THE PERFECT TIME TO DIE

(CHAPTER 58) HOLLOW LIFE

EMPTY LIFE

After that night, I went back to living my empty life. Do the same thing every day, without a smile on your face. But not in the least I do not regret it, because this is all I did, to make him avoid that fate.

I re-tuned my life, and this time it was simple. Graduated from school, then went to college, then worked and died old. Love, uhmm it was hard to start over, so I threw love on my agenda.

Unknowingly, time is rolling fast. It was almost five months after that good-bye night. Sometimes I still think about it, and wonder how it is. But I immediately threw away that feeling, because maybe he was also reluctant to see me again. Even so, Keira continued to participate in my future agenda.

After seeing that future full of hope, I was reluctant to live the same life as the future I saw. And my decision then hurt Uncle, he was angry when I said that I did not want to be his successor in the company.

I reasoned that working in the company was not very suitable for me. After I said that, Uncle was reluctant to look at me. For a month he kept me quiet, and sulked at the decisions I made. But after trying to convince her dozens of times, I finally managed to convince her. After he retires, Uncle intends to use professional management to handle the company.

After that decision, I looked for a dream that suited me. But it's not easy, because until now I still haven't found it.

Morning at school, today I was not preoccupied by a sheet given by the school. A folmulir for college enrollment, I just stared at the paper with doubt. Because I haven't found my dream. As I stared at the scene, a memory of the past came to me.

With the same paper, I hurt Keira. Where I prevented her from pursuing her dream, and threatened her with breaking up. If he doesn't comply with my wishes. He cried a lot that day and and I regretted all my abominations in the memory of that time.

I wondered if he still had the same dream.

I miss him sometimes, and I realize that I'm still in the same place. I still don't know how to get rid of this feeling, so I read a lot of books. But I was very upset, because there was not a single book that discussed it and showed how to get rid of these feelings.

I just closed the sheet, burying the memory from the head. After school, the class kids left the class. And so did I, and I put my feet back home. But as I walked out of the school, I saw a familiar in front of my school. It's not clear, because I still wear minus glasses.

The girl stood in front of my school gate, When I found out that girl was wearing my old school uniform, this smile was gone. But when I took off my minus glasses and looked at him, I breathed a little relief, because the person I saw was not the one on my mind. The girl waiting for me is Frisca, the same girl as me, can see the future. And because of that, I hurt Keira.