THE PERFECT TIME TO DIE

THE PERFECT TIME TO DIE
CHAPTER 49 (SMILE HAS LEFT YOUR EYES)



SMILE HAS LEFT YOUR EYES


The way I see the world, is changing. After him, try to leave. Is


we're both too fast to fall in love. Before the two of us, really ready to live it. And the situation, that


this is the end of our love story. Forgive me for making love like a thorn that hurts you.


And I realized, words are too poor to express a taste. So tell me how to hold you back. Because honestly, I wouldn't be able to walk away while I still love you so much. And I, too, am and will continue to be unaccustomed to the fact that I am not worthy enough of you.


And as always, this world does not stop for my grief. In this life, we will never be able to measure and judge. How important, how important,


and the value of something. Until we, really lost it. I'm sorry, because it's too late to realize.


And when I looked back into his eyes, my vision of Keira's future came up. A piece of the story about his future, pulled me forcibly and made me look at that piece of the story.


Night on a porch, dark and quiet. I just stood and stared at a white house with no lights to fill. There I just heard a noise, like broken things. And soon I heard Keira screaming from inside the house.


Before long I was carried away by the next piece of the story, I was standing in a living room in a house. It was dark, I could barely see anything in my eyes. Before long I heard Keira's scream, and I went to the source of the sound.


In a corner of the house, in the darkness I saw Keira talking to a man. I was so excited about it, I really wanted to know who that man was, the man who was going to die in my hands, because he kept hurting Keira.


But due to the lack of light, I could not see clearly the man and moreover he stood on my back. I can only define her physical features, her skin is white and her height is around 180 cm.


Keira continued to argue with the man, and I regret that I didn't really hear what they were talking about. Before long I was surprised, in the middle of their conversation suddenly the man grabbed a vase of flowers on his nearby table and threw it towards Keira.


I could clearly hear the sound of objects or other sounds, but at some point I could not clearly hear Keira's voice even that of a man.


Keira then collapsed and cried alone. I was devastated to see it, I wanted so badly to hug her. Accompanying her and sharing her nest with me, Keira continued to torment me with her tears. Before long I was brought back by another piece of the story, the story of his beloved future.


Still in that house, in a bedroom. In front of a wardrobe, I saw Keira trying to block a man who was busy putting clothes into his bag. The man continued to hurry while Keira continued to disturb him, and re-inserted the clothes in the bag back into the wardrobe.


Seeing that, without warning, the man pushed Keira. Keira also fell because of the encouragement of the man, then he cried while looking at the man.


Why did Keira keep crying, and why did the man continue to behave cruelly towards Keira. I finally understood the reason behind those two things, that man was Keira's husband in the future.


And I know the reason behind his cruel nature, because of the fact that he had to lose his flesh and blood. Even like that, I can't justify his behavior that continues to torment Keira, because I'm sure Keira was also hurt by that fact. Why does he keep torturing women who love him, that fact makes me want to kill him. He was like a child who fussed about everything, although on the other hand he contributed to let it happen.


He should have been wiser, to deal with the incident. Even though I don't know exactly what happened. But if I were in his position, I would stay by Keira's side and go through that nestapa with him. Isn't marriage like that, I think marriage is about throwing away the ego. Marriage is about sharing pain and joy together.


Marriage is about choosing good words and behaviors and making the night beautiful. Isn't marriage like that, but why he continues to torture his love. Just because I'm married. Not that you have to take responsibility for your partner's happiness, but is not it very evil. If you torture her in the middle of her nest.


That fact makes me want to change Keira's future even more, I'm confident and confident. That I would turn that nestapa into a smile on his face. I have no doubt, because to me he is more important than anything.


But how is this, now he looks at me with a hateful look. I'm afraid I'm against my own temper. I kept making tears run down her cheeks, and therefore I cursed myself. Amidst my anger, I was again startled by a fact.


When I looked back at that piece of his future, it was still in the same place. In the same house, in a room in front of the wardrobe. I saw the bastard's face, when he finished putting his shirt in his bag. As he turned his head and hurried away, I saw his face and cursed myself. The man in Keira's future is me.