THE PERFECT TIME TO DIE

(CHAPTER 44) GET OUT OF HAND

GET OUT OF HAND

I just stepped foot, but this stress led me to go to the roof of the school first. I think a cigarette can treat me a little, and expel this fatigue. I drowned in the shallow sea, losing my breath, and not even an oxygen tank could save me.

Like a question mark I can't answer, that's how he looks at me right now. I am like the sun that loses light, blows the wind and drifts. Now I know what it's like to panic, when she turns her face away and no longer sees me.

He did it over and over again, and kept me buried here, he who once gave me romance in his every smile, no longer seen it, he kept me quiet and pulled all that romance with a single hand.

A pain, coming and going in this life. But I never thought he would stay. The pain came like rain in the spring, without signs and without signs. And he made the dream start to lose meaning. At the end of the story, I guessed it. So should I hang on till the end, or I leave it all behind now.

When I was with her, I forgot how to be unhappy. But on the other hand, I can't lie to myself. That I, keep thinking about the bad things that are going to happen to both of us. And that feeling slowly began to come and strangle my neck, and made it very difficult for me to breathe. And when I woke up, I began to sink into the tears I had been holding.

I really crave a classic love story, maybe like a romantic drama, with a happy ending. But all things keep turning around. And make our story, into a genre and a storyline that is different from what we expect. The end of our story, I

I can guess it. However, myself

it will survive to the end.

After being in the highest place in the school, I lit a cigarette to get rid of this fatigue. But today cigarettes also act annoying, because the thought of Keira still continues to bother me.

“I guess school fire.”

I was shocked and simultaneously turned off the cigarette in my hand. Remembering the events of Mr. Amir in memory, and I really do not want to be punished again for being caught smoking in school. But as I stared at the source of the voice, I saw a familiar figure.

And I remember who that student was, she was a student on the basketball court when I was in law and gave me a bottle of mineral water. Strange student who predicted Teddy's victory in the OSIS chairperson election market. A person who I believe is like me, can see the future. He approached me and stood beside me. I just looked at him in astonishment, then he smiled at me.

“You?” My toot.

“Frisca, class 11A.” The answer.

I just looked at her, and I finally found out the name of the strange woman. I just smiled politely and when I wanted to introduce myself to her, she surprised me.

“You're Rasya right?” Ask Frisca.

The surprised me just kept quiet while nodding my small head. And it made me even more convinced that he was like me, he could see the future.

Just smile at him, and I'm happy to meet him, the same person as me. I took a pack of cigarettes back to my face, and took a cigarette out of it and burned it.

And when I looked back at her, she was still looking at me with her smile. Before long he approached me and looked at the cigarette pack I was holding. Frisca then took the cigarette pack in my hand, after which looked at him for a very long time. I just looked at him and didn't understand what he was doing.

“How does it feel to kiss smoker.” Frisca said to herself.

Before long Frisca looked at me, and I was surprised at it. Because it was one of those episodes between me and Keira. And I was more and more convinced that this woman could see the future, in the midst of my shock. The woman came back towards me.

He then smiled at me, I was stung by that smile. I re-rewinded the episode in my head, and looked back at it. In my mind there were questions, whether he saw my future or whether he saw Keira's future. So he knows this episode, if he looks at Keira's destiny.

I have many questions as to whether his destiny has changed. How he will lose his son, whether because of illness or anything else, because I can only see the red thread in his destiny. I was also very curious, who was that jerk that made her cry alone.

Frisca then opened the pack of cigarettes in her hand, and took one cigarette and put a cigarette in her mouth. He then approached me and took the match in my hand. On the other hand I silently stared like a rock and kept looking at him. Frisca was about to light a match and start putting the fire closer to the cigarette in her mouth. Suddenly he stopped and looked at me.

“Uwek, takal ternipot.” Frisca smiled at me.

I was surprised to see it, the re-creation he did was almost perfect. Has he seen my future, or Keira. Please be Keira's future, so I can ask you a lot about her.

“But you want to know, what was interesting in that episode?” Ask Frisca.

I just looked at her, then Frisca smiled and came closer to me. We just stared at each other.

“Lu is still curious, how does it feel to kiss a smoker?” Ask Frisca.

Frisca smiled, and without warning she held my face with both hands. In the midst of my confusion, disgusting, he kissed my lips. I helplessly accepted that kiss.

I don't know what's on my mind, I just accept that kiss. And I think I'm crazy, and I'm getting late with the devil's seduction. I just went with the flow, and dominated. I don't know what was inside of me at the time, I don't know it either. Both of my hands held onto Frisca's cheeks and continued to rub her red lips.

The roof of the school bore witness to the fragility of my love, and I cheated Keira. I kept kissing the lips of this unknown woman, and when I did, there was no Keira in my head.

On his forehead I rested my forehead, and I saw he was still closing both eyes. Before long he opened his eyes and looked at me with his smile, I realized and looked at Frisca's face and reflexively pushed her away from me.

I didn't understand what I had just done, so stupid that I cursed myself. Is this all because of my problems with Keira, or because I'm a bastard. I don't know why I did it either. And I saw Frisca still looking at me, and I bowed my head because of my stupidity.

“Sorry, I have to forget this incident.” I said.

I saw Frisca smiling at me. I also regretted it, even though I know my regret did not change anything, and will not erase the incident.

“Iya, we forget this incident.” Answer Frisca.

“Thanks.” Continue me.

I tried to get off the roof, leaving Frisca and my stupidity behind. It all just happened, I lost myself then. And now I'm just thinking about Keira, but it wasn't. Crazy bastard, I kept cursing myself all the way from that place.

“But ... you should leave him, because it's the best for you guys.” Frisca.

I ignored those words, and again accelerated my footsteps. I know that today I was really stupid, what if Keira knew about this. It must have hurt her, and I don't know how I'm going to face Keira tomorrow.