THE PERFECT TIME TO DIE

(CHAPTER 74) LIFE IS MYSTERIOUS

LIFE IS SO MYSTERIOUS

And as I looked into his eyes, I saw his future destiny. Early in the morning in a house, I saw an old woman sitting on a rocking chair facing a window. He looks busy knitting a scarf, with pink yarn.

There he smiled, enjoying his old age. I just fell silent and stared at the piece of events, and I wondered if it was Frisca's future destiny. And I hope so, because I really want her to be happy. And before long I heard footsteps approaching, I saw an old man walking with a cell phone.

I just stared silently at the old man, the old man walking on the auxiliary stick. Smiling with a cell phone, the old man gave the phone to the old woman who was still sitting. And I saw that there was a video call, and there was a little family with a man, a woman and a little child.

The old woman smiled at them, and I was shocked when the old woman called out a familiar name.

The old woman called one of the people on the video call, under the name Pasha. A name that made a smile on this face, while staring at that future piece. And as I stared at the old man, I saw the minus glasses I used to wear.

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When I woke up, I just stared at Frisca who was in front of me. On the other hand he just looked at me, then smiled. He saw it too, that happiness. And whether this is possible, my hell is over. Is this a new chapter in my life, if so.

I think I can handle anything, and I will do everything to achieve that. I just want to be happy, like everyone else. But is that possible, and I'm still preoccupied with Frisca's smile in front of me.

“You see too?” My toot.

Suddenly this morning, I was filled with hope. This morning all of a sudden, I was given a new destiny. Suddenly this morning, I was given happiness. And because of that, I smiled.

Everything will be fine, is a word I often deny. Because I'm not sure, that word applies to me. But that word changed its meaning today, the certainty of that word made this chest shake.

I just stared at Frisca in front of me, a woman who was my destiny. She will be a wife and a mother to my children. I will share all my grievances with him, and I will age with him.

Knowing this, I smiled. But I am still in the same place, this heart is still the same. Having been owned by someone else, can you change my heart to just look at you. So please tempt me, make me think of you.

So please seduce me, make me fall in love with you. So tease me, and make me unable to live without you. Because I want that destiny, because I want happiness.

Give me all your effort, and I'll judge it. Make me forget Keira, like the piece of fate I saw in our future. If you don't start it, then allow me to start. And come closer to me, and closer to happiness. And I'm gonna throw Keira out of my life.

Even though I knew, that I would be hard to do. Amidst the smile, I adjusted my gaze. And as I began to draw closer to Frisca, she seemed confused when she found myself staring at her. I stared at her red lips, and I was blinded by my intention to have them. I slowly drew myself closer to her, and I kissed Frisca's red lips.

The cure for love is to fall in love. Therefore I will begin to look at him, and will just stare at him. I'm gonna be a parasite on Frisca's life, because that's the only way I'm happy and the people I care about are happy.