As Strong as the Mentari, as Soft as the Moon

Episodes 119. Don't Hurt My Son

Rafael...!" I shouted while running and grabbed the body of the two-year-old boy. Hysteris Rafan in my arms. Her crying is so heartbreaking. "Don't be afraid, baby. There's mama.." I said as I clenched and gave her a kiss on the face of her puffer.

His little hand held me so tightly. "Mama. Mamma...Afan atut" muttered Rafan in my arms. A moment later I calmed him down, and Rafan fell asleep. And Aki refused to put it down. I'm still holding her in my crib. "Ah, you finally understand what I mean. I'll tell you right away when and where we're getting married." said Keenan, who then signaled that Min would take Rafan from my month. "I'm sorry, ma'am." said Ms. Min. His hand grabbed the body of Rafan who was still asleep. I'm speechless. I'm powerless. Totally helpless. I let my boy's puffed up body change hands without a fight. I was only able to stare at the face of Rafan who was still asleep.

"Take this. And wait for news from me" said Keenan, throwing a paper bag near me just before he passed with Rafan and others. I'm speechless. Bak was bewitched at the situation.

Then I cried as if I had just realized the situation. I rubbed my face violently. Anger filled the recesses of my heart that turned up the storm. The rage grew more powerful as the crying became more and more bitter.

"Non Fara." said a man from behind me. I immediately shrunk my tears and fixed the location of my hood that was still a mess. "I'm fine, Azam. We go home." I said as I stood up and walked out of the room.

All the way home I was silent. There are no words I can describe in the slightest. My mind is now wandering. I am considering all the possibilities that will occur based on the law of cause and effect, if. "Yes, Robby.please servant" I muttered. There is a great excitement that is haunting me right now. The shock that managed to make my confidence eroded.

I leaned my head just to calm the body that began to carry my mind that was so upset. "Sir Mirza where, Zam...?" my question just realized its current absence. "Mr Mirza there is a meeting that cannot be left behind" said Azam who stole a glance through the rearview mirror of the car. I also shortened and rested my head.

Drrt.

Drrt.

Drrt.

Cellphone fluoresces. A message graced my phone screen. "Keenan.." I said softly while opening the contents of the message. "I'll pick you up at seven tonight. I think it would be better if we dated before we got married. Wear the clothes I prepared for you in the paper bag I just gave you" Keenan said. I was so upset that I read every line of the message. And I just throw my phone away as an outlet for my anger.

Seeing that, Azam threw his gaze at me. He was so worried about me. "Non.." he said. "I'm fine, Zam. I'm just upset at Keenan being mean to me" I said.

"It means that non Fara is not okay." said Azam while stopping the speed of the car in my yard. Then half ran I entered the house. I did not mind greeting and gaze mbok Jum as I passed by. My annoyance grew so much that I closed the room door a little rough, causing a sound that shocked the ears.

Geck.

Geck.

Geck.

"Non, this is Jum. Mbok's in.." clever. "Come in, mbok." I said in a raucous voice ending my silence. "Valana...Non" said mbok Jum when seeing the atmosphere in the room. Especially when I find me. His steps approached me. He hugged me tightly too. "Mbok.." I said back sobbing. For me, Jum is not just a housekeeper, he is like my own grandmother. "What's up, Non...? The story is the same mbok, let's be relieved" said mbok Jum with his trademark accent. There was a lot of anxiety at the end of his gaze.

"I'm fine, mbok" I said, standing by the window. My gaze immediately broke through the blue-corded window frame with a pink flower motif. My mind immediately targeted the new event I experienced. When I began to set my heart to accept Keenan's offer for Rafan, half my soul was in revolt. Well, half of my soul actually refused. It all happened after I heard Mirza's phrase. Ah, now the excitement is filling the recesses of my heart.

"I have to how, Mbok...?" I looked at it without looking at it. "What's up, Non...?" mbok Jum. From his tone of voice it was clear he did not understand and was a little confused over my statement. "Ah, I don't know mbok. I don't know myself." I said and ended my daydream.

"Non...Mrs Vienna" Azam said worriedly. His hand held a cell phone to me. "Sister Mirza...?" I said when I saw who saw the real sender. "Mr Mirza forwarded a message from Mrs Vienna" Azam said. I'm speechless. Why didn't Mirza call me? Does this have anything to do with this afternoon? Perhaps his departure was related to my words. Could it be that my words really hurt him?

"Rafan was kidnapped." so the message.

Deg.

My soul rippled violently as I read the short message. I'm really upset. "Rafan.." I said softly as I paced back and forth. "Keenan...He must have done all this." said I while taking a cell phone. My eyes are busy looking for Keenan's contact. While the rumble in this chest was back up. "Hey, honey. Just met already misses" Keenan said while chuckling.

"Where is Rafan...?!" my question is full of anger. "Rafes at home?" said relaxed. "Mama just sent a message that Rafan was kidnapped. You're the one who kidnapped her...?!" my spoken. Keenan laughed great. "If you want to know where Rafan came to Cafe Za at seven. Wear the clothes I gave you" Keenan said, ending the phone call. Ah...! my words are full of anger. My phone was once again the target of my anger. I threw it until it broke up.

"Non.." said Mbok Jum and Azam almost simultaneously. My breathing was so hunting for the sign of my anger was getting bigger and almost uncontrollable. "I have to how Mbok...?" i'm lethargic. I almost fell down when my vision suddenly became faint. I'm limbung. My hand tried to reach the handle, but failed. Luckily Azam managed to capture my body. "I'm tired, Zam." I said before I lost consciousness.