THE PERFECT TIME TO DIE

THE PERFECT TIME TO DIE
(CHAPTER 73) WHEN THE SKY CHANGED ITS MIND



THE SKY CHANGED ITS MIND AGAIN


We both went to the middle of the tracks, and waited for our death to come. From the end of the train, the train came to us. The gravel stone bears witness, the siren of death is heard in the ears of both of us.


I was just nervous, seeing that fact. Frisca then pressed her hand against mine, I just stared bitterly at her. Frisca just smiled at me, and I thought I was crazy. I don't know why she was so beautiful this morning, and her face made this chest shake.


Death drives me crazy, how is that all I have in mind right now. And as I looked at him, a vision of his future appeared. And the last vision I saw was Frisca's future.


**


Early in the morning on a train track along with the sunrise, I saw Frisca standing alone on the train tracks with a smile on her face. After that he looked at a train coming towards him, and closed both his eyes.


On the other hand I saw the train, which continued to run by force. The train keeps pulling out the horn, and tells it to dodge. However Frisca remained silent, and shortly at full speed the carriage grabbed Frisca's body.


I was shaken to see the piece of events, his destiny changed and he would die being struck by a chariot. And I wondered why he was standing on the tracks himself, and I didn't see myself there. And me, with him.


In this place right now, I don't know it either. And even though we both agreed, to commit suicide together. But I still feel guilty for Frisca. Because of me, her destiny changed. And he's gonna die, get hit by a train.


**


And as I stared at the carriage, without warning it pushed my body with both hands. And because of that impulse, my body was thrown and out of the railroad tracks. I was shaken, seeing that.


I don't really understand why he did that.


When I looked at him, he just stood quietly in the middle of the train tracks. Frisca just smiled at me, then she turned her eyes to the train and closed her eyes.


And I finally understood, it would be the piece of his future that I saw. Why is he there by himself, that's why I hate him. He was so stupid, and he always behaved. Seeing that, I did not remain silent.


I then pulled his body out of the train tracks and avoided the train's strike. And I succeeded, her body slammed down on me. And next to the railroad tracks we both sat down, I then grabbed him to guard him from the slap of the train that drove to the left of us both.


Shaken me, with only the wind that was blown from the train. And it is inconceivable, what would it be like if this body was in the sambar of the carriage. The two of us just fell silent in the middle of the carriage that was speeding on our left.


The train then left us both, on the other hand we are still silent beside the train tracks. When I opened my eyes, I saw Frisca crying. That's why I tighten my arms, she must be scared. A foolish woman, who always pretends that she is strong.


We were both silent in that place, the fear still lingering in both of us. I then let go of my embrace, and just looked at her who was still with the same gesture. And as I looked into his eyes, I saw his future destiny.