As Strong as the Mentari, as Soft as the Moon

Episode 74's. You're Mine...

I sat in a wheelchair facing the window. My eyes must have broken through the frame until I found the flowers in the garden. A flower that has been my friend for more than a week. I smile at every flower bud that swings in the wind. Alternate changing flowers swinging oscillating in the wind a little strong. Even as cold as it hit my face and had time to fly the end of my hood. My hand reflex brought back the tip of the veil until it dangled back over the chest.

"Cold, baby. It's a pleasure to linger here." said brother Keanu who immediately grabbed me. "The wood is ready, Sister.." I said, holding her hand that was still wrapped around my shoulder. "Yes. Thank you, dear. Help me donk." said brother Keanu who was now crouching in front of me. Rebah his head for a moment on my lap which I immediately greeted by rubbing his cheek. Sometimes he lifted his face and smiled at me. Eyes that always look at me meaningfully.

Six o'clock past fifteen minutes. I helped Keanu's brother who was sitting on the edge of the bed to button up his shirt and put on a tie. "Thank you, yes." said Keanu as he rewarded me with a kiss on the top of my head. I smiled as I tidied up the shirt he was wearing

"Sister.." call me sad as soon as he passes and stare at myself in front of the mirror. "Yes." she answered briefly without turning over. He just looked at me from the mirror. "What if my condition doesn't change?" my spoken. This time my words managed to make him twist his body and look at me. Lean her body on the edge of the dressing table. He seemed to take a long breath.

"How do you mean?" ask Keanu then. I became kelu. And again Keanu asked with the same question. Now it was my turn to take a deep breath. "I mean, Fara. What would Keanu's brother do if I had no progress at all. In other words, will I always be in this wheelchair?" I said long almost crying.

"Since when, have I been desperate? he said while tidying up the files that were still scattered on his desk. "It is not hopeless only if.

I see my husband, baby" I said while tidying up the equipment that had just been used by Keanu's brother.

"Don't like to be smart. Not okay. What is clear no matter what your condition, I will never flinch at all to always take care of you and also make you happy" Keanu said as he walked over to me. Squatting down for a minute to kiss my forehead. "What about the presence of children? Doesn't brother want it? What about mama? Don't you want grandchildren?" I said while hugging his arm.

"Sister...Shouldn't you start looking for a woman who can perfectly accompany? I'm concerned. I can't do all my duties" I said bitterly and almost cried. "Honey.our efforts have not been maximal. Your therapy is not over. It is not right to despair" said brother Keanu while holding me.

"I'm leaving yeah. Pray for all my work" said Keanu, smiling, looking at me. "I always pray, brother. Yes carefully. I love my brother so much" he said with a kiss placed on my forehead and cheek. "Otherwise me. I love you so much" he said later.

I grabbed his hand and kissed his back and palm with reverence. "I'll be home later." he said then shortly before it passed. I looked at her burly back that passed until it disappeared behind the wall. "Thank you, brother.." I murmured softly.

The creaking of the wheelchair signaled my steps were starting. I didn't think it was going to take me to a room. This room I have been visiting for some time. A room that was also used by Mr. Keanu for therapy. Yes, after thought. It turns out that our fate is equally problematic on the muscle strength that causes temporary paralysis. Ah, maybe Keanu's feeling is what I think it is right now.

"Mrs.." said two nurses with reverence. His body was slightly enraged when he knew my presence. I smiled as I continued to ride on the wheelchair. "We're starting now?" I stared at both. "Whoever, ma'am." asked Kalia one of the two nurses who had been patient in my face. Sometimes so excited, sometimes so calm, sometimes so full of grief and silent anger.

I pushed the wheelchair a little closer to one of my treatment kits. "Who's Madam? On the count of three. One, two, three.hup" said Shinta commanding my move. After this I will usually return to feeling an overwhelming fatigue. Not because of the length of the treatment time, but on my feelings. Especially when knowing there has been no significant change after attending a therapy session scheduled by the hospital. It's been over a month that I've been following him and I've become a gamang, as this body remains in a wheelchair.

I stared at the flowers that were still every member of my helplessness. There was a clear grain that again filled my eye socket. And it looks like it's preparing to slide. I also took a long breath. And along with the gusts of wind that hit the face finally the clear circle was just sliding. I couldn't help it, because this tightness in my chest was so strong it ransacked my faith. My tears fell on my lap. Every now and then my hands rubbed my face rough as well as my tears. Wish this was just a dream.

"If you're so angry about your situation, why are you silent? Why don't you punish him?" said a man behind me. The man I love so much. I turned the wheelchair around as soon as possible and stared at him. A well-built and handsome man leaned against the edge of the door. In her hand a bunch of flowers clasped. He smiled at me. A moment later, he approached me. Gifts with a tight hug and a gentle kiss on my forehead. And to him I again poured out all the rest and tightness that was there. "What if we make a report for the law?" said Keanu again full of feelings. "No, Brother. That's not necessary. I've forgiven him." I said as I continued to hold him.

"I'm sorry is the best win. When we decide to forgive someone, it doesn't matter if that person is wrong, and we are right. Whether the person is evil or persecuted, is not it! We decide to forgive someone because we deserve peace in the heart"

Brother Keanu chuckled as he loosened his hold and chose to sit on the floor in front of me. His body is leaning against the wall. I looked at him with a question mark. "I'm happy, baby. You finally admit your fear" said Keanu in between his snub. "What...?" I smiled thinly with a slight red hue on my face. So I quickly hid it by turning my face to the other side. For I know the meaning of his happiness. Already agarwood Cendana pula. So much less I ask that. "You're afraid of losing me...? really dear?" said again. This time, however, it was more of a judgment. I hid my face. This time on the lap my gaze shifted. And once again brother Keanu chuckled.

"Listen.." said Brother Keanu, raising my face so close to his own. So close that I could hear his breath. My heart is beating great. His degup is so timid. My eyes are locked on his eyes. I'm not picking. There was no other look but his face. "You're only mine. I won't let you out of my reach again. Or with another man. Once you are the mastermind of my reach, it will forever be" said brother Keanu as he looked at my face. His breath is a little hunting. And on my thin lips, he vented for a moment. Let him enjoy the passion that is happening. Well, this is his first touch to me. I disavow. I'm enjoying...

Sit down with Keanu. He leaned back against the wall. His breath became irregular. He smiled at me who was also still reconciling my heartbeat and neutralizing the hue on the face.

"Let's practice your standing power." take Keanu, who managed to awaken my wild daydream. "I ...I" said I doubtfully. "I'm sure my Fara is strong. Come on.I help" he said. I was silent for a while, but then I smiled. I'm trying to do what Keanu wants. "Wait...Not like that" he said. His hands are round on my waist. And hold it tight. He also signaled that I should put both of my arms around his neck. "Hurry, baby.." she said.

Bismillah...O Allah. I stood up with support on his body. We are not far away at the moment. Even an inch. "See...My fara can stand up" said brother Keanu smiling. "Yes, because it's propping up on my sister" I said flatly. "Isn't a husband and wife like that? Take care of each other, take care of each other. Whatever and whatever the situation, the conditions" Keanu said. Ah, so sentimental. Ces.taste heard his words. Walah.ini young master really so it makes me fall in love.

"We are stepping yes." said Keanu. "But...Brother" I said doubtful or more in fear. "There's me. Slowly." said Keanu. "Where...?" my spoken. "Follow it. You must love it." said Keanu.

Deg.

I'm stunned. My mind floated full of questions. Did Brother Keanu 'want it' this afternoon? Ah, it's impossible. But... I'm speculating. There's alot. "Focus on me. Don't look at anything." said Keanu's brother as my body was a little dazed. One-on-one I set foot in a tight embrace of Keanu's brother. His hands are still holding me tight. "Slowly, do you see, dear.." said Brother Keanu when he found the change in my gaze that no longer looked at him. I became violent. "Em, no.." I said gagu.

In my heart I laughed at myself. Shame of the heart. My speculations, brother Keanu will bring me to the contest. But as I passed through it, I became aware. Jiiaaah.I dream a lot it turns out. Haha....

"One more stage." he said as we stood at the end of the stairs that were quite snaking. "No need to look down. It's just me...Okay?" said brother Keanu distract me. My heart rippled as I remembered that snaking rung of stairs. Can I...?

"We start.." said brother Keanu steady. His eyes sparkled with his trademark smile that was always expanding. "There I am." said Brother Keanu again as he looked at me with doubt. Bismillah. A small step I made. And it made me start to feel confident. Two, three, four, up to twenty steps I made it through. My body vibrates. The sweat flooded all over the body. "I can no longer, Brother." I said with a trembling voice. In both of my eyes were already inundated clear circles ready to slide.

Brother Keanu smiled. He also lifted my body. My half-specified got that treatment. Sit me on the couch. Straighten your legs while rubbing them for a while. It felt like there were ants all over my body and bit him. I also closed my eyes while feeling and reconciling my heartbeat which had been getting worse.

"Sorry, I have forced you." said Brother Keanu who also rubbed or even massaged my legs briefly. "If not, I don't know the condition of my body right now" I said without opening my eyes. "Fara.." call a voice. Little foreign. Wh who? Rather than being curious, I finally opened my eyes and immediately raised my gaze at the owner of the voice. "Jeez..kak Noah!" I screamed when I saw him crouching near me. I immediately hugged him. Brother Noah laughed as he hugged me tightly. "Where then? Almost two months disappeared...?" I said while pursing, pursing my lips. "I have an investigation assignment. The suspect is between cities and even between countries" said Brother Noah. I also did a short.

My eyes stared at the sumringah of the handsome face of the man before me. The man I met not long ago. A man who has a blood relationship with me. He is Noah's brother. My brother is the only one. "Blessed always, baby. Because Brother Keanu will always give you all the flavors you need throughout your life. Happyness. Always take care of your love" said Brother Noah. I thought, why do his words feel like a farewell?

I smile again at him. My eyes don't seem to want to look away one bit. And Brother Noah hugged me tightly back. What's the matter, brother...? There was a havoc that permeated and inhabited the recesses of my heart. Ah, I hope Brother Noah is okay. And what I felt was only a moment's worry.

"Can I talk to you for a second?" said Brother Noah to brother Keanu. With gontai kak Keanu followed in the footsteps of Noah who a moment before scrambled and then the tip of my head. A little away the two got into serious conversation. Many times both Keanu and Noah's brother were seen sighing. The faces of both of them were so serious, there was no joke. Finding both of them in such a way, tanya continues to haunt me. What is this? Why are the two talking so far away from me? What are they both keeping from me? What...?