As Strong as the Mentari, as Soft as the Moon

Episodes 128. I Love You

"Em..finally I was proposed too, Mbok" I said just like that. And my words have succeeded in making Mirza's sister stunned. She's speechless. Only his eyes were staring at me. There was a question at the end of his gaze.

"Really.." said Mirza. "I take it, brother." said I again. "I didn't hear wrong, did I? it's real, right? You're not fucking me, are you?Or not dreaming, right?said Mirza as if in disbelief.

"Yes, brother. I received a proposal, brother" I said half a whisper.

"Alhamdulillah." said brother Mirza. Not just once, but repeatedly saying it. I smiled at him. He's so rowdy. He wanted to grab me but no one held him back. Why is Mirza's sister so awkward...? Hehe... Even so his face decorated with a smile that was so sumringah.

Once upon a time he covered his face while unraveling his trademark smile. "Why are you still here..?" said brother Mirza. His eyes looked at Jum and Azam alternately. Asked so the two became rowdy and finally hurriedly left us.

"I'm not dreaming, am I?" ask Mirza while smiling and looking at me. It is only now that I have seen Brother Mirza do so. Missing is already an indifferent, cold, selfish label that has always been attached to it. Right now I see him as a boy caught taking candy.

"So when do we get married...?" ask her while bringing her face closer to me. The distance is so close. Just a few centimeters. "Don't be in a hurry." I said as I gently rubbed part of his face. "Why..? Is there anything that still stands in the way of that opportunity? Or do you still doubt me?" said it. "Hey.no so. I just want to get to know you better, Mr. Mirza" I said, which made him round his eyes.

"Don't we know each other...?" he said he didn't believe. "I just knew you, brother. The Mirza I used to know was not the same as the Mirza I now know." I said as I stared at her handsome face.

"Ow, so according to the big lady I've changed? So which do you want, the old Mirza or the present Mirza? said Mirza, getting her face closer to mine. "Either... That's why I want to ask for time so that I can determine it" I said softly because our distance was so close. With such distance and fixed eyes it was impossible to answer all questions even though the questions were so easy.

Now I dissolve into his eyes. My heartbreak can no longer control me. Right now the rhythm is so timid that I myself do not know what rhythm is being played.

"Well Madam how long will it take you to make your choice...?" said Mirza while grabbing my finger. "If I already have an answer then I will directly convey it to you, Mr. Mirza Adyatma" I said with a smile.

"I'm so tired. Can I sleep peacefully tonight? Because the nights before I never felt it" I said, staring at him. The man I have chosen is back. "Come here." he said while gesturing for me to occupy the space he had prepared on the sofa.

"Tonight I will take care of you and give you peace" Mirza said. I opened my body and looked at him sitting on the floor. His hand gently pulled the tip of my head that was still wrapped in a veil. "Sleep." he said softly. At the end of his gaze was stored a soothing twinkle. The look that always made me feel loved. Tonight I managed to rediscover what I had been looking for in him. And this of course has added to my confidence in you.

"Good night, brother." I said, looking at him with a smile. "Good night, baby. Have a good dream. But please don't dream of me. Because I don't live in your dreams. I'm real, baby." she said, which made me smile.

"I know." I said, closing my eyes.

I don't know how long I slept. But when I woke up, I still got it. He also slept near me. He sleeps in a sitting position by leaning his head on the sofa close to me. I looked at his face. The same face I felt when I was his wife. Handsome charismatic, cold yet warming. And he knows how to make me happy. Now I realize it.

For a moment, Mirza blinked. And that certainly made me close my eyes again. I pretended to be back to sleep.

I felt his hand fix my hand. And I'm sure he's looking at me right now. "Darling..do you feel like I've changed? But really my love and feelings are still the same for you. Nothing has changed one bit. I did make a wound in your heart and could reward you a lot of heartache but all I will fix. Because I love you so much.

"Yes." I said suddenly, opening my eyes. "You...Aahs. You pranking?" said brother Mirza. I laugh. "I really want to hear more of your words, but I have been able to put an end to them" I said with a laugh. "O.. You dare to prank me?" he said while chasing after me who had first run away from him.

Be this dawn we start by running around. A unique way to exercise, right? Hehee...