students. Various greetings approached Mirza's sister. And everything was responded to Mirza with a smile and all her hospitality. Especially in some students who have been so intensively trying to attract the attention of Mirza's sister. And the row of students became gagu when they saw me who was so calm breezed to accompany Mirza's steps to climb the stairs to the exam room. There are many eyes watching me. From the tip of the foot to the tip of the head.Slightly noisy stared at so. But this is a risk that I have to find while side by side with an idol like sister Mirza. A handsome and young figure who was torn twisted since he was still in college.

Stunned I looked at the exam room that had been prepared beforehand. Stand me in the doorway before I follow Mirza. My eyes were filled with the white-walled, gray-corded room. In addition, the row of chairs was arranged neatly that I estimated not exceeding fifty pieces. In the middle of the room there are also three tables covered in white blue ribbon. The table that I expect will be occupied by a testing team that certainly consists of lecturers according to the science being tested. I placed flowers on all three tables. The flower that is dominated by white and blue colors looks so harmonious with existing ornaments. The flowers I had prepared since I was home lovingly. I hope I can add positive energy when I look at her. Don't forget to put the snacks and souvernir according to Mirza's orders. In addition to the testing table also on a row of student chairs that support Mirza.

Meanwhile, Mirza is busy with various preparations, both materials or test materials and supporting devices, such as laptops and LCD projectors. He is so good at preparing everything. I see there is spirit there. The spirit that. is so burning. I was really happy when I found it that way.

Nine o'clock past fifty minutes. The rows of chairs were filled with students who wanted to watch and or provide support to Mirza's sister They seemed enthusiastic when attending the Mirza exam. I don't know why that is. Then I sat up quickly. I had a seat in the second row, a little further away with Mirza's sister. However, I make sure we can still throw each other a glance or just review each other's smiles. Dsn was right not to mention that the test started our eyes were already staring at each other. Mirza's eyes looked at me while throwing her trademark smile. Don't forget the two deep holes in both cheeks. And I responded with a smile and a reverent nod. There was a strange sigh that always peeked when his eyes looked at me fixed or when obedient we met. Feelings that ahnya me or sister Mirza alone can understand and interpret it.

then the atmosphere returned to Rio when the examiner lecturer occupied a place that had been prepared.based on the whispers I heard that the testing team this time was really special because the students being tested were so special. maybe it is related to the position of Mirza today as a young entrepreneur who can be said to be successful. And based on the whispers I looked again, that one of the testing team was the rector of this famous campus. "What...?!" muttered. I was stunned for a while when I heard the information. "Sister Mirza.." I murmured softly. My admiration is growing. It is inconceivable that I am in Mirza's current position. Maybe I ran away with tears. Hehe....

Nine o'clock past fifteen minutes.I was stunned to see Kak Mirza who was so straightforward in his presentation. He was also very good at responding to all forms of questions and or refutations both from lecturers and from students. his body gestures were so flexible and polite. And finally standing applause he got. His voice filled the entire room. Smiling sister Mirza while nodding impudently while getting the respect.

Until the exam is over, the praise continues to flow. Compliments from both lecturers and students attending. A proud handshake and hug is inevitable. Apparently all were amazed at the skill of Mirza's sister as much as I was. A gesture Mirza gave me. Cue that I approach her immediately. A little doubt I finally approved the meaning immediately. "She's Fara. He's my encouragement after all this time" Mirza said shortly after I got close to him. I also made my smile when Mirza said my name. In my heart I was so flattered and kept happy at the end of my heart. "Fara is my wife." said Mirza again. The statement turned out to make the rector and lecturer of the examiner so surprised. Even with some students or students who managed to steal the listen. It even made the step of a beautiful woman who was heading to the place where we were stopped. He stared at me for a long time. As if I couldn't believe it. He didn't budge a bit. Only the tip of the veil floated in the wind from the open door. From my beautiful face, I seem to know her. I looked very carefully at every look on her pretty face. My mind wandered back in the old days when there were some students who went to my house. And sure enough, the sharpness of my mind managed to ascertain who the beautiful woman was. "Sister Amara." I said half a scream while looking at him fixedly. His daydream evaporated and restored his consciousness. He looked back at me, but this time with a smile. Our steps were so quick to meet each other and stretch our hands for the next time we embraced. "Mara...How are you?" he said while shaking my shoulder. "Well, brother.." I said. "I heard about you a while ago. I feel sad too, ' he said, hugging him. I looked at her face, still smiling. Even so, I know if his gaze is now inseparable from the figure of the man behind me who is still talking. The man who is my husband now, Mirza's sister.

Eleven o'clock past thirty minutes. I walked along with Amara. My eyes are still staring at the beautiful face of Amara who with her beautiful eyes never stop looking at Mirza. A look that made me curious and managed to catapult my mind. There was something that I thought was unusual at the end of his gaze. What'sthat...? I don't know. "Sister.." called me for a moment when the three lecturers left him. His eyes were so glaring at me. But when those eyes clung to Amara's sister, a flash changed. I don't know what's going on. I stared at the two who looked gago. Especially with Mirza. He's so clumsy. Maybe he did not expect at all his meeting with Amara's brother at that time. His eyes then looked at me and grabbed my body in his arms. "I'm sorry." he said. I'm getting curious. My heart is full of question marks. "Follow me.." he said, holding my hand, while his eyes signaled that Amara's sister was also with us.

At one in fifteen minutes. Hey.what is this. My heart is a little bit upset, though I still keep it at the end of my heart. Even so, the eternal was so affecting my feelings at this time, that my face was gloomy. No smile adorns him. While my eyes were unceasingly staring at the faces of the two alternately.

I sit in the back seat. While Amara's sister sat near the wheel with Mirza's sister. I lost fast. Kak Amara immediately chose to sit as he is now. Surprisingly, Mirza did not comment on the Amara kak. Even when Amara's brother was struggling on his arm. Only his eyes just looked at my face which I responded immediately by turning my face away. And yet no words are spoken. I'm still waiting for an explanation, Mirza.

Mom was stunned from her seat when she saw Amara's sister who was struggling on Mirza's arm. "What is this, Mirza...?" mama asked, bragging her eyes a little. Even so with bang David who immediately corrected his sitting position when he saw the arrival of the three of us. "Ma, Bang.forgive Mirza. Especially to Fara

It's Amara. He.." said brother Mirza stopped. He pulled me to better align him. Then he grabbed my body and grabbed it with one hand. "My love is only for Fara. Never doubt that. Until anytime, it will never change" Mirza said. "Then...?" bang David said. His face was flushed with anger. "Amara is my wife" Mirza said.

Deg.

Deg.

Deg.

I'm upset. My mind flew back to empty. I speak a thousand languages. There were many words churning in my heart, but none of them were spoken past my lips. Without Isak the clear grain that had hung in my eyes, it was now flowing just like that. My world seemed to spin and disintegrate without being.

A slap hit the face of Mirza's sister. Bang David is the culprit. Mama was no less surprised. Mama lost her words, and raised her hand to vent her anger by hitting Mirza's sister, but in the first place was David. The hand of bang David so quickly pulled my lethargic body as if soulless from the arms of Mirza's sister. "You...!" said bang David while pointing at Mirza's sister. The anger is so great. While his hand held me and buried my head in his chest like last time, a few years ago. The chest that was always the back of my head.

"Wait, Bang. Listen to my explanation." said sister Mirza while looking at me who was just silent with a blank look. Only my tears are getting more and more unstoppable freefall. At the end of the chair, my mother looked lethargic. His eyes are wet. "Why is your papa's path, repeat Mirza..?!" my mother suddenly said hysterically. "Ma, with Mirza. Give Mirza a chance to explain." said sister Mirza while approaching mama and immediately rested. He hugged both of my mother's legs and laid his head on the lap of the beautiful middle-aged woman. "You better explain soon, Mirza. Before my raw bogem hits you" said bang David full of anger while continuing to hug me who was just silent unable to say or act.

Two o'clock past twenty minutes. My eyes are getting puffy because of my endless crying. Trying as hard and not inflamed energy. It wasn't easy until I came to my meaningless silence. All I know is that I'm disappointed and I can't be happy. And then for a moment my eyes saw Amara's sister who looked transfixed. Apparently he did not expect if he would get a response unlike what he thought. Not shaking, he stood up. His eyes began to wet and continued to look at Mirza's brother who continued to rest in front of his mother and began his story. The story of him and Amara. Half my soul revolted listening to all his utterances. I couldn't believe it, but some asked me to hang on and be strong enough to accept everything that had happened. My inner war never ends, just like tears are still in freefall. My body shakes holding my sobs in the arms of bang David.

The To Be Continued...