THE PERFECT TIME TO DIE

(CHAPTER 66) THE REASON HE CAME AND CRIED

THE REASON HE CAME AND CRIED

And now I understand why Frisca came today. He came because his future changed because of my decision. I also don't understand how I can get into his future. Is it because of that kiss on the roof, I also don't understand why he cried and attacked me blindly.

If he doesn't like his new destiny, it might happen. I was shocked by this sudden fate, but I wished that he could accept it. And I'll make it that way, even if I'm a little guilty.

Because I did it for Keira.

Before long, I was taken in by the next piece of the story, the story of the girl's future that would be my future. Night, in a cafe. I saw myself and Frisca sitting at one table. With a candle, and music, I saw myself sitting together with Frisca. I saw myself smiling there, like a fool in the blind feeling of happiness. Just looking shyly, as I saw my behavior in this piece of the future.

In the middle of eating, I saw myself with an erratic look on my face. I frowned, too, as I stared at it. And I wonder what bothers me. Before long I saw myself accidentally dropping spoons and forks on the floor, and before long I saw myself coming off the bench intending to take the fork.

And I smile at myself in this piece of the future, because it's not like he took a falling fork. I took a ring box out of my pants pocket, just smiling at myself, all I could do. And with an erratic look on my face, I saw myself opening the ring box. Smiling, I pointed the ring box at Frisca, who was still staring.

“Isn't it with me?” My toot.

It was ridiculous to look at my own story, but I wanted him to succeed and get what he wanted. Eemm not, but what I want. Looking at the incident, Frisca just silently looked at me who was still kneeling with a ring box in her hand. Then I was shocked, when Frisca suddenly moved out of place. His face was angry, I didn't understand.

And his gaze this time, was very different like the piece I had seen before. I just stared at the incident, and I looked disappointed there. And with the look of her angry face, Frisca intended to leave that place. I got out of place and grabbed the hand of Frisca who was preparing to leave. Frisca only responded to the hand with a look of anger, Frisca then brushed it off.

I just stared at the tense situation, I didn't understand what was happening either. I also do not understand why I responded to the words expressed by Frisca by lowering her head. I saw myself raising my head and looking back at Frisca.

“I love you, and I'm fine. If that's all going to happen.” My answer.

Frisca looked angry at the answer, I also did not understand what happened between the two of them. I just stared at the incident with my curiosity.

“Egois you.” Frisca said with her angry face.

Frisca then left after saying the word, while I saw myself standing with a sad look on my face and looking at Frisca who was about to leave.

“I just want to see a smile Pasha.” I said.

Frisca's footsteps stopped after hearing that sentence, and she turned to look at me. And I was shocked when I saw her tears, and with those tears she looked at me.

“He has the right to smile, I don't want to because of me, he doesn't have that chance.” I said.

The words made Frisca cry even more, it seemed that those words hurt her deeply. Frisca then went with her tears, leaving me still standing staring at Frisca's back.