As Strong as the Mentari, as Soft as the Moon

Episode 71's. My trust...

It's still morning. The sun was still embarrassed to move and show his face, so the cold still felt on my face and body. I sit on the grass that is still moist because it has not been called sunlight. Leaning my body on a shady tree that occasionally swayed in the wind and then dropped a clear dew bulb that was originally hanging on the end of the leaves. Sometimes even one or two leaves fell on me. I opened one by one the thick sheets of the old blue book. There are still a few more sheets that look untouched ink. Maybe the next few months are no longer usable. Hehe...

Five o'clock past forty-five minutes. My fingers began to smoothly incise word for word. This time it was my happiness that adorned the sheet. A name was written at the beginning of the sentence.

*Kean...

Conscious or unconscious, the more I feel

Not about when, but how

I smiled happily, as her magic words slid from her lips. Married yuk...

Not just once but the umpteenth time the magic word slid. His words always leave me stunned and flattered

Kean...

Your name fills my heart. Your asa is shrouding my soul. And your love made me realize even more, that I also accept you with everything that is in me*.

*Kean...

My suffering is not yours, but you always include it as yours too. My tears are not because of you, but you always give your shoulders as my head rest. And my tears never subside, but you're always trying to wipe them.

Kean...

A true lover. Who I really love*.

Six o'clock in thirty minutes. I closed the old blue book. I put my face up to challenge the sky with my eyes closed. I left my face in the breeze and then that felt so soothing. A memory also drowned with a review of the face that adorned my memory. I smile. I happy. While enjoying the sunshine that watering the face and so warm. Or even kiss the buds of fragrant flowers that begin to bloom. The fragrance has washed the wounds in the heart. The great blooms managed to envelop all souls. Ah, will not be bored it feels to make out with the vast beauty that stretches as far as my memory.

While busy chatting in my daydream, I was suddenly surprised by a bang on my lap. Selangannku lamuanngu. My eyes are staring directly at my lap. A single face was looking at me while revealing his trademark smile. "Sister Keanu...?" my spoken. "Yes. Who do you expect?" he said while fixing his sitting position. I chuckle at hearing it. The young labil master always spoke.

"What did you write, yank...?" he said then while reaching for the old blue tome. The book on my right side. And of course I'm trying to keep him. Because part of my life is in it. Especially on the last page. "Don't Sis.." I asked. "I'm getting curious. Lest you write a poem or a love letter to another man" he said, opening the book right on the last sheet. I almost cried seeing him that way. "But no. This is your privacy." he said with a smile. His hand closed the old blue book. Relieved my heart. Sumringah. All of my secrets didn't go away so he did. Though I was getting ready to hide my red hue if he read the scratches on the last sheet. Ah, young lord labile could have made my heart run.

I quickly reached for the old, blue-colored tome. And Keanu's brother smiled to find my papah. "Darling..honey.." he said as he rubbed my head. "Em, we run in the morning yuk" he asked later. I seem to think for a moment. Only my eyes are staring at him. Then I nodded small too. My pace raced against the breeze that had just blown the end of my hood. I took a cell phone and a few hundred thousand bills. Put it in my shirt pocket.

Half-run I approached Keanu's brother who was waiting behind the wheel of his favorite car. "Are you ready...?" he said while looking at me. "Married? Of course I'm ready" joked me while taking my eyes off. Because of course I still say that. I don't know why I said that. Brother Keanu chuckled. His hand again rubbed my head. "Duh.so ga patient, nieh. We're getting married tomorrow?" said it. "Ah, don't like to joke around." I said while giving him a small pinch around his waist. He also complained. But then he chuckles. It seems he is enjoying my treatment. I smiled slightly while shaking my head slowly. It's weird I think. But that's the love of his pain no end. Even so, the pain is always a panacea when at some time there is a word error.

Shortly thereafter, Keanu stopped his silver sports car in the parking lot of a sports building. He smiled at me. "We are fighting to run here quickly, yes." he said while getting off the car. Adu fast? Hey...what's on this young master's mind huh? Just plain...

Then I stepped on Keanu's brother. The long steps are a little overwhelming me. And over time the steps become a small run like chasing the wind. And it also turns out that it didn't last long. One round is enough to make me breath. As the breath hunts, the pace slows down and eventually stops. My eyes looked at the back of Keanu's little running foot. Ah, the young master labile his energy like a battery has no death. Keep on...

Realizing that I was not accompanying his steps anymore, Keanu's brother twisted his body. While still running small he approached me who was standing a little far away from him. I'm still trying to reconcile my breath and erratic rhythmic heartbeat. "Sister, tired.." I said a little spoiled shortly after Keanu's brother was close to me. He also smiled faintly. His hand immediately grabbed my hand and grasped it tightly. "A little more." he said later, flanking my arm. We walked along the side of the stadium.

"The widow is in love it turns out tacky yes." said someone. From his voice, I know who the owner is. "Don't mind." whispered Keanu. "Father, mother, mother and father and mas.see there are female thieves men" he said again like a drug dealer on the side of the road. Her lips let out satire words that made my heart grow hotter. Duh...want me torn tuh lips taste. I twisted the body and found it still telling stories in the crowd that he managed to make.

"Hey...it seems like you're not content to disturb my life?" I said while pulling his arm. That made him stop and turn to look at me. "O. The thief has come" said Amara ketus. Huh.in the dwarf so my heart is getting more turbulent, like a volcano is ready to erupt. I'm sure the eruption will scorch everything. That's why I tried to shut it down. "Mother, mother, mother and mother...This boy called me a male thief. So which question is which man? The man who is now her husband?" say chuckle. "Funny and weird" I said again in my cheers and applause. "I should have married the man who is now your husband first. On the way you cut off the compass and you made her marry you first and I later. And by all means you keep me away from him. What a way to fight..! I have been silent not because I was afraid but I appreciate the man who was still my husband at that time and also his family. In the end, I chose to stay away from all her love for me. Did you ever ask, does your husband really love you?" langku. My voice rubbed the length of a train that was traveling so fast.

Red face Amara heard my words. "And another one." I said shortly after pausing my steps. "I can report you to the authorities" I said. "What are the charges?" he said with a slightly trembling voice but still sounding sniffling. "Pollution is a good name and the mastermind burning the store is also my cafe" said I flat. Amara. His face began to sting. "Yes, one more..." (Not much, huh? Hehe.) "I could've sued your marriage. And I'm sure I won. Wh why? Because my marriage is valid, it is neatly recorded on the state's marriage certificate and book. As for you.you only married her in series. I repeat in series" I said reply to all the words and treatment so far.

"So father, mother, mother and mas all please judge. I'm his legal wife but who has to give up for him. It's weird, isn't it? Even so, actually this has passed, I have asked for a divorce and have been separated for a long time. But it turns out he was not satisfied also disturbed my life" I said and passed.

"Required?" asked Keanu who had been silently staring at me. I knew he had been watching my face intently since the start of the endless drama. Maybe he was looking for something on my face. Or is he jealous of what I say?

I also held his arm. "I'm sorry and thank you." I said. These two words glide with feeling. "For what?" said it. "Em, sorry for my words. Words that seem to me still expecting sister Mirza. It was just a sweep of the past. A sigh only to answer the undue anger of Amara. And thank you for always being there for me" I said, holding my hand against his arm.

"We go home, yes." said brother Keanu without responding to my words in other words. He just smiled. Next to his hand gently rubbed my finger which was still tightly grasping his arm. I also agree. Not yet reached the car park a voice stopped us again. "Fara.." he said in a distinctive voice that I was very familiar with. "I'm sorry for Amara's treatment" said Mirza, who stood before us. His eyes seemed to be staring at Keanu's brother and then briefly towards the deck of my hand. Hey...issue to you if I hold another man's arm? Hehe...

"Can't you give your wife an understanding yet, brother? Please don't take my life away again. I've come a long way to leave my past behind. And I'll never look again" I said flat but thin. "When did you make me a memory? Has lost all your love for me" he said again without caring about the presence of Keanu's brother. I'm stunned. My eyes are staring at his handsome face. While my hand tightened the hold on Keanu's arm. "Jawablah, Fara.." said brother Keanu flat. I lyrically with my eyes, there is a smile that adorns the face of Brother Keanu with eyes that look fixed on Brother Mirza.

"I admit it was very difficult at first to leave my sister behind as a memory. Because there are so many things we have been through together. But over time, it turns out I can. My life is fine without you, brother" I said steadily. Until here understand what it means...?

"But your eyes say something else" he said. Huh.sad my heart hears his words. My current wish is to take his mouth which always manages to ignite the fire in this heart. Upset by his words I pulled Keanu's arm to continue. "Congratulations Keanu. You succeed. I ask you to take good care of him" said Mirza.

"Not even you, I will take care of him and give him happiness. Because he is my life, my love and everything to me" Keanu said with a smile looking at me. His eyes glanced at Mirza. This was the cold gaze of a Keanu, young master Keanu. Then we stepped back. And this time I actually left Brother Mirza behind me who was still staring at my departure with other men.

From the rearview of the car I still see how Mirza's sister looks at us. There was a sigh at the end of his gaze. It looks a little sad there too. I'm sure it is. The look I had hardly seen before as long as I was with him. There is a time, there is a time. Not everything goes according to our will. Sometimes straight, sometimes irregular. That's life. For we are puppets that are based on the Most Eternal. And all its provisions are inevitable if it becomes His decree.

"Darling..are you okay?" ask Keanu when the car is far away from the stadium. I also nodded a little lethargic. "Are you sure, baby..?" he said it again that made me look at him. He saw the reaction on his face. "I'm sure, sis.." I said as I struggled on his arm in an attempt to neutralize the jealousy that might be at the tip of his heart.

Nine o'clock, fifteen minutes. The sky is a little cloudy. Black clouds began to hang. His direction slowly covered the originally blue sky. The sun began to faintly cover the clouds. Even so, keep driving a silver sports car kak Keanu quickly down the streets that began to be crowded with vehicles. This weekend the volume of vehicles increased because most of them take advantage of vacation time with family to tourist attractions or visit each other's families.