As Strong as the Mentari, as Soft as the Moon

Episode 59's. The Secret of Keanu's Love

I ran over to Keanu's brother who was almost collapsed on the floor. Half shouted when he saw his condition now. Especially when you see a wheelchair nearby. "Sister Keanu." I said half while trying to grab his body. I was so worried when I saw him. Suddenly my anger faded. "Sister Keanu, you.." I stopped. My eyes kept staring at the wheelchair nearby. "Yes, Fara...I can't take care of you anymore. My condition is like this" said Keanu pilu. His head fell on my lap. While his eyes looked at the sky. I cry to see his condition now. "What's going on, brother.."you're so deeply grieving.

"When you're hurt I know. And my whole soul's in revolt wants to see you soon. So soon I finished all my work that I had just done for two days. I immediately turned the steering wheel of the car towards you. I was so worried that I didn't know how fast I was at that time" Keanu said. His eyes glared, his memory returning that day.

Keanu Flashback On

Ten o'clock at night. I got word that my Fara was injured, so I immediately turned the steering wheel and drove the black sports car at high speed. I don't know what speed it was. All I wanted was to be with Fara. The woman who was my childhood wife, the result of our parents' matchmaking. "Strength, baby. I'll see you soon" I said with Fara's mind filled. Yes, only Fara exists. Because of my concern, I did not pay attention to the speed of my car. At the crossroads I was struck by a motorcycle that suddenly cut off my compass. I became panicked. I threw the steering wheel to the left side of the road. Tweaked my car on the road until it hit a roadblock. Then the car flew past the barrier and then rolled several times on the side of the gorge and ended up sliding into a valley that was so steep. "Maybe this is the end of a Keanu Athmaja" I thought at the time. "But no, I still have people I love. There was mom and Fara. Yes, Fara. That's why help me Robb.." I prayed at the time.

My body is no longer able to feel anymore especially after being tossed around and flown here and there a while ago. My wounds are no longer a cross with blood that soaks almost my entire body. I resigned at that time. But if I can I still want to meet my mother and Fara my childhood wife. And after that I don't remember anything. I'm already unconscious.

I don't know how long I lost consciousness. For sure when I opened my eyes I was in the hospital, in a room that was white and it had been a month. I'm comatose. I saw a woman standing next to me so happy when she saw my eyes open. Although some of his face was wet and his eyes were covered with tears. By her confession she was my own mother. "Where am I..?" I was fucked up at the time. Especially when I don't remember anything, not even my name. Yeah, I'm having temporary global amnesia. Tragic life. I was sobbing great in my mom's arms at that time. "She....!!" I shouted so desperately. I finally became a new person at that time. Living life without memories and without knowing who I am. And what makes me even more chaotic and worse is knowing that I am paralyzed. Dismissed my life expectancy at the time.

The second month after the accident, my memory returned. And I began to re-knit the picture of events that had happened and memories throughout my life. Most importantly, I can remember the people I love.

At one in fifteen minutes. The sky is so clean. The blue color cannot be covered by the thin white clouds that sometimes move. That's why the sun feels so hot. The hot air is able to break through the cold room because of AC. I sat in a wheelchair by the window, looking at the leaves that sometimes swayed in the wind. "What's Fara's condition..?" ask Satria, the source of the information about Fara. He was sitting not far from me. "All his suffering was able to pass through, even with a thousand cries. Even the divorce case can be passed. And Roy helped him through all this suffering" Santria said. My heart was filled when Roy's name was mentioned. "I'm supposed to be around him, not Roy. I should have always calmed and encouraged him, not Roy...!"say my annoyance in heart.

"Master...Master is fine" Satria Worry said as she looked at the turmoil and a hint of anger at the end of my gaze. "I want to see him, Satria. But I did not dare. With my current condition, I am worried that he will be even more sad and will look at me one eye only" I said pilu. "I'm sure Madame Fara is not. She is a kind, gentle and understanding woman" said Satria praising Fara. "I'm not ready yet, Satria." I said feelingly. "Have I told Mrs Fara?" satria. "No need for Satria..!" I said half scream. "I'm afraid the Madam has misunderstood you because of the absence of the master for some time. At least talk on the phone" said Satria who made me stunned. There is a longing that has always wanted to be washed in his laughter. But some of my soul was in revolt unable to meet him. Right now my courage is being eroded by the sorrow that adorns my body and my tribe.

Days change. And today is the third month since the accident happened to me. Thus for almost four months I have not seen Fara. I don't know until when...

Keanu Flashback Off

"Hey.mama's kids. Dear Ladies and gentlemen, why sit down?" asked the Viennese mama when she found us sitting on the floor. Me and brother Keanu just smiled at each other for a moment. Soon Satria also helped Keanu's brother back to sit on his wheelchair. "So I can't take care of you, beautiful.." she said, looking at me. There was a heartache at the end of his eyes. "Em, if so I will take care of my sister from now on" I said as I looked at the Vienna mama whose eyes were already glazed over. "Ma.." said Brother Keanu when he saw that Vienna's mama started crying. "Mama is not sad. Mama is happy. Especially when you see them together. May you see all this" said the Vienna mama while shrinking her tears.

"His dinner on the next day is not nieh...?" kaka Keanu said with a smile. "of course. We'll just eat here together, how?" said the Vienna mama who immediately smiled while wiping her tears. Me and brother Keanu also agreed, sign agreed. Before long some housekeepers brought the dinner menu at this time. "Please enjoy...Madam" said brother Keanu looking at me with a smile. "Stop called me madam...I'm no one's mistress" I said as I slightly rounded my eyes. Keanu's sister laughed at my papa followed by mama Vienna and Satria. There was a lot of laughter at the time.

"Yes, Mirza how Fara" asked the Vienna mama who suddenly managed to delay my feed. "Come on...Ma's. Don't spoil the atmosphere tonight" said Mr Keanu. "It's okay, brother" I said with a smile and a sip of mineral water. "Em, my sister Mirza and I officially divorced last month, Ma" I said with a smile. "How are you feeling right now, baby?" mama Vienna. "Ma.." said Keanu. I also signaled that I did not mind it. "Leg. Maybe it was because my sister and I had been separated for almost two years, so the pain was easy to treat. Indeed, some time ago was disappointed because Mirza's sister preferred the woman rather than Fara. The woman who managed to cut off the compass of the love of Fara. The woman who had made wounds on this body and also damaged the source of Fara's livelihood and Fara's employees. But nevermind. The sun is still present in the morning. God gave me a chance to wake up in the morning. It means there is still time to start something new" I said so long. Sometimes I take a deep breath with a little weight. I hope my hurt feelings are not visible when I speak earlier. Meanwhile, my mother presented me with such a look. Finding that look I smiled. In my heart I still feel the pain. "Em, permission to go to the toilet is allowed" I said half a whisper. After getting directions for the location of the toilet, I went straight to the place I wanted so much right now. Not to tidy up my makeup or carry out my personal rituals. I just want to hide my tears right now. The lie that my farewell to Mirza's sister does not disappoint me and languish. A lie if it doesn't make me happy. Instead I was so tormented. I was in the toilet for a long time until Satria had to knock on the door repeatedly. Awakening from the daydream, I immediately tidied the make-up and opened the door. "The lady's okay?" ask Satria who is looking in. "Mr Keanu is worried, Madam." he said again. I nodded with a smile and stepped towards the place where Brother Keanu and mama Vienna were.

"I'm sorry mom, baby." said mom for a moment I've been sitting back near Keanu's sister. My fingers were held tightly. "Why should I apologize, Ma. Fara's fine" I said. "One more question. Maad but mama was curious" said mama. "Ma...Come on" said brother Keanu did not like. "What, Ma...?" smile says. "Em, according to your brother Fara Keanu is already married yet?" said mama who made Keanu's brother choke. "Mama.." he said annoyed. "In terms of age it seems to be very fast, Ma. Is there a candidate already? How come Fara wasn't told?" sumringah. "Ma...Do not start again dech" said brother Keanu increasingly upset. "Mama wanted to ask Fara. All this time did Keanu never tell you about who his lover was?" ask mama. "Given Fara never, Ma. Wrong Fara too, Ma. Keanu was busy thinking about Fara's problem. And Fara paid less attention to Keanu's problems. But once Fara asked, brother Keanu just cheering. Fara will be upset, Ma.." I said as I occasionally stared at Keanu's brother. "I'm not old enough to worry so" said brother Keanu with a tone of dislike. "And who says I don't have a boyfriend. I have, Ma. Ask Satria" said Keanu again. "Sorry sir. I did not follow" said Satria chuckled, the bodyguard thought the brother seemed to know all the secrets of Keanu.

Nine o'clock, five minutes. Just me and Keanu-husband my childhood toys. "Thank you, you are ready to come and wear the dress I gave you" Keanu said. I smiled while looking at him briefly. "Thank you for the dress. Real pretty. I like it" I said. He smiled again and looked at me staring at the sky. "Sit down." he said, pulling up a chair not far from him. "If it's pleasing I want to ask for your help" said brother Keanu perverted after I sat next to him. I looked at him for a moment and nodded. "Help me through my current situation. I want to go back to how I used to be. I want to take care of you?" said Keanu full of feelings. Asked that, I took a long breath. "Surely, no brother asked me for sure to petrify and be with brother" said I who made him sumringah. There was happiness at the end of his gaze. "Really...?" the short question is full of feeling. "Yuph...As a friend and sister of course I will help you, Brother" I said. "Sister...?" the question was a little surprised until his eyebrows were raised which of course made his eyes slightly rounded. "Whose eggs? A maid? Bodyguard...?" selorohku. He also laughed. "Bodyguard only then" he said later. "Your young master.labil" always again. "Hey.." he said, rounding his eyes. Totally rounded. And so, then we laughed.

Nine o'clock past forty-five minutes. I'm also very happy. I stared at myself and thanked him repeatedly. "I'm sorry I can't drive." said Mr. Keanu with a faint smile. "No need to worry about me being brave." I said, raising my arm. He smiled and looked at my every step. Then I went down the stairs lead Satria to the ground floor. Suddenly I stopped my steps, remembering something. "Mobile phone.." I said that made Satria look at me. After a short conversation with Satria I went back up the stairs. I accidentally heard the conversation of my mother and sister Keanu when I reached the door. "Ma, it turns out Fara doesn't love me. He just thinks of me as a sister. Nothing more like it" said brother Keanu.

Deg.

My heart seemed to stop for a moment. I'm stunned. "Love...? I'm stupid. Why didn't I realize it. If this is how I should be?" I said in my heart. "You know what else, son.." Mama said a little sobbing. "But it's natural, Ma. My condition is like this too. Who will accept it" said brother Keanu. "Your true love. Will definitely accept you as you are" said Mama while hugging him. Finding the situation I also abandoned my intentions. Back I went down the stairs until I had to smile again when I found Satria standing looking at me. It was through him that I finally ordered to save my phone. And soon he delivered it to brother Keanu through his brief lesan.

Then the car drove back to leave the big house. My eyes looked at the shadow of the trees on the right-left side of the road that seemed to be chasing. My silence at this moment is because my mind is being tossed with the words of Brother Keanu that I just heard. Phew....What am I supposed to do??