As Strong as the Mentari, as Soft as the Moon

Episode 39's. The identity of Mr. Darius

Twelve o'clock past forty-five minutes. Through midnight. Brother Mirza pamit to rest ahead. He said there is still work to be done tomorrow. Plus the script is deadline. Next week he will have a test. So he has to prepare it well. Everyone can finally understand. Even with a little flirtation. "Limaklumi only, his name is also a newlywed." said brother Evans who was greeted with laughter all. No exception, Mirza. Then we stepped out of the conversation in the park. And walk down each staircase to the room to rest. Circling Kak Mirza's arm around my waist. Sometimes his hands close the warm clothes I wear.

"Honey.." he said while clutching tightly to my body not a little distance. And his body directed me to the bed that seemed to have been calling to be occupied. Rebah our bodies in the warm crib of the mattress wrapped in blue. Not only that, I was also lulled over the treatment of my handsome husband. Half of his body is squeezing my body. Maybe tonight will be a long night for both of us. So inwardly. My mind started to wander as his hands started mischievously down my body. It turned out that he was getting better at wandering every curve in my body. Sometimes he would take a break at his favorite place. Just quenching thirst by sipping passionately on my lips or on two chewy objects of my chest. And of course it always managed to make me more lulled. The adventure was about to reach its destination, when suddenly he stopped the journey. He threw his body next to me and rushed straight to the bathroom. This is the third time, sister Mirza did so. I'm speechless. There is a sadness hanging at the end of my heart. With a half-naked body I was standing in front of the bathroom door waiting for the explanation of Mirza. "If you don't want it, then don't do it Don't be like this, you stop in the middle of the journey. This is the third time. I thought there must be something. Brother is disgusted...?!" I said full of annoyance. "I'm sorry." he said softly as he grabbed his pajamas and passed out of the room. "I need an explanation." I said half a scream as I shook my hand. Unknowingly it turns out I've hit the flower vase to the point of being scattered. I tidied up my clothes and hood and immediately followed in half-runs. At the end of the stairs, I was silent. It turns out mom, brother Evans and bang David are still talking. Mirza was sitting with them. Looking at me, my mom looked at me. "Darling.." said the mother approaching me when she saw the clear circle begin to slide unstoppably. Mama hugged me. "What's up, baby...?" my mom hugged me. "Mama.." said bang David trying to loosen his arms. Without saying a word, bang David directly carried my body. I was also angry, but I did not refuse. I don't know why. Brother Mirza was surprised and immediately approached me. He was so worried. Then bang David sat me on the couch. "Your feet, Fara.." said Bang David again. Hearing Bang David's words I looked directly at my feet. It was as if I had just realized I was shouting when I saw the blood flowing. Pain is now only I guess. "God, baby... Why?" said brother Mirza. I cried hugging my mom, while bang David was treating my wounds.

I didn't mind Mirza's sister who was next to me because I was angry. And apparently my mother can read the situation between us. After the David bang was over, we sat on the couch. Mama's eyes were fixed on me and Mirza's sister. "Mom knows something's going on between you. Mama wants to know. Tell a story. Not Mama wants to interfere in your household affairs, but as parents Mama wants the children of mama to live well. That'sthat's all. So oba tell it clearly" said Mama while staring at us alternately. "There's nothing, Ma. Everything is fine" said Mirza. "Mirza, Mama knows all mama's kids. When do they tell the truth, when do they lie. So Mama also knows what Mirza is doing right now. Once again mom asked to be honest and tell me everything" said Mama again while slowly rounding her eyes.

"Sister Mirza ..disgusted with Fara, Ma?" i cut. "No, hon. You misunderstand" said Mirza who immediately sat squatting in front of me. "If not disgust, what is its name? Brother won't touch me. And every time you touch me, you always stop him. Like a disgusted sister" I said that made sister Mirza speechless. "Mirza.." said Mama. "Should it be revealed here?" said brother Mirza. "Mirza.." said mama firmly. "okay... Mirza says here" said Mirza.

"To this day, Mirza hasn't touched Fara as much as her husband does to his wife" Mirza said, moving her four fingers as a quote. "I'm not disgusted like Fara said. I was angry." said Mirza. "Anged...? I'm the one who is angry if you play with Fara's feelings" said bang David who responded to Mirza's sister with an unpleasant look.

"I was angry at the man who had done unpleasant things to Fara. When I wanted to do it with Fara, it was the moment that made me feel like a man the most. But when I remember the man's treatment I got sick of it" said Mirza. "That means you haven't received Farah completely" said bang David in annoyance. "It's not like that. If love and affection Never doubt that I love and love Farah very much. I accept Fara as she is" Mirza said. "Where is the problem?" bang David was getting upset, I knew it. "Because I know who that man is" Mirza said. His face was hardened. "I was both angry and confused. I was confused how to vent my anger after knowing who the man was" Mirza said again. There was a clear feather floating in both of his eyes. I was so full of staring at him that way. "Say Mirza, who is that guy?!" bang David was furious. "As Fara, me, my mom and bang David knew about the man's name, that's him, but it turned out to be an alias" said Brother Mirza while clenching his hands tightly until trembling held back his anger. "The real name of the man is Roy" said Mirza, who kept everything quiet. "Yes, that man is Roy. Brother Roy or lord Darius. What really is my own brother" said brother Mirza as he spread his fist on the table he had been sitting on. And the glass table was also shattered.

All speechless. Mom sits up rough on the couch. His tears began to roll. Me? Of course I was crying hysterically. Not because of the reopening of my past wounds, but because I just learned that just like I was, Mirza was injured especially after knowing who the man really was. And all this time he kept it to himself. Yeah, Robb... What do I do?

"So what Roy's been looking for is Fara? And Brother Ray has previously done unpleasant actions to Fara? Yep...Lord!" said brother Evans while shuffling his hair. "I almost believed Roy could change. But after hearing this the trust gradually faded" said bang David who sat clenched his hands.

"Mama.." cried brother Evans suddenly when he saw his mother wafting unconscious. "Bring mom to the room. Hurry...!" said brother Mirza. I was getting teary-eyed watching everything that happened. "Darling...I'm sorry" Mirza said for a moment while clutching tightly to my body. Again, I gave up on that soothing embrace. I buried my head in the chest of his field. Back to untie the tears that I have not been able to shrink since. We hugged each other for a long time until a voice managed to loosen our arms. "Mama wants this issue to be resolved tomorrow. Call your brother Roy. Tell him to this villa." said the mother who turned out to be conscious and stood upright on the stairs. Behind him are bang David and brother Evans. Hearing that, Mirza and I stared at each other. "But, Ma.." said brother Mirza a little hesitant. "can't. Tomorrow has to be done. Mama doesn't want to drag on. Fara do not be afraid, there is a mother" said the mother who returned to climb the stairs.

One o'clock in fifty minutes. Early morning. "Get my brother Roy. Bring it here. If he refuses, don't hesitate to force him" Mirza said. "Well, sir.." said Bang Pandu nodding in reverence. His eyes look at me. He kept his worries at the end of his gaze. I don't know why he did that. But for sure I felt as if I knew him long before I knew Mirza myself. Maybe because of his kindness I thought so. I don't know...

Two o'clock past seventeen minutes. Early morning. My eyes can't be closed. I just stared at the white ceiling. Or count the clock ticking that feels so tickling the ear cavity.

And my mind went back to wandering somewhere. Every now and then try to guess the events that will happen tomorrow when you meet again with Mr. Darius or Roy. I don't know.I can't press it.

Five o'clock past thirty minutes. It happened to a ruckus on the ground floor. I, who had just finished my prayers, quickly tidied up my face and the prayer that I had just used. A little bit limped in my steps because of the injuries I had. "Here you go, baby. Let me see it" Mirza's sister prevented my move. For a while I obeyed his words. And Mirza's steps became quickly down every rung that seemed snaking. "Is this Mirza? " said a voice of a man I seemed to know. This voice that has been a scourge for some time in my life. Trudgingly I stepped out of the room as the antidote to my curiosity. I stood on a carved wooden wall near the stairs. Below I saw Mirza's sister standing tall in front of a man I was sure was Darius. It turns out that Mr. Darius is Roy. My brother Mirza himself. Yes, Lord.my inner self while biting my lips swndiri5. "On your errand, was I bound and forcibly taken? I'm my brother, why do you treat me like a prisoner" said Darius, who was met with an unpleasant smile from Mirza. "You are like a criminal, sister." said brother Mirza smiled faintly. "Braven you, Mirza. I'm older than you. It's as if you said that...!" said Darius or Roy annoyed while trying to untie his hand. "Take me off. Let me teach you a lesson..! It turns out you only dare to stand behind your men. Oh...!" darius or Roy. I saw that Mirza's sister was almost provoked by her different brother's words. His hands were already clenched and his feet were about to step up, when his voice stopped him. "Mira....!" mama said with a very quick step from her room. "What is this, Ma...?" darius or Roy. His eyes looked at my mother. "Guide untie her." said mama. "Sit down." said mama to Roy when the bond in Roy's hand was released.

"Mom just call Roy if there's an emergency. Roy will come" said Roy. "Surely it will come? Mama's invitation last night was just you meeting it secretly. Cowardly...!" said Mirza, who was sitting on a large glass table in the middle of the room. "You....!" roy almost stood up and stepped towards Mirza's sister. But again the voice of the mother managed to stop the intention of Roy. "Sit down, Roy

Mama wants to talk" said the mother as she looked at her first son from her other husband's wife. Bak bewitched, Roy was immediately silent and obeyed the words of his mother.

"Hear you're looking for your true love? Did you find it?" said mama carefully. "Yes, Ma. I've found her. I've met him twice" Roy said with a smile. Meet him or kidnap him?" said Mirza. "Maybe I kidnapped her, but after that I found out how she felt about me. This is the result of his concern for me" said Roy sumringah, pointing at the wound on his head. Brother Mirza is laughing. "Consideration as a human being does not mean love. It's so stupid that you can't tell the difference" Mirza said in between her decks. "Ma, I'm sure the other day he'll love me." said Roy again, who was greeted with laughter from Mirza's sister. "As pungguk misses the moon." said brother Mirza who made Roy ride apitam. He could no longer hold back his anger. Even my mother's words were ignored. Roy's move so quickly approached Mirza's sister and floated some moves. Not the name Mirza brother if he is not able to fend off all successive attacks. Seeing this, I saw Mama wipe her cheeks several times. Mom crying. I am so excited to see the current situation.

Then I trudged down every step of the stairs. Until the last rung of the ladder I tried to stop the brothers' fistfight. "Enough...! Stop...!" lantang. The results of the fight between the two brothers also stopped. Both of them were staring at me. "Mah...!" say both almost simultaneously. Running Roy meant to get close to me. "Stop...Don't come any closer. You're Darius or whoever. You've told me a lot about your love for Fara. Now it's Fara's turn to tell me how Fara loves.." I said out loud almost crying. I saw Mr. Evans, bang David and Sherlly in the room. I sat down on the last rung of the stairs because I felt pain due to a wound in my leg.

"From the first meeting to the last meeting, I've never felt anything but disgust and anger" I almost cried. It's true I care about you. Seeing you sprawled with blood flowing makes me feel sorry. I don't know why I could be sorry for you. The one who has made my days haunted by a distrust of sensiri self. But I make sure that I don't care because I love you. It's just my humanity" I said, just flowing. I don't know where I got that much courage. "Fara..listen to me first" said Roy. "Enough...Don't talk anymore. I ask you not to take my life away again. I've been happy. I've been able to erode my fear of your dirty treatment. I've been with the people I love and loved long before we met" I said again. "I know you're married. I don't give a shit. Because I can't believe you're married" Roy looked at me. "Enough.." said Mirza. "Ow.the bully. Can you stop me?" said Roy. "Of course I can. Because I'm her husband...!" said brother Mirza. I don't know why Roy laughed so much and clapped his hands. "Bravo. Very slick drama" said Roy who prefers the option of not believing rather than facing reality. "Sir.had it" said Mr. Evans. "Can't, Van...This is my fight. You're defending them...?" said Roy. "What fight, brother? My brother rejected reality. They're correct. They're already married. And they loved each other long before you met Fara" Evans said. "Fuck all this, Roy said as he passed. "Sister..wait a minute...!" said Mr. Evans. "Roy..wait, Son!" mama half shouted. Mama who had been silent since then and gave me the opportunity to vent my complaints courageously. "Sorry, Ma. Next time we talk again" Roy said without stopping his steps.

"Have you satisfied...?" said Mr. Evans while looking at Mr. Mirza. "Now you're wondering how to vent your anger over your helplessness...?"said Mr. Evans. "Sister.if brother in my position, surely brother will feel and do the same as me" said sister Mirza. "Yes. Now I understand the situation. I'm sorry Roy. Even if you haven't forgiven him, but at least don't curse him. I'm asking you. Anyway, it's my sister. Also the brother of your husband, even from a different mother. Even if I could choose, of course I would choose to be born Melissa mama" said brother Evans who looked at me attachedly. "Honey.." said the mother while holding Evans' sister. "If I don't give birth to you, I still feel that you are also your mother's children" said Mama with tears that began to pool and ready to freefall. "for the next Evans will help Fara from all forms of threats Kak Roy. I'm sure Roy won't just give up. I know Roy very well" Evans said, looking at me. Not forgetting the smile on the corner of his lips.

Seven o'clock past thirty minutes. It all came back to its activities as if nothing had happened a few minutes ago. Mirza is ready with her stel. This time the color navy became his choice. And do not forget the glasses hitampun perched and increase the level of good looks. "Just rest. Don't go anywhere. Later all your needs will be taken care of Ms Anna" said sister Mirza while hugging me. "Yes, I'm sorry...I've been unfair to you" he said again, peeping at my forehead. I replied by peeping the back of his hand with reverence. "my words accompanied his steps. "Yes dear." said Mirza as she passed by and smiled.