As Strong as the Mentari, as Soft as the Moon

Episode 65's. I Admit, I Love You

"Will your brother be happy?" tanyaku plain. And it made Revans look up at me and look at me. "Say...!" I said half scream. "From the news I received from him, my brother was happy with Mirza" Revans said. I was stunned and looked at him sharply. "Don't tell me your brother is the person I think he is" I said almost crying. "What's my day, Fara. But it's all the truth. My sister is Amara." said Revans. Hearing that my eyes are heating up. My hand gripped Keanu's big arm. And my heart that I had managed to mamaikam is now back hammering. I'm lunglai. What dayaku...

I got up and stepped foot. My body is a little staggered. Lucky Keanu caught my body. And like scenes in Korean movies, Keanu's brother immediately carried my body and placed it in his black sports car. Then he called Satria to get my red car. "It's all gone, baby. Why be sad" said brother Keanu while looking at me fixedly. "I'm just disappointed a friend of mine betrayed me. After this I don't know who else." I said bitterly. He smiled as he stared and rubbed my head. "Patience. It's the most effective remedy for treating wounds of any depth." said Keanu.

Stepping a black sports car from Keanu at medium speed shortly after Satria arrived. The roar of the car engine was so fierce that it broke the silence of the night. And instead of calming my condition, Keanu took me back to his house. I don't know why I didn't reject it. I just smiled as he said it. The car drove further and further away from the tavern where Revans was. My crying is over. Only my disappointment made the wound even wider.

Then the car was parked back on the courtyard of a large house that still seemed enlivened chattering housekeepers who were gathering in the yard near the park. Seeing the arrival of his young people, they immediately greeted him. Stand with reverence. "How is the young lady, sir...?" ask a house assistant. And Keanu's brother was just signalling with his hand pointing into the car. Then Keanu's brother circled the car and opened the door for me. Holding my hand on Keanu's leg because of the pain that I think was caused by some heavy male punch earlier hit some parts of my body. And Keanu's brother immediately grabbed me. Finding my steps a little troubled, Brother Keanu immediately carried my body. And this makes several pairs of eyes look at each other and reveal a smile.

"Keanu.." said mama Vienna when passing by. "Tonight Fara became a hotshot, Ma." said brother Keanu chuckled. "Fara.." said mama Vienna softly and followed Keanu's footsteps who carried me to the room. Slowly Keanu's brother laid my body on the soft and soft mattress. I grimaced a little as the Viennese mama helped me change my clothes, where her hand accidentally touched my arm. "Darling.." said mama Vienna while looking at me. She mama Vienna became very surprised when she found some bruises on my body. "Jeez, son." said the Vienna mama. "Bite first, son. The warm water seems to be ready" said Mama shortly after returning from the bathroom. "Sorry,Ma...Troublesome" I said. "Not at all, son." said the mother with a smile and hugged me just before I passed.

Eleven o'clock past forty-five minutes. I sat on the couch where Vienna's mama sat with Keanu's sister. Both of them smiled at me. "Come here, baby." said the mama Vienna. His hand signaled for me to immediately sit next to him. And I followed his directions immediately. "Mama just found out, if this mama's daughter is good at silat.." said mama while gently rubbing my head. "But if widowed Fara finds out right?" I said smiling while struggling spoiled. My mother laughed when she heard that. "Don't mama, the whole city knows that too." said the mama who returned chuckling.

For a moment I looked at Keanu's brother who had changed clothes. His eyes did not look at me either. And that gaze a hundred percent always manages to make me clumsy. Shortly after, my mom returned to her room. "Don't do anything in this room." said Mama shortly before it passed. "If in another room you can donk, Ma.." as long as Keanu's brother who immediately received a pinch on his arm. Brother Keanu complained while rubbing his arm. "Why are women so happy to be persecuted? Of the three women I know, all three like to try me" he said. Hearing that, Mama only signaled to flick her hands into the air. Seeing that, I laughed with my hands shutting my mouth. Especially when Keanu's sister looks back at me.

"Rest... Or do you want to talk to me until tomorrow?" said Keanu while looking at me. "I won't be able to keep my sleep until tomorrow, brother. For a moment, I must have been asleep" I said, leaning my head on the back of the chair. "If so, take a break" he said, pointing to the bed I immediately refused. "I'm on the couch. I will not be able to close my eyes on the mattress other than my own bed" I said while correcting my sitting position. "If so, sleep on this couch. I will take care of you until you fall asleep" said Keanu. Hearing that, I immediately broke my body. And a sheet of gray blanket he spread on my body. The blanket that was so fragrant seemed to store a million fragrances that tickled my sense of smell. And the subtlety so lulled me as if to invite me to dreamland. The cradle I've been missing for being so soothing. But it turns out that fragrant and smooth is not enough to make me pass to a long haul. Because my mind was still wandering and tossing up my memories of the various events I had experienced. There was a drowning feeling that existed when that memory overpowered my tribe.

"Why...?" asked Brother Keanu while wiping the sweat that condensed on my forehead and part of my face. "My sleepiness suddenly disappeared, sister.." I said softly while looking at the face of Keanu's brother who was so close. "Sister not sleeping? I do it while stretching my body. "I told you I'd take care of you. Until you fall asleep right, then I will sleep" he said as he rubbed the shoots of my head slowly. It was calm to be treated that way. I kept quiet, enjoying the treatment. "When we get married." said brother Keanu open the conversation. I'm speechless. Only my eyes were staring at once looking at every look of good looks on his face. God created perfect. "I can't wait to make you right away" said Keanu, laying his head on the sofa not far from my face. While his hand still rubbed the tip of my head slowly. Pause for a moment on my delicate cheek. He also played his fingers on my cheeks. And his eyes looked at me feelingly. "I love you." she whispered. I smiled hearing her words. My heart started running. I don't know what he's playing at the moment. Then I grabbed her hand, peeked at her palm for a while and placed it right under my face as my sleeping pillow. My heart is now pink, so I can do all that. And finding my treatment, Keanu smiled at me. There was happiness I felt at the end of his gaze. "Thank you for everything." I whispered. "Hey.sama lovers do not know the word thank you. Because everything becomes commonplace and legitimate to do." said brother Keanu with a distinctive smile.

Then a shadow of Mirza's sister incarnated. Everything she has in her memory. Like a ghost he is now often present haunting my sleep. Not only his happiness but disappointment and endless crying haunt my days. My wounds have not healed properly. Evidently Mirza is still often present even in my sleep once. Not wanting to linger he played in the memories, I immediately opened my eyes immediately. I managed to fall asleep earlier. I saw Brother Keanu still sitting under the sofa with his hands still on my head. I looked at his beautiful face. It turns out Keanu's brother is much more handsome than Mirza's sister. Although my childhood husband did not have two holes in his cheeks, he was still handsome. I smiled looking at her face. Back my heart beat like a hammer when he looked at her and remembered everything she had said. Although I have not agreed to his declaration of love or reply to his love, but what I have done a moment ago I hope to represent how this feeling in the heart.

"It's satisfied I haven't looked me in the face...?" said Mr. Keanu with a raucous voice typical of people waking up. I gasped and hurriedly turned my face. "Don't hide behind your indifference, baby. You have to be honest" said brother Keanu as he scrambled my head. And I immediately turned my back on him. There's a red hue on my face. "Jiiaaah.known nieh. Duuh.malunya" I said in my heart while covering my face. "Oo.my beautiful wife secretly admires my good looks, yes. Or are you comparing him to your former? Ah, I'm sure I'm much more handsome. Right no..?" said Brother Keanu while stretching his body. I knew it from the sound he made. Em must have clearly seen the muscles in his arm as he did the stretch. I'm sure his good looks and auto prowess increased by a hundred percent.

After successfully reconciling the heart rhythm, I immediately corrected the position of my body. I sat not far from him still looking at me with a smile. I'm speechless. Without saying if it is. "As soon as his love for Mirza up to bedtime must mention his name" said Keanu.

Deg.

I'm staring. This time round my eyes a little. I have been like that for a long time. In my heart I asked if it was possible that during sleep I mentioned the name of sister Mirza? Ah, impossible. "really? Seriously...?" tanyaku later. And Keanu's brother nodded confidently. "God.." I said in my heart. "I don't call it because the love in the heart is still mounting. But because there are other things." I said later. "Yes.." said brother Keanu briefly but quite striking. "The hurt and disappointment he left me hurt. Until now my wounds have not healed properly. Sometimes I still cry when I think of it all" I said, staring far away. "That means you still love him." he said flatly. "No... I don't love him anymore" I insisted. "You're still in love. I'm sure of that" he said as he stood up. "No...!" I said half-cry. "Love...!" say Keanu again. So many times that it does not stop. I was upset and almost cried in my silence. "Hey..then who do you love now?" asked Brother Keanu while sitting crouching in front of me. I shut up and kept my face. Then one of those clear hairs began to fall on my lap. Brother Keanu looked at me and rubbed the shoots of my head and then passed. "I love you, Keanu." I said in my tears.

Wal Keanu's footsteps came to a halt when he heard my words. I glanced at the mirror that reflected his reflection, there was a smile that adorned his face. That's real. Even so, he did not immediately rotate his body as in the scene in the film or soap opera. He continued to walk to the bathroom without a word. I'm termangu. My eyes are getting heated by the tears.

At four thirty-five minutes. I saw Adzan heard in the distance. So syahdu seduced. A sacred call to longing souls. I saw that Keanu's brother was preparing to perform prayer. So solemn is nothing compared to. "Fara.." said Mama as she opened the door. "Yes, Ma.." I said as I stepped to the door. "Your brother Keanu is awake?" ask mama Vienna. Already, Ma. Brother Keanu is praying" I said as I opened the large carved door wide. Mama also smiled when she found the only boy was solemn in her worship. "What would you like to have breakfast?" mama Vienna later. "Thank you, Ma. But it seems Fara is not up to breakfast time. After the prayer Fara must go to the cafe. There is an event, Ma.." I said as I struggled spoiled and invited my mother to sit on the sofa. " How long, breakfast. Anyway, have to have breakfast. Mama doesn't want to know. There are your employees who are preparing. Must be breakfast point" said mama Vienna as it passed. "A mother's words are like orders. That's what you say, Fara." said brother Keanu who followed her sitting on the sofa not far from me. I'm speechless. And smile worriedly. "Later think about it. Pray at dawn." said Keanu again. And then I confirmed Keanu's words, then rushed straight to the bathroom.

The To Be Continued....