As Strong as the Mentari, as Soft as the Moon

Episode 84's. A Confession

Nine o'clock, five minutes. I threw my body back on the couch. My two legs are not yet as strong as before to linger supporting my meager body weight. My eyes again targeted the two male figures before me, Brother Keanu and sister Mirza.

Degs...

My chest was so rumbling, like a storm raging. Meanwhile, my heart beat's getting messed up. The rhythm is so erratic I feel. Yes, Robby..What is this feeling? Help me, Robby.

"Bye, Fara...You love me" said Mirza, who seemed so excited after seeing my excitement. "Yes...I do love you, Mr. Mirza." I said a little. And that certainly makes Keanu disappointed. His eyes looked at me coldly, not as usual which was so warm and soothing. He immediately twisted his body and almost left me. "But that was before." said I who immediately stopped Keanu's footsteps while still turning my back. "I do love you, Mirza. I am not a hypocrite, but I reiterate once again that my love has passed. It's been the past and I never expected to reopen it. My heart and soul belong to my husband. Keanu won it. So please go. Don't waste my happiness with your ambiguous statement. I'm asking you very much, Mr. Mirza" I said.

Hearing that brother Keanu smiled sumringah. The smile was clearly reflected on the mirror before him. Meanwhile, Mirza's sister looked at me fixedly. There was disappointment at the end of his gaze. "Not one bit do you love me" said Mirza. "You have made this heart wound, brother. I've forgiven you. But to love you again like before, I can't" I said, looking up at Mirza. "Why...?" ask again which should not be questioned anymore. Everything is clear. It's clear why. But that's okay, I answer it again. Maybe Mirza needs a more convincing statement.

"I told you. Because I love Keanu's brother." I said sure. "Once again say you don't love me. And once again tell me that you only love Keanu." said Mirza as she approached me just a few steps away. "Say, Fara." said Mirza, shortening our distance. Even so close that his breath seemed to sweep some of my face. My mind momentarily floated, especially with the masculine scent on his body that always tickled my smell.

"Say, Fara." he said again. Yeah, Robby, this heart is never peaceful if Mirza's sister treats me that way. I have to admit that all those memories are still in my mind. Dsn sometimes even a moment always managed to catapult my mind. "Enough, Mirza." said Keanu. "Attep, Keanu. I have to make sure, so as not to misstep again" said Mirza. "What exactly are you looking for, Mirza." said Brother Keanu with a voice that began to rise. Sister Mirza kept staring at my horror through the look in my eyes. Next to his hand was a gesture for Keanu's brother to give him a chance. While the other hand held the end of my face and raised it until it really looked at his face.

"Say, Fara. I don't have much time" Mirza said feelingly. My heart is racing great. Dsn was able to make the rumble in my chest even more crazily. Come, Fara. Be strong. Remember your husband loves you more. And understand you more than anyone. Don't you love your husband too much. Husband from your childhood who has kept his promise to you. Affirm, Fara. Hurry up.don't let doubt envelop your husband's love.

"I don't love you anymore. I just love brother...Mirza" I said finally ejected even though stammering, because under the sharp gaze of Mirza who seemed to intimidate me.

Mirza's smile expands. "Strue. Truly hypocritical, Fara" said Mirza, slightly rejecting me until my body rested on the chair. "Enough, Mirza. Enough.." said brother Keanu loudly holding anger.

Nine o'clock past fifty-five minutes. Mirza chose to leave us. His steps were slightly disturbed by the injury to his leg. "As convinced as I am, you still love me, Fara. Just like I will always love you. One day our love will be united again as before" he said in between his steps.

"Wait...Brother Mirza" I said half a scream. Stop Mirza's steps because of my words. But he did not turn his body. He kept his back on me. "I don't love you, Mr. Mirza. Not loving. Go...!" lantang. I subconsciously grabbed a coffee cup not far from me and threw it just like that. Whether intentionally or unintentionally my throw hit Mirza's back. Suddenly Mirza's sister turned her body. He looked at me who was standing up furiously.

There are clear circles floating in both eyes of Mirza and ready to slide. "I don't understand why you did it. Maybe your anger isn't over yet. I know that my actions towards you have gone so far as to wound you. For that I apologize to you, Fara. But one day, please do not remove me completely from your heart. Because the pain is unbearable, Fara. Because I am still your Mirza at any time" said Long brother Mirza.

"Go, brother. I don't love you. I do not love you.." so I said many times, was already in the arms of Keanu. Now my tears are breaking. And brother Keanu became my target. I repeatedly beat his chest, though not strong enough. And it looks like Keanu's brother let me do that too. He understood very well how all these feelings during his time with sister Mirza. Likes, laughter that I've been through all he knows. As my love blossomed for Mirza, Keanu understood. When worry is stirred up, Brother Keanu knows very well. And he tried to calm me down. As disappointment enveloped my soul, Brother Keanu treated it. When my tears broke, Keanu's brother became my entertainer. All the feelings I've been through, Keanu's always been with me. He is able to save his love when I am with others, as long as I am happy. And he was able to take away my sorrow, for his greatest wish was to make me happy. Thinking about all that, it would be unfair not to heed all those feelings. It would be stupid if I didn't love him. A man like him should be called a true lover.

"Why do you always bother me? Why do you always mess with my life? I hate you Mirza. Go on..! I don't love you.." I said again. I sobbed a long time in the arms of Keanu's brother. And patiently Brother Keanu calms me down. As in the past, he always removed every clear grain of fruit from my cry. It is also he who inserts laughter in my every sigh. He really doesn't care about his pain. He just wants me to be happy. Thank you, Brother...

"We go home" he said. Our steps are so slow. Keanu's sister lined up my steps that were still a little disturbed. Sometimes we stop because of my complaints and requests.

Ten o'clock past fifteen minutes. Silver sports car kak Keanu again drove down the road at medium speed. Meanwhile, the sky was so clean. Only a few white clouds decorated it. Mentari also boldly divided the light. Even the heat just reached my skin and beat the coolant in the car. "Astaghfirullah..it was very hot" I complained to him with a smile by Keanu and Satria.

"We stopped by the shop at the end of the street, Satria." said brother Keanu then who immediately followed Satria. "Take this second date place" said Keanu, laughing and scrambling my head. "Okay.." I said with a smile.

Soon, the car was parked in a tavern that Keanu meant. "Mr and Madam just wait here. Let me buy it" said Satria. "Kin...?" said brother Keanu laughing while staring at the wound on the arm of Satria which is quite serious. "Yes, sir, I can drive, especially just to the store" Satria replied with a laugh and passed. Keanu and I laughed at Satria's words. Looking at this situation I believe the relationship between the two is only between the assistant and the master, but more than that. My best friend thinks. Yaph.I think that word is more appropriate to interpret the relationship between the two.

My eyes returned to every corner of the parking lot. I'm spawning. I don't know why I did that. Every stop somewhere I always worry. And it's true. Just now that my mind was calm, Satria told me about the events that happened in the store. "Sorry, Sir. In the corner of the shop Mr. Mirza was facing some people. Looks a little overwhelmed. Should I be helped?" said Satria while carrying coconut-orange ice. "We help." said Brother Keanu as he moved from his seat. "Sister.." I said worriedly. "It's okay, baby." said Keanu, smiling at me.

I looked at the back of Keanu's foot that passed with his long steps. I let out a breath. Worries surfaced in the recesses of the heart accompanying Keanu's footsteps. "Yes, God, protect my husband. I beg you very much, Yes... Robby" muttered. Brother Keanu you're a good man. Even if a while ago he had a dispute with Mirza's sister, but still he was willing to help when Mirza's sister was having difficulties. Brother Keanu what is your heart made of? So that your kindness is never eroded by anger and hate. One more thing that made me fall in love with you. Your kindness.

Two o'clock past fifteen minutes. The sky was suddenly shrouded in thin black clouds. Mentari also no longer showed his strength. Apparently he gave the opportunity to rain and wind to divide the blessing to the earth. Meanwhile, my eyes still looked at the situation around the tavern that still seemed calm. Maybe the commotion can be muted.

"Astaghfirullah.." I cried. I was surprised not to get stuck, when a body crashed on the right side of the car where I was in it. "Sister Mirza.." I muttered. Face's fucked. There were some bruises on his face. One or two of them shed blood. It's really sad to see how he is right now. Yes, God.I want to help him. But what is my day. With my current condition, it would be unimaginable if I were to clash with that burly man. It didn't take long, Mirza's body fell. His condition that is not optimal makes him unable to survive. Many of his nurses were barren and futile. While the burly man so mastered the situation. Chuckles the man saw the condition of Mirza's sister. But it did not last long, because Satria had immediately taken over the situation. The moves were immediately launched.

On the other hand I saw Brother Keanu in a fight with two men, one was burly and another was ordinary. Keanu's skill at running really calms me down. Lost was worried when I saw his skill. Especially when the situation is under control. Alternately down both opponents Keanu's brother. After being sure of the true situation of his two opponents, then Keanu's brother shifted towards Mirza's brother who sat down lethargic.

The two soon had a conversation. I don't know what the two are talking about. I heard it a little, though I sharpened my ears. Then Keanu's sister pushed Mirza to the car where I was. Hey, what's Keanu's doing? Why Keanu actually brought Mirza's sister to the car. Jeez.that's enough to help him. No need to take her to the hospital. Gertutuku.

"We'll drop you off for a second, honey. It's okay, right?" said Brother Keanu just before closing the door. Keanu's brother also circled the car, stopped for a moment to talk with Satria and then returned to the side of the car. But before Keanu's sister arrived, Mirza looked at me fixedly from the rearview of the car. "Stupid still links us, Fara. It is evident where I am, there is you. Do you still deny it?" said brother Mirza. "That's you think. To me it's all a coincidence. And for me tifsk there is any meaning" I said ketus. "It's not just a coincidence, Fara. I'm sure.." said Mirza again.

I snorted violently as her words slid against my ears. It is heartless to be this Mirza. Maybe his instincts are dead. "Sister, come on." I said to Keanu's brother as the car window opened. He smiled at me too. "Yes, baby." said Brother Keanu who quickened his pace. Silver sports cars are under his control. Keanu looked at me from the rearview of the car. I only smiled faintly when I was faced with it.

Three o'clock, five minutes. The car is parked right in front of the IGD building. I was silent a thousand languages when Brother Keanu brought Brother Mirza into the room. Walking behind him Satria who also memapah bodyguard kak Mirza. What a strange sight in my opinion. But yeah, that's it. This proves how good Keanu is...