THE PERFECT TIME TO DIE

(CHAPTER 33) LOVE ME, AND HEAL ME

LOVE ME, AND HEAL ME

The sound of the bell made me move out of my bed. And I stepped in to greet someone behind the bell. But when my door opened, the guest carved a smile on these lips. I saw Keira looking beautiful in a pink dress, just a smile emanating from her face.

I wasn't very good at expressing my feelings, so I just pulled her into my house and hugged her. Life is perfect, that's all because of it. When I was with Keira, I stopped cursing my world.

And in my silence, I am grateful for it. Like a stew, my love for her I made sure it would never dry and I promised to give it all to her.

"You haven't eaten yet, have you?” Ask Keira.

I let go of my embrace, and set it. This woman has taught me the meaning of sacrifice, this woman has taught me the meaning of selfless giving and this woman has taught me the meaning of love. This wicked woman who stole this heart, the evil woman who hurt me by just frowning her forehead.

Trying to deny it, but I got to know myself more and more, and knew my feelings. Keira looked at me and before long she smiled and I was grateful for it. He opened his bag and took out his lunch box.

"Eat yuk.” Keira said with a smile.

I smiled at him, even though that smile would never be enough to reciprocate. Every single thing about him means a lot to me. I felt like I never gave, and just kept on receiving, and I cursed myself. Keira then pulled up to the dining table and told me to sit on one of the benches at the table.

With a smile on her lips, Keira then prepared a plate and spoon for me. And put the contents of the box he brought on the plate and presented it to me.

I saw a plate of fried rice in front of me, and I saw Keira looking at me enthusiastically. Seeing that, I just smiled, and started eating the fried rice. But the taste of the fried rice made me flinch, because I could find no other taste than salty.

My reflexes wanted to put the rice out in my mouth, but this gesture betrayed my mind.

"Where does it taste...good ga?” Ask Keira.

I smiled, and continued eating. I don't want to disappoint him, even though I'm overwhelmed by the taste of this food. Fried rice is very salty, but saw he had tried very hard to make this fried rice. Making me reluctant to let him down, and continue to devour rice grain by grain of fried rice.

And if you're looking for someone who can change you and your life. Then look at a mirror, and you will get the answer. It's never too late, because every day is a second chance. So wake up from that nightmare, and be happy.

Life is actually very simple, so don't make it complicated. Don't spend your time turning an ink liquid into water that you can drink. You're going crazy, because of it. Let all the pain you have suffered in the past be the cause of your strength today.

After obscuring my food, we just stared at each other in the living room. I am indeed a little regretful, because of my vision of the future, I rarely take her to many beautiful places.

You could say three months together, we only spend our time in three places, where it is a school, a bus and my house. I hate crowds because I'm afraid to see the future of others. Seeing the future belongs to others is very annoying.

And it makes me always curse myself, because I can't do anything when I see someone else going wrong, and just keep quiet to see it happen, it's, it's really torturing me.

I'm sorry I couldn't give her much, and it's not a hard thing. Visiting the cinema, visiting beautiful places, or just eating in a restaurant together, I have not been able to give it.

My inability, it made me curse myself. Even though it's been almost three months, I haven't seen it. But I still feel afraid, sometimes I am still afraid to look into Keira's eyes. I'm afraid that nestapa, still clinging to his destiny. I was really tired of my incompetence, but on the other hand, I didn't want to lose it either.

The selfish bastard who only thought of himself, while this foolish woman, still smiled and continued to smile at me.

“Sorry me yes?” I said.

Keira's face then changed, and adjusted her gaze. She's so beautiful, but why does she have that fate.The world is so mysterious, and I hate her for making you this way.

“For what?” Ask Keira.

“For everything.” My answer.

Relieved to have been honest about my feelings, even though I knew, it didn't change anything. Your smile makes me feel safe. But for some reason, I still feel anxious. It will be a happy ending, at the end of the story. I didn't know it, and hopefully only his smile will fill at the end of the story.