As Strong as the Mentari, as Soft as the Moon

Episode 50's. A Thrilling Meeting

My kangen has been treated, but it turns out to leave a wound in the heart. And again I have to accept the reality of what I witnessed a few days ago. Once again I have to accept such a painful reality. It turns out that Mirza's sister has hurt all my soul. And after I had weighed all my senses I had come to a conclusion that I should settle this matter immediately. And today I've asked Ms. Anna for help. We met at a mini market down the road. Win the presence of Bu Anna with thumping. Before long I saw Ms. Anna at the entrance of the parking lot. Park the motorbike and his eyes appear to surround the area of parking. I waved my hand at him, saying, My existence. Stropped his steps down the parking area to the place where I was. "Mrs Fara." she said with a hunting breath. "I'm sorry, Mom. So tidying up Miss Anna" I said with a smile and returned her embrace. "For a long time, Him. Things have changed since the departure of Madam" said Ms Anna. "O...?" smile says. But I refused to ask him further about the meaning of his words. "Mom...Fara wants to ask mom for help. Please pass this message to Mr. Mirza" I said as I thrust the blue envelope. Ms. Anna also greeted him with a smile, especially when she knew the meaning of the message. "Mother is happy, Her. Is Madam really going to go back to Mr Mirza" he said, to which I replied with a distinctive smile.

Seven o'clock in two minutes. I left the minimarket parking area in my red car. I drive a car by just walking down a fairly crowded street. At first glance I looked at the sky so brightly turned blue. There was only a thin white cloud that was moving about that covered the face of the sky a little. Meanwhile, the sun is so dashing to divide its rays to the earth. It's a sign the day will be bright this afternoon. Shortly after, I stopped the car in front of a crowded store. While waiting for the time I also ordered a bowl of chicken porridge that became my favorite. And indeed, this store was my favorite store and I often visit because of the deliciousness of the chicken porridge. Without any more ba-bi-bu I immediately devoured the chicken porridge as it presented before me. And many times I murmured as an expression of my satisfaction with the taste that was there.

Eight o'clock is ten minutes. In a jasmine hotel I stood in front of a mirror. I just lightly polish the lipstick on my lips because I remember Mirza's sister being happy if I had a simple look. "Thin, you're beautiful" he said. I'm speechless. My eyes stared at the reflection in the mirror. My mind wandered back in time when I was with Mirza. When I decorate often he will come to me and hold me tightly. Showering the kiss while staring at our shadows in the mirror. So sweet. Not infrequently he will bother to sort and choose a veil and put it on me. Not infrequently he will bring me flowers and put them right near my face when I was decorating. "You're beautiful, baby. This flower alone is less beautiful than you" the waves I still remember. And if that were the case then I would definitely scatter directly in his arms. Then Mirza's legs would shower me with kisses on my forehead and cheeks.

Nine o'clock exactly. I gasped when the alarm on my phone went off. I immediately grabbed a bag and a paper bag containing a gift for Mirza's sister. The gift I've been preparing since last night. I don't know if I can give it to you later or not. I don't know. I just want to bring him a gift. I drove my car to a place I had planned. My mind wandered a little about what I was about to experience later, about what I should say later. Everybody played in my mind. Suddenly...

Ciiiiit....

My car suddenly I stopped. The sound of the wheels made me so angry. I'm sorry for what I just experienced. A man got out of a car. His face was so upset approaching my car. His heavy hand broke through my car door. "Can take a car, no...!" said fierce. I'm wry. "Get out...!" said again. I slowly opened the windshield with worry. "Sorry.." I said admitting my mistake once I've opened the car's glass properly. And the man seemed silent. Only his eyes were staring at me. In that moment I became angry. "I'm sorry." I said again and it made him gasp. "Other times be careful." he said while thrusting the phone at me. I was confused and stared at him for a moment. "If something happens to my car because of the current events, then I'll call you" he said a little sniffling while looking at me. Without any more ba-bi-bu I immediately typed twelve numbers on his phone. "Olivia.." I told him. He smiled faintly as he grabbed his phone back from my hand and passed it by. "So crazy basis.." I muttered while reapplying my car. "Whoa.dream what was last night so I experienced something like this. And who else was that arrogant man? Make it upset" I said annoyed while reapplying my red car. This car, which is almost a year, accompanies all my activities.

Ten o'clock past five minutes. I've been to the place and time as it was written in the message I wrote and sent through Ms. Anna. A place with the sound of waves that are so thunderous and the breeze that always promises Tranquility. The same place I saw Mirza's laugh with the pussy-haired brat a few days ago.

I stood on the sand on the beach. I let my feet get waterlogged. A moment of water will partially dampen it. A moment also disappeared and away. And my eyes stared at the vast ocean whose water seemed to glitter when it was hit by the sunlight. And from the shadow that seemed in the sand, I saw the end of my veil flying in the wind. "Fara.." call a man whose voice I know very well. This call that I have been missing for a while. My soul trembled as my name was called by him. The turbulence feels so incredible. I want to immediately throw a hug and feel the warm embrace again. But some of my soul forbids me that way. And in the end I just kept quiet. Only the rumble in this chest returned the call. A moment later I was crying. My shoulder shook with the tears I had been hiding from her for six months. "Fara.." call her one more time. But this time, he grabbed me. Gently peeked at my shoulder a few times. "Yet long you promised, baby. A year and six months... Wherever anyway? I've been looking for you, but my steps have always stopped because your tracks are always lost like swallowed by the earth, so it's very difficult for me to follow. Don't you feel the slightest kangen? To me...?" he said so full of feelings. "This guy tortured me so much. Not only in my sleep, but in waking time I also feel this does not go and so torment me because you do not come real in my arms. Although these lips smile or maybe laugh, but this heart still holds tears because of the longing that is so deep for you" he said again that did not give me the slightest chance to talk. "Tell me don't you miss me one bit, your Mirza sister?ask him while he keeps holding me. "Not just a little, but it was so much that I couldn't hold it anymore" I said, finally breaking my silence. And it made me turn around to hold it. Buried my head on his chest. Feeling his heart beat so timid also smell the masculine scent of his body that as I fell asleep. And my crying spilled out I could not hold anymore. Occasionally my hand pounded his chest slowly as a form of venting from my anger. And he let me do that treatment. "You went so far and so long, baby. You tortured me. Say darling...You're still mine, just mine. Say it." he said while shaking my body slowly. "I...I.." I said gagu when our gazes met. And...

Cup.

I looked at her face with a smile and put my arms around her neck. You've changed, brother.." I said as he rubbed his face that began to overgrow with fine fur. "But my heart is still the same. I'm still your old Mirza brother. Who always loved you." he said while looking at me. Hearing that I immediately fell on his chest and softly kissed the chest of his field.

"Mas Mirza." call a woman. And the call managed to loosen our hold. "Sister.." I said shortly after finding out the owner of the voice. "You said you yourself must not be secretive between us" said sister Mirza who stunned me. My eyes alternately looked at the two. "But not in our first meeting, sister.." I mumbled almost inaudibly. "Fara how are you?" amara said while hugging me. "Your arrival ruined my son's happiness. Fucking thief...You better just go away or die" whispered Amara as she hugged me. I smiled wryly at her words. "It's so naive of you Amara. In the presence of Mirza's sister you are sweet, but when you turn away you are so vile to berate me" I said in my heart.

Without ignoring my existence, then he struggled spoiled while occasionally looking at me ninyir. I looked at Mirza who was looking at me with regret. "I'm sorry.." she said in her lip gesture. I smiled in response to that signal. "Keanu is bored, Mas. Already fussy. Come on, we go home" said Amara. Mirza looked at me and smiled. The side of her hand that held my hand loosened until it finally came off. But his hand managed to make a gesture for me to contact him again. Then both of them left me alone. Not wanting to linger staring at the departure of Mirza, I immediately turned my back and returned to the sea that served its peculiarities. The vast sea, the pounding waves that hit the rock, or the waves that always return to the beach, the breeze that always hit my body while sending me its distinctive aroma.

"Maybe the waves can erase the name I carved on this beach. But what about my heart?" I said to myself.

Eleven o'clock past fifteen minutes. I still stare faithfully at the vast ocean while understanding every taste that exists after my meeting with sister Mirza a moment ago. The feeling I confessed to managed to neutralize my anger for some time was tucked away at the end of my heart. With my daydream it turns out I did not realize time passed quickly and the sky has gradually changed color. Now there was a black cloud that had started to crawl over the sky. His darkness always managed to ring the sun behind it. Soon, the rain began to greet the earth. I who was pensive, realized when some point of rain hit my face. I became panicked. My feet were about to step, but it stopped immediately when an umbrella covered my body. I was stunned again staring at the figure who was paddling. "Sorry, I'm late." said Keanu, smiling at me. Without answering it, I looked back at the ocean for a moment and then signaled to leave the edge of the sea immediately.

Eleven o'clock past twenty-five minutes. We are still going fast in the rain. As far as the foot goes, we have not yet found a shelter. And finally my car is our next and only destination. Smiling Keanu looked at me. "What...?" I asked while trying to dry my face with a blue handkerchief belonging to Brother Keanu. "I just want to know what your differences are after meeting Mirza." she said as she grabbed her handkerchief I just returned. "Then...?" ask me while grabbing back the handkerchief and helping her dry her face and hair. "Basic young master. It's just dry hair" I always say. He laughed at hearing my sloppiness.

"It's more cheerful and it seems much happier" he said. "What.." I asked pretending not to know. "Em, yes it is. after meeting Mirza. You're much happier" he said again, shuffling my head. "Jealous yes." I always laugh. "Yes, I'm so jealous" he said with a serious face. I found that I was confused. He stared at me for a long time. "I'm kidding, baby." she said later, laughing. "Sister....!" I shouted while showering him with a small pinch around his stomach. He still laughed while dodging my attack. Then he held my hands and looked at me. I kept staring at him. "Look...I'm a nobody to you right now. I'm just your childhood toy husband. But really seeing you as my goal right now is my goal. And I don't want to see you disappointed or hurt" he said with a smile. "I...I.." said I gagu. Don't know what to say. Only tears just fell. "Hey.don't cry my childhood wife" she continued as she wiped my tears.

The To Be Continued...