THE PERFECT TIME TO DIE

(CHAPTER 11) KEIRA'S AMBITIONS

KEIRA'S AMBITION

Listening again I will be in pain, come and keep coming to haunt me. The same dream, about my parents' accident. I'm setting my hopes up little by little in life. Today it seems I'm going to be late for school. To shorten the time, I decided to wash my face.

The sprays of enough fragrant oil even cause a strange smell implied in my body. But I had no other choice, because I didn't want to be late for school. Because to me, school is the ultimate time-burning machine in my life.

I saw that the clock was at 6:45 a.m., to shorten the travel time. Then I thought about going to school in a taxi. But after careful consideration, the cost I have to spend.

I gave up, because of my wallet. And it seems that it would be the same because the taxi had to go through the same road as other vehicles, I then cursed myself for thinking about that stupid thing and decided to go to school by bus only.

I went to school on the bus, and it was really annoying. Besides I had to jostle because the bus was so full, the strange look when people looked at me while closing their noses made me feel uncomfortable.

If I had known it would be like this, I would have taken a shower earlier. Actually I'm not too anxious, because I know the hidden way to school without having to go through the front gate of the school.

But it is very risky, because we have to jump over the back wall of the school which is about 2 meters high.

On the bus, the situation was getting out of control. Passenger surges at each stop create a crowded crowd and erode the air on this bus. Sweat soaked my body, and no matter what I looked like now, I didn't know it.

In front of me I saw a student in a school uniform like me. He seems to be bad as me. Then came the stupid question in this mind, was he not taking a bath like me.

And after my fight with the other passengers, I arrived at school. I got off the bus, and as I thought, the school gate was closed. And as I turned around, I saw the student I had just seen on the bus.

The student smiled, looking at the closed school gate.

Although I felt strange, I just ignored him and then went to go to school through the back wall of the school.

After arriving at the back wall of the school, I gulped my saliva. For some reason this wall is so high, I also do not understand why this wall can look so high today. Even though I passed through it a lot, I was still afraid.

Negative thoughts were present, and all those thoughts agreed to stop my intention to jump over this wall. What if there's a teacher who sees me, what if I make the wrong landing and hurt myself. Those thoughts filled me.

After struggling against the height of the back wall of the school, and myself. I also managed to get into the school. And I carefully walked to my class.

And when I got to the front of my class, I breathed a sigh of relief. I'm very lucky, because no teacher has come. I went to class and sat on my bench.

My body was still flooded with sweat, and I was really uncomfortable with my visuals today. And I see, several times Keira also sprayed perfume on the bench area of both of us. I just flicked my uniform, and pretended to be stupid about it.

And so shocked I was when Keira suddenly turned her head towards me.

“Gak can not if rich gini, can not really if the school lo shower first.” Keira said annoyed as she closed the book she read.

I just fell silent and dared not look at Keira's face. And I realized that a lot of things happened today and I regret everything. Especially I feel very guilty to Keira, because I myself have experienced it.

It happened when I sat down with Roni, who in fact had a body odor problem. And I realized very well, that it was very unpleasant.

“Gua can't concentrate tau tak!” Keira.

“Sorry!” I said while lowering my head.

“Gua actually does not matter, you want to take a shower or hinga. It's your business, but please don't stink! Disturb tau engga.” Complete Keira.

Keira then took the perfume in her bag and sprayed it at me. I just fell silent, and was helpless when I received the blasphemy from Keira. I'm so ashamed of myself, and I hope time goes by.

And after the bell rested, for the first time Keira went off her stool. It seems to smell my body, it bothers him a lot. I felt guilty for him too, but unconsciously this smile was present when I saw his stool empty. And my sleepiness overcame my conscience. I was also ready to find a good position to sleep in. But when I wanted to close my eyes, Keira's energetic steps returned to her seat.

And not until there, Keira then looked at me. And I was prepared with all the insults that would come out of his mouth, but not the insults that came out of his mouth, but a smile that Keira gave me.

Seeing her smile made me feel worried, as it was not part of her habit.

“Do not smile!” My love.

“Ok.” The answer.

Keira then changed her face, and looked at me flat. While looking at Keira, I guessed what was on his mind at the moment. Because it was so unusual, Keira started a chat, if the conversation was not profitable for her.

“Rasia.” Keira said with a flat face.

“What?” My toot.

“Cua wants it, but answer honestly!” Keira Pinta.

“Iya, what?” My toot.

“Emang you can squirm the future?” Ask Keira.

The question made me wonder what was behind the question. Gossip about myself was already spreading in school, about me being able to see the future. It happened after the events of Roni's guitar strings, but I still can't figure out why Keira started this chat topic.

“Lying right?” Ask Keira.

“Hah?” I said bangtung.

“Lies right? where maybe your rich man, has the ability to like it.” Keira.

“I mean the rich man cave?” My toot.

Keira just looked at me, and I was really bothered by that look. If I define that gaze, that gaze hints at something impossible and incompatible. And that look, hurt me.

“Udah lupain, sleep there.” Answer Keira.

I don't know why I feel so upset, gesture, face mimic, and tone Keira talk

it is what sets it back. I don't understand myself, I should be happy because the fact that I can see the future is not revealed.

“Nyesel I started this chat!” Complete Keira.

Keira then took the book from her bag, and put it on the table. While I could only be silent while looking at him with a sense of annoyance that filled me. My pride is really hurt, and I can't help it anymore. I also decided to slap her arrogance. And determinedly, I closed the book that Keira was reading.

“Lu what the hell?” Jerk Keira pissed.

“How can you see the future?” My toot.

Keira looked at me, with a look of annoyance. I then held her shoulders with both hands and aligned her body parallel to mine. I intend to see his future, it's all I do for my pride.

“Lu want to say?” Ask Keira.

“See cave eyes.” My love.

I looked into his eyes, and kept looking into his eyes. Wishing a cut to his future, come to me.