As Strong as the Mentari, as Soft as the Moon

Episode 49's.I See You've Been Happy...

I was sitting in the car next to Keanu's brother who was sitting behind the wheel and was looking at me. No words came from his lips. Stared that way I became angry. And soon I turned my eyes to the straight road in front of me. Based on the plan that has been compiled, today I want to look at Brother Mirza and know the situation even from a certain distance. May my kangen be cured. In addition, I hope I can weigh this feeling correctly so that my decision can be found. And based on information from Satria, Mirza and her family are currently having a picnic on beach X. Habits that are usually done by happy families in my opinion. "You sure, Fara...?" asked Brother Keanu who was still looking at me and managed to break my daydream. "Yes, Brother. I want to see it straight away. Not just from the word. But really with my own eyes" I said while playing my phone. "What do you want to prove, Fara...?" ask Keanu while sighing. I can hear her clearly. I also shook my head slowly while parsing a faint smile. "I just want to see it, sister." said I then who made him smile widely. "okkey. It means it is ready with all possibilities" said Keanu.

Deg.

I'm speechless. I dive into my own feelings. And the statement of brother Keanu has clearly re-launched my daydream far down the hallway through the tribe somewhere. "Ready, madam." said Brother Keanu with his trademark smile. I smiled back at him too. While my eyes were staring out the window. My gaze continued to be fixed on the trees on the edge of the road that looked as if chasing. I don't know what's in the soul right now. I've been trying to dive in and interpret it. But I failed. This taste is so mixed up that I find it hard to sort it out. There are happy, angry, upset, worried, depressed until. All filled the recesses of my heart and soul. Even my daydreams went wild and chaotic meaningless. "The lady's okay?" ask brother Keanu. Maybe he saw the reaction on my fickle face. "I'm doing fine. And stop calling me madam...!" I said that it was upset that made him laugh. "sorry. I'm just happy to tease you into being upset. Just like before when we were little" he said again with a laugh and glanced at me who looked maniacal.

Nine o'clock in three minutes. The speed of the car is slowed when entering the beach area. My eyes are so observant looking at the row of visitors on the beach. It must be the figure of Mirza's sister that I'm looking for. Not until down the beach until it runs out, my attention has been stolen by a handsome figure in sunglasses. He stood facing the high sea. My heart's beating great. Half my soul was in revolt and wanted to meet and embrace her immediately. "Sister Mirza.." I murmured softly. Not long after I mentioned his name, there was a boy crawling up to him. Behind him with a giant Amara walked along the steps of the boy's circle. Sumringah kak Mirza greeted the boy as he pulled the foot of all Mirza. And sister Mirza immediately grabbed it and spoiled it in her cradle. Brother Mirza held it for a while and flew it for a moment in the air. The boy's laughter was full of happiness at the treatment. His laughter blended together with kekeh brother Mirza. Meanwhile, Amara's occasional hand coiled spoiled at the waist of Mirza's sister. I'm speechless. My eyes were incessantly staring at his three real blisses I saw really with my own eyes, not he said anymore. Almost crying I stared at the scene in front of me. As powerful as I hold the clear circle that is ready to plunge freely since earlier.

I'm lunglai. Lean my body like no energy. My hand squeezed the end of my hood. And the clear circle that I have been holding since now spilled already. Flowing down the river just like that. I turned my face away, not wanting to look at her. And without any more ba-bi-bu, brother Keanu immediately stater the car. But I prevented it. "What are you looking for, Fara...? What do you want to prove?" tanyanya who looks at me clingy. "I want to find the truth about the feelings I feel. The feeling that tormented me. I just want to know how she feels about me" I said, shrinking my tears. "Have you got it?" tanyakanya. "Already.." I answered briefly. "If we go home" said Keanu. "Wait brother. There's one more person I want to see" I said, preventing him from statering the car. And once again I saw Brother Keanu sighing deeply. His eyes that were originally looking at me now turned back to Mirza's brother who was laughing happily in jest with his beautiful daughter. Seeing that, I came back crying. My sobs can shake the body. Although I repeatedly wiped the tears, but still flowed unstoppably. "We go home." said brother Keanu firmly. "A little while, brother." I said half hysterically. "Enough, Fara. I can no longer see you like this. We're going home." he said, who almost drove the car. "Awhile brother. I beg you.." so my door finally managed to make Brother Keanu undo his intentions.

Nine o'clock in thirty minutes. Still on the shore. And still look at the happiness of Mirza's sister when she was with the puffer girl. Shortly after, I saw Melissa's mother come to the three. He also started talking to the beautiful boy. Mama also grabbed the puffer boy from the cradle of Mirza's sister and signaled for Mirza and Amara to gather with others. Seeing that I became my hero. I bite my lip and I squeeze the tip of my veil. There was no hatred or discomfort, everything was normal. And that makes me even more disappointed. "You think Mirza and her family will feel lost in your absence? Or do you expect Mirza to be lamenting you in the midst of her family's happiness?" said brother Keanu. "We go home." I said very softly. Without any more energy, I wipe my tears slowly.

Ten o'clock past fifteen minutes. The car drove back slowly. I stared at the door that should have been passed when exiting the beach area was far behind, just passed by. Before long Keanu stopped his car on the other side of the beach. Far from being Mirza's family. And again I heard the breath of Keanu. I'm sure his feelings aren't okay. Even so, I was unable to question and find out the cause. Because I'm not okay myself.

The opening of the car door and closing it a little hard made me have to reconcile the heart of my surprise. Standing he was on the beach, looking at the open sea. Let his feet hit by the ripples of the waves that alternated always back to the edge of the beach. And repeatedly he rubbed his face rough. I finally followed in his footsteps. Standing in line, staring at the open sea and letting wet feet hit the waves. "What are you going to do after this?" ask without looking at me. "Come on.." I said briefly. "That means today is free if there is still no result" he said with a thin smile. "I know I don't want to ruin the happiness. If without me Mirza's sister is happy, why should I bother to take it from her daughter's laughter" I said. "I'll see Mirza. Keep your promise to him. After that talk about everything well" said Keanu.

"I just found out, there is a bodyguard that is this close to the one he is guarding" said one man and made me also Keanu's brother stare at each other. "Bang David." I said as I found him standing behind me. "How are you, Fara...?" he said while looking at me. I glazed over to find the bang David standing before me. "I know you're not okay. Don't you want to tell your brother this?" he said again that made me sit on a wet stretch of sand washed by sea water. I sobbed bitterly. My body was shaking and holding back that cry. "Fara.." said bang David who immediately grabbed my head and buried it in his chest. There are no words I can say, only tears as a picture of how I feel right now.

At one in five minutes. The car left the beach. The place that has served the scenery is quite soul-stifling and managed to stir my feelings violently. At first glance I still see the bang David who waved for a moment before turning the body and passing. And I asked him that this meeting not be told to anyone, especially Mirza. And bang David also agreed to sign it.

Meanwhile, my eyes were still staring at the edge of the beach that was always hit by the waves. The sound of his voice can also make me squeak. "How's...?" ask Keanu who remains focused on the streets. "Help me, brother. Help me get through this. I don't think I'll be able to deal with it myself" said I, who was leaning on the back of the chair. "I will definitely try to help you as much and as I can. Moreover, I am your childhood husband." he said with a laugh. "So, I'm ashamed to remember" said I who laughed. My hand was relentlessly beating his sturdy arm. One, two, three, four times I also gave a pinch to his left abdomen. He complained repeatedly because of my treatment. "KDRT's name is this, Fara." he said, shaking my head. "Later in my house the law yes." he said while chuckling.

"Well, why doesn't Keanu have a partner? that lover or wife..?" I asked while looking at him. "Em, because I haven't divorced you yet." she replied upset me. "Like joking yes." said I who again floated a pinch on his left stomach. And Keanu's brother complained again and again while trying to avoid him. "You want to know who my girlfriend is?" he asked while rubbing the stomach that I had just gifted some small pinch. I nodded and corrected my sitting position. I looked at him with a curious face. Keanu again smiled. "Try to look in the rearview mirror" he said with confidence. I'm getting curious. Without any more ba-bi-bu I looked straight into the rearview. Long time I looked at the shadow in the rearview mirror. I also laughed because I only realized when I saw only my face was in the rearview mirror. "She...?" said brother Keanu chuckling. I'm manyun. "It's very funny." he said. And once again he ruffled the tip of my head.

Two o'clock exactly. Still on the way. But this time no conversation happened. Neither I nor brother Keanu are equally in the mind of each. I myself sat leaning back with a mind that began to wander. Some of the events I just witnessed were drowning in my memory making my heart grow bigger. I remember how the romance of Mirza's face that seemed fine, was normal without any sense of loss or suffering due to acute kangen. Everything is going normally. I was once again disappointed to find all these facts. "Can you eat first...?" said Keanu suddenly. And of course, again to spread my wild daydream. I also nodded in a sign of understanding. And at once also Keanu's brother immediately turned the car on the parking area of a cafe.

"Want what message?" asked Keanu as we sat down and a waitress approached us. Then I ordered two menus from the menu list I read. And so did Keanu. My eyes dare not move around the room. Even my eyes and face were more on the tip of the shoe or phone that occasionally shimmered. So worried I was about the confidentiality of my identity being exposed because someone recognized me. And Keanu's brother smiled at me.

"Emmm.enak, Brother" I said as I enjoyed my first feed. And Keanu's brother just smiled at me while enjoying his lunch menu. In the middle of enjoying the dishes presented I was surprised by the figure of a beautiful woman who always looked for trouble with me. I immediately buried my eyes more on the food in front of me. And Keanu's brother who was looking at me gestured by raising his face and eyebrows slightly. Maybe if I mean it, he asked about my current behavior or in short: What's wrong?. Not to mention that I answered Keanu's question I was already startled by the voice of a woman behind me. "Well, Lo's boyfriend changed again. Why, did Mirza dump it?" said the cynical Queen who made Brother Keanu looked up at the face of not liking the Queen. "O. The man is angry. You don't know who this woman is? He is nothing more than an*****, cecung...!" said the half-screaming Queen who managed to attract the attention of some people around my desk.

I almost cried hearing all that. "Enough...! looks like you got the wrong guy. The woman you call ***** and this young lady is my wife" said Keanu, who made me look at her. "Don't like throwing rocks and hiding your hands, who knows you yourself that****" Keanu said. "Miss...where are you? I called never to answer. You've got a new customer over, huh?" said Satria who suddenly appeared. "I.m" said Queen Gagu as she passed away leaving me. "Sorry late, sir" said Satria, who was greeted with a smile by Keanu's brother.

"Don't think about it.we continue to eat" said Keanu as he rubbed my head gently. Also put one hand on part of my face. And rubbed my cheek gently with her thumb. "Sister.." I said hanging because he was on condition to ask me to be quiet. "Thank you." I said grimly while looking at him with teary eyes and also my distinctive smile.