As Strong as the Mentari, as Soft as the Moon

Episode 34's. My marriage

Believe it or not in a decision I made. I'm willing to marry Mirza's sister today. Without any preparation. I smile to congratulate myself on my decision. It seems inconceivable what will happen later. My one doubt that is still at the edge of my heart is that I can be the companion he wants me to be? Especially with my current situation and situation. "Yes..Robb, help your servant. Give me strength" I said softly as I rubbed my face slowly.

Eleven o'clock past twenty minutes. I stood looking at myself in a mirror. "Mbak Fara, we were ordered to help with the readiness of mbak" said mbak Dita, a professional makeup artist. "Yes, mbak Dita. Please.." I said with a smile. "Yes, I don't want makeup that's layered. I want something simple" I said with a smile and sat on a chair. "Good, mbak. I understand" said Dita smilingly looking at me and starting the action.

It only took me ten minutes to get ready. A long dangling scarf over the body combined with a crown pinned on my head. Not to forget a bunch of flowers adorned my hand. I almost slid these tears when I once again looked at myself in the mirror. I can't imagine if today I'd let go of my free time. I'm strapped. In my heart I wonder again, can I dispel my fears when it comes to acting as a wife entirely later? I don't know...But I hope everything will be okay.

Soon, I slowly started down the long stairs. There were many pairs of eyes that noticed me at that time.A helping hand was given and I immediately greeted with joy. The look on Dad's face was adorned with a smile with a happy look. "This is the bride-to-be" said Mama Melissa who welcomed me and let me sit right next to Sister Mirza who had been staring at me incessantly.

"We'll just start. There is twenty minutes before the Adhan Dzuhur reverberated" said Mr. Burhan as the wedding registrar. Gurgled my heart. The rhythm also becomes erratic. Especially when the words ijab and qobul are spoken. "I accept the marriage and marriage of Olivia faradila Permana bint Permana Raharjo with the dowry of a 24-carat gold necklace weighing 20 grams paid in cash" said sister Mirza so smoothly full of confidence. "Alhamdulillah." we said almost at the same time when the witness said the lawful word. Gratitude also colored the situation at that time. Do not forget the look of our hands together to lead prayers and hope to the Lord 'Azza Wajalla.

I kissed the back of a man's hand that made me his companion with reverence. A family inheritance necklace was looped around my neck and ended with a gentle kiss on my forehead. There is a clear grain that returns to glide freely. But this time it was happy tears. I received a close hug especially from my father, mother Vira and mother Mellisa with great joy. Upon arrival in front of the David bang I was stunned. Unlike before bang David will immediately embrace me in his arms or I immediately leaned on his shoulder when my grief can not bear my own. Today is different. There were doubts that lingered after what had happened. "Welcome to our family" said bang David a little rattled while rubbing my arm. "I'm sorry for what happened" said Bang David. "What happened...?" says Mikaela, wife of bang David. Bang David seemed to grab Mikaela and rub her shoulders. He smiled without saying anything. I just kept quiet sometimes looking at him. "Fara is now mine. And bang David can't mess around anymore" whispered sister Mirza who made bang David smile wryly. "Mara...Fara has forgiven him" I said while staring at bang David who began to smile when he heard my words. "Thank you." she said. While her hand was still hugging Mikaela. "Is there something you're hiding from me?" ask Mikaela again while looking at me. "There is no mbak. It was just a misunderstanding" I said with a smile. "It's just a misunderstanding." uvaap sister Mirza while hugging me with her arm. While his eyes were fixed on David.

Two o'clock in ten minutes. The relatives have also been sent back home. We are a family that gathers together and talks to express happiness. "Thank you Miss Melissa for all the kindness. Everything the lady did we appreciate. Somehow we reply to him." said the father with a smile. "Pak Permana don't hesitate like that. It's only natural that we help, especially now that we're officially a family" said Mama Melissa smiling as she hugged me. "Mirza, Fara...What are your plans? Em...I mean mama, where are you going to spend the night tonight?" say mama. "Maybe tonight's just here. We have not yet talked about. But Mirza wants after this we will stay in the apartment first" said Mirza, smiling and looking at me. "But for some time can we be at dad's house first huh? I said with a smile. "alright. No problem, dear." said Mirza with a smile and looked at me.

Seven o'clock past twenty-five minutes. I stood staring at the star-filled sky with the moon hanging perfectly so bright. I fold both my arms in front of my chest, just reducing the cold that began to stab. Even so, I stayed standing outside staring at such a beautiful sky. Although dark is not bright but calming. "Hey... outside it's cold, baby." said Mirza who immediately grabbed me from behind. "But the sky is beautiful, brother. Look.." I said while pointing at the sky. "Why should I look up at the sky? If the beauty alone is here" said sister Mirza while gently tasting my shoulder. "Gombal.." I said as I pinched his arm that grabbed me. He complained about my treatment, but then he laughed again. Apparently the same as me, sometimes happiness can beat pain.

Drrt...Drrt... Drrt..

Cellphone fluoresces. One call was on my phone screen. Brother Mirza loosened his arms and took my phone lying on the table. "Yes, dad. Fara's still at the Villa. Mama Melissa and the others as well" I said as I returned Mirza's gaze. "Sister Mirza? It exists...Okay, Dad" I said, giving my phone to Mirza's sister. And a moment later, the two of them were already engaged in a chat so seriously. I don't know what I'm talking about because Mirza's sister is out of my hearing range.

"Wedang ginger, Madam." said Ms. Anna when presenting it. "Thank you, ma'am." I said with a smile. I invited Ms. Anna to join me in sitting on a chair and looking up at the clear sky tonight. Then he looked up at the sky and smiled. "Yes, New. Beautiful.." he said. "Em, My mother is very happy that the young lady finally deigned to marry the young master" he said later. I just smiled as I looked at her and pressed my arms around my knees. "The woman that the young master loves is only Madam Fara" he said again. "Know where it came from that I was the only one he loved." I laughed. "This mother has been with him since he was an adult. All the things, young master, tell me, except about love like a teenager. Until he was an adult, he never told me about it. Mother had asked him many times, but the young master always answered none. And the big madam asked her, maybe the young master told her. But after I told him he was more worried" the story of Ms. Anna that I saw while looking at him. "Em, until the young master brought the young mistress to his apartment at that time. Only then are we relieved, Nya.." he said while chuckling. I laughed understandingly at the concern.

"Mom Anna, help me first." call mama Melissa. Ms. Anna immediately moved while smiling with relief and slightly rounding her eyes. "Excuse me sir, Madam." he said just before passing by. Me and Mirza nodded. For a moment we looked at each other and threw a smile. "Come, baby." said Mirza, gesturing to sit next to her. "Son, here." I said spoiled half teasing him. "Jeez.." he said while shifting his sitting position. I also split half the blanket I was wearing. Both in a blanket. Then he put his arm around my shoulder. Spontaneously I lay my head on his burly shoulders. There is a different taste when one hand gently rubs the shoots of my head or gently kisses my forehead. "You're happy, baby." he said then with eyes staring at the sky as I looked up at his handsome face. "That's happy. But there are still concerns that disturb this heart." I said softly. "O...?" said sister Mirza who shifted her seat and looked at me fixedly while slightly raising her eyebrows as an attitude waiting for my next explanation. But I shook my head, a sign that I didn't know for myself because of my worries. "Basic.." said Mirza, pulling my nose. I complained and complained of being spoiled for her treatment.

"Don't like to make assumptions that are not. I don't like it." said Mirza as she straightened her slightly long hair. I also straightened her hair that covered part of her face. "Em, tomorrow morning I'll go to college after that to the office. Fara follow ya.." he said that made me straighten up and look at his face. "Seriously...Fara iku" I said later. "Yes, honey... Let you know how I'm doing. All of you encourage me, tomorrow submission scriptiku" he said. Again his hand ruffled the tip of my head. I also did a short. "okay....What time?" I do it while stretching my body. "Hour seven we're leaving" said Mirza. "Okey.." I said briefly and again I stretched. But this time I accidentally hit the chin of sister Mirza until her head looks back. After that I ran. Aware of being bullied, sister Mirza also chased after me who had first arrived at the doorway. "O..joking me yes! Look out...!" he said he kept chasing me to the room where Melissa's mom, David's bang and Mikaela were. "Again, Brother...Sorry, Brother!" I said in my cheerful laughter.

"What the hell is it, you guys...?" said mama Melissa. Hearing that I immediately stopped my quick steps and sat right next to my mother. As if seeking refuge I hugged my mother. "Mirza.." said Mama when Mirza's sister was still trying to pull me. "Yes, Ma.." said Mirza, who was sitting on a chair not far from me. "Review." said Mirza half-whispered as she raised her index finger. "Mirza.." said Mama Melissa again which of course made us chuckle. "Rasain.." I said with a facial expression that mocked him. "Fara.." said Mama Melissa. "Yes, Ma" I said wrongly. Seeing the situation bang David also laughed while shaking his head. "It's funny you guys are...Just be envious" said Mikaela staring at me and sister Mirza alternately. "Tuh Bang, mbak Mikaela confided" said brother Mirza laughing. "Everyone has their own way. If your mother is the serious type where it can be treated like Fara who is funny and innocent. If I treat it like it could be broken hands later" said bang David. "Emang mbak Mikaela like that. It's so sweet" said I who shaded the thumb by mbak Mikaela. "Yes, you're like that. Brother ja lost if he had to fight with him" said bang David. "O. I mean that" I said as I looked at Mirza's smiling sister looking at me. "But delicious dong.kalau mbak Mikaela can martial. So bang David is not too bothered if there are people who intend to cheat" I said. "Wait.wait. Stop at the word too much trouble. So you think I'll be bothered by you, as if you can't defend yourself?" said Mirza who looked at me. "Well, start again" said bang David. I smiled as I hugged my mom's arm. "This is tracked." said brother Mirza while shifting the location of his seat. Not to mention Mirza's sister approached mama has set the body. "Dare to mess around, mama who will catch you Mirza.." said mama Melissa. "O.. have a defender yes" said brother Mirza standing up. "Eit.wait. I am also ready to defend" said bang David while standing in the way of Mirza's footsteps. "Ak...i am also ready" said mbak Mikaela also stood up which made mama, sister Mirza and bang David look at each other. "Ah, the game is rumbling" said brother Mirza while sitting back. I cheered and embraced the four of us. Me, Melissa's mom, David's bang and Mikaela's mom.

Nine o'clock past ten minutes. Drowsiness started attacking us one by one. When I was about to move, my mom suggested to stay at the villa overnight again. "What if we stay overnight again? Tomorrow night we'll have a show. How's it?" said mama Melissa. We also looked at each other. "For Fara, my mother's words are orders" I smiled. "Like Fara said, mama's speech is like an order for me, so we make the event tomorrow night" Mirza said as she clasped my shoulder. "Weight.." I said as I let go of his hand and ran up the stairs. "O. and behold" said sister Mirza running after me up the stairs. "Be careful, dear." said the mother half-cried while shaking her head.

Hit the bushes past thirty minutes. I flushed my body for a moment with warm water. It has become my habit to clean the body first before going to bed especially after doing previous activities. "Darling.quickly. I can no longer hold back my pee" said Mirza, knocking on the bathroom door. I also finished my bathing ritual. "Cerewet.." I said as I opened the door. Brother Mirza broke through even though I was still standing on the doorstep. "Sister Mirza...!" I said annoyed when the body almost fell. "Sorry...!" he said from the bathroom.

I pouted when Mirza's sister came out of the bathroom. I didn't look at his handsome face. Even my gaze immediately turned to the other side. "Anged yes." said Mirza's sister as she slowly rejected me with her side. I just shut up. Pretending angry. In my heart I laughed, especially when I saw for a moment the reaction of his face. "I can't stand it" he said, clutching my body. He repeatedly apologized to me. I can't stand the situation, I laughed a little. Aware of being bullied by Mirza's sister also put her fingers on my body. The tickle made me laugh even more while trying to avoid it. "Sense... It's been raping her husband" said sister Mirza while continuing to put her fingers. I squirm great. Until one day, Mirza stopped her mouth. His eyes were fixed on me and part of his body was squeezing my body. His breath hunted irregularly. I was helpless to reject it. Especially when he started to feel my lips. My heart's beating great. The rhythm is not because of it either. Especially when his hands began to trace the curves of my body. It felt like this soul floated over his treatment. Suddenly, he stopped his treatment. "Not tonight, dear. I'mtired. You must be, too." said brother Mirza who then threw his body next to me. His eyes were closed with his chest rising rapidly. Then Mirza's sister passed by leaving me. I was stunned while biting my lower lip as I stared at the back of Mirza's sister who immediately rushed into the bathroom.

I fell silent and tried to interpret the events I had just experienced. "Maybe he's tired. Especially tomorrow the activity will be solid" I implied.

I stared at the bathroom door. But Mirza's sister hasn't come out yet either. "I'm sorry.we postpone it first. I remember there was work to be done" he said, hugging me. I also nodded with a smile.

Not long after, Mirza passed. He sat down on the couch and began to drown in his work. He was so focused on the laptop screen in front of him. Meanwhile, I immediately tidied up the clothes that were already half-open. I lay down my body and tried to close my eyes. My mind wanders somewhere....