As Strong as the Mentari, as Soft as the Moon

Episode 73's. Wedding day...

I don't know what time I don't know. Only the ticktock of the clock always tickled my ears and managed to become my friend during this hospital. I was still looking at the men near me. The man who a moment ago was solemn in his prayers. And a moment later so shahdy chant the Quran verse. A slightly haggard man. His face is so moody. His long hair was tied up just like that. Then his eyes looked at me who was lying helplessly with some tools still attached.

"Honey.." he said as he grabbed my hand and kissed it. "Today, we're supposed to get married. Today is exactly the day we planned. Wake up, baby.we have to get married today" Keanu said. Repeatedly he had to sweep the tears that began to fall could not be dammed again. What...! Is today our wedding day? It means I've been in this hospital for three weeks. In such a condition. Has it been that long? Yes, Robby.please help me.

"Darling... I'm sure you heard me. That's why I beg you. Wake up, dear.." said Keanu. His face was deeply immersed while tightly grasping my finger. His body held back his cries. This is not the first time I have seen him like that. I don't know why today feels so different. I wanted to rub his head, just calm him down. In other words, I wanted to run to embrace him. This man loves me so much, so Robby, I beg you to give me a chance to be happy with him.

"Yes, honey...Noah just sent word about the perpetrator who caused you to be what you are today" Keanu said. I'll make a calculation with him. Coupled with all the treatment he's ever done to you?" said Brother Keanu who gently rubbed the tip of my head, while one of his hands still grasped my finger. I wept. And my crying is real. Those tears flowed from both of my eyes. "Fara.." said brother Keanu shaking my body for a moment when he noticed a clear melt from my eyes. "Wake, baby...Wake up. I beg you.." he said so bitterly.

"Kean...!" bang David from the doorway. As soon as possible Keanu's brother shrank his tears. And try as quietly as possible to come back. "Patience." said bang David while patting Keanu's leg on the shoulder. His eyes also signaled worry as he looked at me.

"I'm confused to judge your family. One side you guys are good to Fara. Even too good. But on the other hand, there are members of your family who are trying to harm Fara. Almost even took his life. Don't you understand what I mean, Bang? Or are you pretending not to understand? Come on's...Don't be so naive, Bang. I'm sure you already know" said Keanu. This of course makes David silent. His eyes looked at Keanu's brother.

"I know.." said bang David later. "Then why didn't you put him in jail? Didn't you promise Fara?" said brother Keanu. Bang David sighed. He's quiet back. His eyes are staring at me. So grim. "Proof I'm not perfect. So I'm still quiet. Even so I keep trying to find other evidence to be stronger" said bang David.

"You have doubts, bang? I'm sure it is. Because after this the possibility of your family will be scattered" said brother Keanu while staring at bang David. His eyes looked at the response drawn on his face.

"Like Fara, I'm sure me and my family will be able to get through it" said bang David. "Please, Mr. Keanu step away a little first, I'll check on Fara" said bang David, patting Keanu's leg on the shoulder and smiling as necessary.

"You know, Fara. There are more people who love you than hate you. Therefore wake up and be happy, dear.." said bang David while examining me deftly.

Once again I saw bang David sighing. His eyes did not look at me. "I'm sorry, Fara. I haven't been able to keep my promise to Grandma Merry. I can't take care of you" he said. "After I gather the evidence, I will make a report on the crimes that Amara and the others have committed. Thus you will live happily, because no one will bother you anymore" said bang David.

Hey.bang David intends to report Amara. I don't know why when I heard that, my heart was heartbroken. If until bang David does it, how will mama Melissa later? How's Mirza? How's their pretty boy? Oh, no...! Don't do it, Bang. My soul revolted until my body shook. I tried to get up and wake up. Yet failed. My breath was also stinging. My crease is gone. I'm anfal.

Found it bang David panicked. Perform CPR and prepare a heart shock device. My body has been convulsing repeatedly because of the shock of thousands of volts from the heart. I'm fucked. Especially when looking at Keanu's brother who looked at me full of worry. His steps became unsettled. Take a step, just quietly look at me. It was only from the look in his eyes that I knew that he was not well. Yeah, he was so worried about me.

That childhood husband of mine who was supposed to marry me today was so fucked up. He was terrified when he found me anfal for the second time. Then he came back when my heart beat had strengthened again. He stepped quickly towards me. His eyes are staring at me. "Alhamdulillah...Thank you, dear" he said repeatedly as he peeked at the back of my hand. And once he kissed my forehead.

"Mara..." I don't know since when Mirza's sister was standing not far from the bed where I was. The man who was my husband for ten days. The man who once poured his heart out to me. A man who has also given me happiness as well as grief. Brother Mirza. And Keanu was surprised at his presence. He immediately got up. Hands clenched. His eyes stared hard. "You.." said Brother Keanu. His hand grabbed the collar of Mirza's shirt and was ready to raise his fist. Luckily the Vienna mama managed to stop him. "Keanu.." said the mother of Vienna while holding the hand of Keanu's brother. "He and his wife always make Fara suffer. Always makes Fara cry. What the hell did you come for? Do you want to know if Fara's alive or dead? I told you Fara would live. As long as there is me. Go.." said brother Keanu.

Shut up, sister Mirza did not budge.he did not heed the hardenkan brother Keanu. He just looked at me. There was a grudge at the end of his gaze. "I just want to see it. After all, she is the only woman I love. He was my first love" Mirza said. "If you love her, why did you divorce her?" said brother Keanu flat. "Because I love her. I thought that by divorcing her, Fara would move away from the evil reach of Amara. Apparently not. I didn't believe anything Amara did. But when I saw the evidence I became more and more angry. Now I am increasingly aware that my decision was wrong" Mirza said again.

"I once reminded you, Mirza, not to make hasty decisions. But you seem too proud to listen to me. Even to admit that you made the wrong decision you did not admit" said Keanu.

"I knew. I was wrong" said Mirza. His eyes are wet. Then it just passed. Brother Keanu silently stared at the departure of Brother Mirza. "Honey.." said the mother while hugging and rubbing the backs of Keanu's legs. "Yes, this is your flower order" said the mother again.

Smiling Keanu looked at my favorite white flower. He grabbed her and brought her close to me. "Darling.today we got married as planned. This flower is a witness. I promise to be the best husband for you. And when you wake up, we'll get married" said Keanu, laying flowers beside me. Beautiful flowers, baby. But lose beautiful with you" he said while pecking at the top of my head.

"Darling.." he said repeatedly. I opened my eyes slowly. I felt the glare as I stared at the light beam directly above me. Aware of my discomfort, Keanu put his palm over the light of the lamp, so that it did not hit my eyes. Perfectly my eyes are open. Until his handsome face can be seen perfectly. I sobbed and the clear grain just slid away. Same with Keanu. He was so happy in his tears.

"Hey.honeyang. Already aware of it" said bang David with several other doctors and nurses. Massage Keanu's leg gave room to bang David to check on me. He looked at me with a smile that was expanding incessantly. His lips are also in cue. "I love you.." I mean. I smiled and glanced at him.

"I'm happy, I'm finally looking back at the love in your eyes" said bang David as he rubbed the tip of my head and smiled. "Good.the examination we continue tomorrow with a specialist. Now rest first. Not moving much. Remember I'm your doctor. From then until now even until later. So can't argue yes" said bang David as he rubbed the tip of my head.

"Ma.." I said softly as I looked with my tail toward the direction where Brother Keanu and bang David were talking. Both seem to be serious. Especially when he saw the face of Keanu's brother who reacted unnaturally.

"Yes, baby." said my mom, wiping my arm. "What do you want, baby...?" say mama. I shook my head while closing my eyes for a moment. "Cold, Ma.." I said softly. Hearing that my mother immediately enveloped a part of my body and normalized the room temperature. "Thank you, Ma.." I said softly. I'm not energized at all. Even to grab my mom's hand I couldn't.

"Hi my wife." said brother Keanu made me smile and turned my gaze to him. "May I marry Fara today, Ma...?" said Brother Keanu while looking at the Vienna mama. Smile also expands to decorate the face of the Vienna mama. I'm sure it's his blessing. "It doesn't need to be like that, brother. I just can't move a bit" I said softly. "It is precisely because of that, so that I can take care of you more" said brother Keanu while playing his cellphone. Conversing briefly with Satria while continuing to unravel a smile.

"It's okay, honey. Isn't today supposed to be your wedding day" said the mother, rubbing my head. I'm speechless. Only my eyes were staring at the two who seemed busy talking through their cell phones.

"Fara.." said Brother Noah. I saw his presence. He also kissed my forehead softly. "My cut filing was not in vain as it seemed. Today you're getting married" said Brother Noah. There was a clear spot that shadowed both of his eyes. And of course he tried to cover it up.

Soon after, one by one the people who were contacted by Mama and Keanu brother arrived. Starting from the housekeeper carrying Keanu's suit, carrying my lacy long veil. Until Satria who brought mascawin as well as the marriage registrar. I smiled looking at Brother Keanu who was wearing his suit.

"Hey.." said bang David with a smile. His hand took off some tools from my body. "I'll be a witness to your marriage" said bang David, smiling. "I will be happy when I see you happy" he said again. This time his hand again rubbed the shoots of my head and briefly rubbed my face.

Preparation has also been completed. Standing Keanu's brother next to me. He looked at me while breaking his smile. I admit he's the most handsome man right now. I returned his smile and looked at him. Her eyes twitched when she knew I was staring at her. Ah, young lord labile. He was determined to marry me right now. I don't know what she had in mind when she decided to marry me right now.

The event continues. Clasped tightly with the hands of Keanu's brother and Noah as my guardian. "I accept the marriage and marriage of Olivia Faradilla bint Permana Raharjo with mascawin twenty grams of gold paid in cash" said Keanu kak loud and firm. There was not the slightest doubt in his eyes, his face or his words. Yes, Alalh.." I said softly. There was a relief that enveloped my heart to make it pink. In the midst of my moans, I became unconcerned because my soul was moving. "Well.." exclaimed the two witnesses greeted our thanksgiving. "Alhamdulillah." we said almost at the same time.

Sumringah Keanu's face looked at me. He also approached me. Pin the ring on my ring finger and kiss my perverted forehead.

The tears of the Viennese mama watched the current situation. May it be happy tears that will be our prayers forever.

"Marriage is worship, and every worship boils down to His love as a purpose. It is only natural that every effort to achieve His love is done with joy"

As if I didn't want to be away from me. Brother Keanu took off his suit and pulled a chair close to me. "You're happy, baby. .?" he said he looked at me softly. I blinked my eyes slowly and broke the smile. Ah, my pain is a barrier to my desire to hug the man who used to be my toy husband in childhood. And now I'm becoming my husband. Don't hug him, move a little bit of my body I can't. This pain all over my body made me have to give up while I was. Then slowly I closed my eyes. Not wanting to sleep, but keeping my complaints. I don't want Brother Keanu to see me complain for long.

"Why...? Sick...?" the question I responded with a head bob, even a little bit. "Honestly it's better." he whispered as he rubbed my head nonstop. And hearing his words I smiled even with my eyes closed.