THE PERFECT TIME TO DIE

(CHAPTER 42) MORE THAN WORDS

MORE THAN WORDS

In front of the class, Arini's mother then looked at Keira, after her name was mentioned by the class children. I don't understand why the kids in the class say his name. After the events of Teddy, many children who had not considered it there and not a few who insulted him because he was no longer part of the popular schoolgirls in school.

Knowing that fact, I was grateful but on the other hand I was angry. Because they kind of led Keira to a fate full of destinies, and I hate that.

“Keira, you want?” Ask Arini's Mom.

Hearing the question from Arini's mother, Keira just smiled. Seeing that, I tried to prevent it. I know what I'm doing is evil, but my fear of the future makes me have to do it. I had to prevent him from becoming the class president, that was all I had in my head right now.

I don't know what I'm gonna do this is gonna work or not. But I must prevent him in the hope that his destiny can change, if he does not become the class leader.

I held her hand, knowing that Keira was looking at me. When I looked at him, this heart was as if it was being showered with hot bullets. Because I knew very well he wanted the position, but on the other hand I did not want his future destiny to happen.

“You can't be class president, I don't like.” My whisper to Keira.

Hearing my request, the smile on Keira's face was gone. And I was devastated to see it, for once again I blocked his net. If I think back, I just remember what I received from him. In front of the class, Ms. Arini then approached my desk.

And she adjusted her gaze towards Keira, and I hated everything in class that day. The class children are even Arini's mother, as they continue to try to herd Keira towards a destiny full of destinies.

“Keira, you want?” Ask Arini's Mom.

Keira just kept quiet, and soon looked at me. I just shook my head, as a gesture I did not agree with his intentions. Keira just fell silent and before long he exhaled and smiled back at Ms. Arini.

“Engga ma'am, I don't want.” Answer Keira.

Keira's reply, made Ms. Arini and the rest of the class look surprised, and hearing that I was grateful and sorry. After that, Keira just looked at me, and I was devastated by her gaze, but I had no other choice, I had to prevent it.

After that, the class also voted for the election of the class chairman, and there were only two candidates in the election. Just like in my vision of Keira's future, those people are Khanza Azizah and Billy Davidson.

And after the class voted for the class president, Billy Davidson was elected class president. She is 3 votes ahead of Khanza Azizah, and after we had class leader Ibu Arini began her studies.

After the lesson started, I couldn't concentrate a bit. This incident disturbed my mind, so I kept looking at Keira. I really hate myself, because I keep hurting him.

This is my first vision after a long time I didn't see it, I thought stupidly that I was healed. So stupid that I cursed myself.

My vision really broke me. I wondered if what I was doing was right, trying to change the future. I tried, tried to change the future. But as a result, I made it worse. Joseph's events are an example of this, and to this day I have not been able to forgive myself.

Being part of the story makes me grateful for this life. Because the best thing in my life is him. No matter what he thinks of me, I will always look at him. But it seems, I

created only to love him and not to understand him. Today, I postponed my defeat. Destiny quotes say hello, and hurt both of us.

The smile was gone, and a disappointed look came. There will probably be a lot of taste

hate him, for me, but I'm willing to accept him. Rather than the fact, that he will have the full destiny of the nestapa. I was willing to be a demon, to close the gates of hell. Even if I knew, it wouldn't be easy.

Saying that everything will be fine, just deliver lara in the heart. And I realized, it's very, very lucky for those who never hope. Because of them, you will never be disappointed.

But I'm ready to be disappointed a thousand times, if

I can stop that nestapa line

in destiny. And change God's scenario,

I'll change all the nestapa words

in her scenario, it becomes a happy word.