As Strong as the Mentari, as Soft as the Moon

Episodes 124. Mama Mellisa's request

"Mara...Sadness is like the sun, there is a time to rise and there is a time to drown. But the sun will still rise, with or without cloudiness. Therefore grieve properly, laugh appropriately, because life must continue to go on" said Mirza while loosening his arms little by little.

"Mira...!" shouted a woman. We immediately turned our eyes to the source of the sound. A woman stands at the door of the fence.

"Mr...!" shouted me and Mirza almost at the same time. "Babies are naughty." said Mama Mellisa as she walked over to us. His steps became so fast. Two boys caught stealing, I was bowed. My face is also on my feet. While my hand started to play the end of my veil.

"What are you doing, bad boy?" mama Mellisa said. His hand pulled Mirza's ear. "Ma, Ma.." said sister Mirza while holding her hand. Seeing that I laughed while clapping. "Certain Ma. Brother Mirza is a bad boy" I said as I cheered like a child who had just received a gift. "Ah, you are the same Fara. Bad boy.." said mama. His hand again pulled my ear. I was wearing a veil, but my mom still found my ears. "Mama.." I said as a manyun. Looking at me, my mom laughed. Mom hugged me right away.

"Mama is happy to see you guys together" said Mama Mellisa. "Mama.." I said while struggling spoiled. I don't know why I did it. I'm sure I feel comfortable.

"What's your mom coming for...?" said Mirza while sitting on a chair on the terrace. "Basic naughty. Take a shower... The story will be later" said my mother. His hands seemed to want to pull Mirza's ears back. "Mr...!" said Mirza a little upset. And yet it still passes. I laughed at him too, seeing him. It turns out that Mirza's sister is still the same as before. Like a lion outside, but in front of my mom, she was still a child.

Four o'clock five minutes. I'm sitting not far from Mama Mellisa. In front of us, Mirza sat quietly. His eyes looked at me and Mama Mellisa took turns. Play on the edge of the chair. He knocks repeatedly.

"What's your mom coming for?" said Mirza then ended her silence. I saw my mom breathing a long breath. His eyes are staring at me. Then my mom smiled. "Mama just wanted to ask. When did this mother's son end his suffering? Because you know, the grief has been there since the woman he loved left because of a misunderstanding. Well, a misunderstanding that shouldn't have happened if it's spoken of in a good way" said Mama, staring at Mirza's sister. "Please don't misunderstand me, Ma. I am happy now. My grief has faintly even almost disappeared." said sister Mirza. "You speak in vain, Mirza? I'm your mama. I gave birth to you. I know when my son is happy, when he isn't." said the mama.

Seeing the two talking like this, I assumed that I was misplaced. I shouldn't be in the middle of a conversation between the two. Even so, there is a curiosity that dances in my heart. Why did my mom suddenly come to us? Who's the woman Mirza loves you mean? Amara or...? Ah, I don't know. I was afraid to speculate.

"Ma, Mirza is happy. Really.." said Mirza again. "When there is and there is no...?" say mama. In his gaze held a lull. Brother Mirza again let out a long sigh and felt heavy to me.

"Ma, if I can't hold her back in my love then it's enough for me to be close to her. Seeing him happy and laughing. That's enough for me." said Mirza. His eyes stared through the window frame with curtains that occasionally flew in the wind.

"I'm sorry, if Fara comes along to talk. Indeed, Fara is a little difficult to interpret every conversation that exists" I said while staring at the two alternately. "So Fara didn't understand what we were talking about since? Not even yelling?" mama said while rubbing my arm. I also nodded slowly.

"Lelet.." said Mirza without looking at me. Even turned his gaze away. "Hey...what does big brother mean?!" I shouted while throwing a sofa pillow. And it was of course right about his face because he could not dodge it quickly. "Oh, it hurts baby." he said, rubbing his face that I just threw.

"Mama listen, sister Mirza always makes fun of me.." I said spoiled to mama. "Don't you see, how Fara threw me? This is the action of the KDRT, ma.." said brother Mirza did not want to lose.

"Ouch.mama knows. Mama knows all. That's why you better get married." said mom.

"Come on...Grown up. Don't be like a boy yesterday afternoon" said Mama while massaging her head. "Fara help ya.." I said while taking over massaging mama.

"Ma, if what you mean by that woman is Fara then really Fara just found out. Mirza never told me anything. But Fara knew why he didn't tell her. Sister Mirza is too busy taking Fara's grief and trying to make Fara happy. Forgive Fara yes, Ma. Because of Fara, my mom is not happy." I said.

"Not so, dear. Mama felt guilty. Why didn't you prevent your departure at that time" said Mama holding my hand. "Mama had already prevented Fara back then. Fara remembered. But the disappointment and sadness at that time was so deep, then Fara did not heed every advice that existed. Moreover, the plin plan attitude of Mirza who made Fara move further away" said I. "I'm sorry, Fara. I'm guilty." said Mirza.

"You should know, Fara. Since your departure, Mirza's smile and laughter disappeared. If he laughs, it's only on his lips but his heart cries. He keeps his apologies and misses only for you" said Mama.

Deg.

I'm speechless. I tried to reconcile the beat of my heart beat that has been going through since.

"So my mom came just to tell me all this? Ma. Should have let Mirza say it. He's a man, isn't he?" I said a little sniffy.

"Fara.that's not what Mom meant. I just want to see your togetherness at this moment. Give support to Fara for everything that happens. And I don't know why those words just slide. Especially when you see them running around in the rain. Pardon mama Fara.." said mama suku. His eyes were inundated with a clear grain that he was trying to hold.

"Ma...Sorry, I also misunderstood. Em, actually Farah wants to thank you for the attention of mom and sister Mirza. Fara feels like she has a family" I said, hugging Mama Mellisa's arm. "Fara is part of my mom's family. Mama never took Fara out of the mama's family" said the mama who looked at me softly. "Thank you, Ma" I said with a smile. While I saw Mirza's sister standing back at us. His eyes looked far away somewhere.

"What did you answer to my mother's request?" ask mama. His eyes are looking at me. I became a gago and a gambang. "What should I say..?" i'm entangling.

"Emm, Mom.. It seems that for now Fara does not have an answer to Mama's request or a question from.kak Mirza" I said to end my silence.

"Enough, Ma. We home. It's afternoon. Fara also needs to rest after what she experienced today" said sister Mirza as she rubbed and kissed Mama Mellisa's hand.

"Is your love for Mirza really gone?" ask mama. "Mah...!" said brother Mirza. His tone was a little loud. "Mama just wants to see your happiness Mirza." said Mama as she passed. He said it was gone as his quick steps left me still standing.

"Ma..wait!" said brother Mirza.