As Strong as the Mentari, as Soft as the Moon

Episode 40's. Different Love, Mr. Darius ...

The wind blows my face. Flying the end of my hood. Her spirit managed to touch my soul and give peace to my tribe. On the other hand the sun began to greet the earth. Slowly but surely the light has been able to erode the cold of the night. Its warmth has given strength and benefit to all beings who need it. Right now I am sitting on a chair in the park after some time ago I have to take pains to step up to reach it. My eyes were ceaselessly staring at the cluster of flower buds swaying in the wind. And now it's starting to bloom one. Meanwhile, in the sky, a group of birds decorate it with flapping wings or the sound of his great-grandchild as if giving a good morning greeting.

Seven o'clock past forty minutes. Closed eyes. Letting the warmth of the sun wash my face. Warming the ends of my heart and bandaging my wounds. Meanwhile, the wind again touched my body. The cold started flying my daydream and taking him wandering around somewhere. My adventure ended when I managed to find a look of a handsome face that now adorns it. The face of the man who had successfully touched my tribe. I smiled happily in my adventure.

My eyes slowly opened as I felt another warm gust hit my face. It blushed my face when I found out who the owner of the warm gust was. And he seemed to be smiling, especially when he managed to gently touch my lips. "Sister Mirza." I said softly while touching my lips with my fingers that he managed to kiss earlier. Meanwhile, my eyes were relentlessly staring at his handsome face that was only a few centimeters away. An always handsome face with two holes adorning him as he smiled. "I feel like my heart is calling me. So strong that it made my heart stir. So I came back" he said with a smile with both hands propping up on the back of the chair I was sitting on. And his eyes just keep staring into my eyes. I bite my lips to withstand the growing turmoil.

"Mr Mirza.." said a voice that broke my daydream. "Yes." said Mirza briefly without turning her eyes away from me. "The file has been found." said bang Pandu who stood a little further away. "Alright, pretty...I'm back in three hours. At lunch" he said as he rubbed the tops of my head and gently kissed my forehead. "Wait a minute." he said again just before it passed. I looked at his back which had just turned around. I don't know why I hugged him so tightly. Pecking his back and burying my face full of spoiled. Seeing that, bang Pandu also turned his face. I smiled looking at that. "Thank you." I said as I once again kissed his back. And Mirza's sister turned her body back and held me back. Wordless. Only the heartbeat feels more rhythmic as the breath hunts.

"Mirza.." said bang David suddenly. He looked to be standing staring while shaking his head. "That's how it is in the room, not here" he said. His fingers tapped on a tray of medicine and bandages. Sister Mirza also does not care about the words of bang David. And once again he kissed my forehead and passed. And once again his fingers signaled by showing three fingers. I knew that in three hours he would come back to see me. I smiled at the sign.

"I want to double-check your wounds, Fara. Which last night was an emergency. So the cure is not maxed out" said bang David with a smile looking at me and crouching in front of me. My feet fell and placed them next to his thighs. "As in the past, huh...? Remember when you were injured first" he said, which brought me back to what happened three years ago. I nodded and smiled looking at him. "I'm still the same as before, Fara. I'm still your bang David. The difference is that we both have our own partners. But my promise to Merry's grandmother to always take care of you will never be denied" said bang David who occasionally looked at me. While his hands were so deftly treating and once again bandaging my wounds. "Thank you, Bang. Fara appreciates it very much" I said as I endured the pain in my wounds. "Okey is done. Hopefully it will get better soon." said bang David as he put my footwear back on and put it down slowly.

"How's the wound, David...?" ask the mother who is still a few steps away. Behind him accompanied Bu Anna while carrying fruit juice complete with snacks. "No worrying. Three or four days to heal. Hopefully." said bang David while tidying up his equipment and sitting not far from me. "Thank God if so." said Mama while sipping fruit juice. Before long, David was ready to return to the hospital. Kissed the back of your hand with reverence and passed. "Don't walk around and the wound will open again" said bang David as he gently rubbed my head before it passed. "Not seen Kenan first?!" mama half shouted. "Later. David hurry. There's patients..."! timpal bang David who keep spurring the pace.

The sky looked blue and so clean. Only a few white clouds were moving. The sign of the day will be bright this afternoon. Meanwhile the sun increasingly eager to greet the earth. Divides its rays justly for every creature of the earth. I sip the fruit juice that has been served on the table since. Every now and then my eyes stared at every row of sentences on the magazine sheet. This time my eyes looked at a handsome face with a distinctive smile on the magazine sheet I read. "Ma.." I said while showing a review of the face plastered on the magazine. My mother smiled at that face. "THE SUCCESS OF YOUNG ENTREPRENEURS, From Zero To Hero. Mirza Adhiatma" said mama read a row of titles in the magazine. "Alhamdulillah.kids Mama" said mama again. His gaze changed softly. There was a clear grain floating in both of his eyes and ready to slide. I'm sure it was her tears of joy. A mother's tears become a mustajab prayer and a blessing to her children when she lifts both hands. And make the impossible possible. Mother is sacred to every child.

"Ma.." said brother Mirza who suddenly had come in behind. His hands immediately hugged and kissed the cheek of the mother. "Mama is proud." said Mama smiled as she rubbed the arms of Mirza's legs are still circular on the shoulders of mama. "All because of your prayer." said sister Mirza and once again kissed your cheek. I smiled at the harmony of the two

"Laper nieh." said Mirza later. We smiled at Mirza's words. Because just this time, Mirza complained like that. Then we stepped up. And because of my condition, my steps became hampered, so sister Mirza prefers to carry me on her back. I screamed every time he played his pace. My grip became tighter as I occasionally pinched his shoulder due to the treatment. "Children today." said the mother with a smile and shook her head.

Two o'clock past fifteen minutes. I again got a surprise with the arrival of Roy's brother or the one I used to know as Mr. Darius. I suddenly fell silent when Anna told me. My eyes are a little round. My chest rumbles. And my face became pumice. I just sat down on the sofa and tried hard to reconcile the rhythm of my heart that began to run. "Please lock the door, ma'am." I said half a whisper with a slight tremble. Mom Anna's steps became fast to fulfill my wish. I closed my eyes repeatedly and tried to cast away the shadow of what Roy had done to me first. Then my goal was to hear a conversation. I'm sure it was a conversation between Roy's brother and mom. I sharpened my hearing and listened to the conversation. But unfortunately I can not clearly listen to the contents of the conversation because the distance is too far. And in the end my curiosity managed to defeat my anxiety and fear. I asked Ms. Anna to help me out of the room. I immediately leaned against one side of the wall which I believed was protected from any eye gazes from the ground floor.

"Sorry, Ma. Roy is back. Roy is confused about where else to bring this sadness and anxiety of the heart" said Roy. "Darling, you were right to come to see Mom. Don't go far, Roy. We realize your papa's last wish" said mama sudu. "Ma..is it true that Mirza and Fara were married? Was it true that the two had loved each other long before Fara met me?" said brother Roy. Hearing these words I was overwhelmed. I bit my slightly shaking lips and closed my eyes. "You're an adult Roy. Mama's sure you'll understand what Mama's saying. The first thing you should know is that there are four children, not just two. And mama tried to pass her fair share to her four sons. Second, it is true that both are married. Thirdly, it is true that the two fell in love long before Fara was kidnapped, sealed in a house of essays and treated indecently by you" said mama with a voice that grew increasingly higher. "Sorry, my mom got carried away. Mama only saw how much Fara's grief during this time" said Mama while rubbing her cheeks that began to get wet with tears. "Mama.." I said softly. "I never felt love. And once I felt only the disappointment I got. I'm helpless, Ma. Forgive Roy, Ma.." said Roy's brother pilu. "Roy.." said Mama. "Can Roy see Fara again?" asked Roy, which of course made me gasp. "For what, Roy...?" ask mama. "Because of your processing two years ago, Fara suffered a long trauma. Plus the recent events he's been getting shaken up. He was not calm even in his sleep. Mama, you have to accept the reality. You're a grown-up mama reckon. Let Fara be happy with your sister. The man he loved from a long time ago" said his long mother. Brother Roy fell silent, his eyes staring at mama.

Soon his eyes seemed to be back around the room. I don't know what he's looking for. Somewhere, exactly where I was, it seemed like he was sharpening his eyes. His look looked so probing. Maybe he caught my baby.

Deg.

The heartbeat returned rhythmically. My mind wanders and ramps, what if brother Roy finds out I'm here? What am I supposed to do? And soon I hid myself by sitting crouching with Miss Anna. But damn it looks like brother Roy knows where I am or at least he suspects something where I am. I'm riled. Half trying as hard as I can try to get to the door. I don't want him to know where I am. "Mah...!" yell brother Roy. And it seems he ran. His quick steps I could hear clearly as he walked down the stairs from where I was. "Roy...?" mama's shout called Roy's brother who ignored her. I accelerated my steps with great difficulty. "Mah...!" shouted again. Damn it.This time he managed to stop my limped steps. He's standing right behind me. Just a few steps. I saw my mother who had just stopped her steps right at the end of the stairs near Roy's sister. His breath seemed irregular

While his hands hold on to the ladder support pole made of wood.

I turned my body to face her who was looking at me meaningfully. But unfortunately I failed to take that look. He leaned against the side of the wall while watching me. "You may not know about my love, Fara. That's why I will prove how my love is for you, even if you're married. Let time weigh the power of love between me and Mirza. Someday you will know and understand." said brother Roy with a sharp turn and become cold.

"I will always be close to you until the warmth of my breath you can feel even with closed eyes. That's how close we are." he said without looking at me. "Why did you do all this to me, sister...?" I said with a fixed look on him hoping to find the exact answer. "Sister...? I'm glad you called me that. It was much better than the master" he said, who a moment ago managed to stop his steps. "Why...?!" Shouted again without regard to his words. He also gave a smile. A smile so cold I guess. "Because I love you. "My love, a different love" he said as he passed down the stairs. And again his cold gaze managed to make my steps recede. My hand quickly grabbed the arm of Ms. Anna who was standing not far from me.