THE PERFECT TIME TO DIE

(CHAPTER 20) NOISY WOMEN IN MY WORLD

NOISY WOMEN IN MY WORLD

Keira's visit this time, was very disturbing to me. While I was still busy staring at him in front of me. I kept trying to deny my feelings to Keira. But the more I tried to deny it, the more I got to know myself. These eyes were silently looking towards him. I kept looking for a definition of love that I wanted to believe in, but no matter how I tried to find it, I still couldn't find it.

“According to you, what cave should be?” Ask Keira.

Keira's question again bothered me, strategy after strategy began to appear in my mind to interfere with Keira's plan. Although on the other hand, I really want Keira to win that election, because that's what she wants. But thinking about the conditions given by Romi, makes me feel uncomfortable. I don't understand myself, I'm afraid of losing Keira, I don't know.

And if I think about it again, the conditions that Romi gave me, it makes me believe, that Romi is not a good man. Because if he's a good man, he won't do that. Because Romi's status is still dating Arum.

I was still silent about the question Keira was asking, while I kept seeing the smile on Keira's face. Unknowingly, I was late for that smile. I don't understand myself today, whether it's because I'm too tired or I've fallen in love with Keira.

Hopefully because I'm too tired is the answer, although on the other hand, I really do not want Keira dating Romi.

There were lines of questions in my mind, whether he would stop if I prevented him. But what if he stops, if I can walk towards him. With a cruel message that has fulfilled his destiny, will I be able to. But I really, really don't want to see her with Romi. I was so selfish, therefore, I cursed myself.

“Don't .. Don't you lasalin it.” My answer.

“Why?” Ask Keira.

Keira's question made my heartbeat shake, and it was also that question that drove me crazy. While my heart beat was not ruffled, I was still preoccupied by his gaze. Take a long way, whether it will be a happy ending at the end of the story.

I didn't know it either, which I knew, I didn't want to lose Keira. I also ventured to look at him, and shortly after I looked into his eyes. Keira's future invites me and invites me to play with her.

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In a blue house, the house was huge. And in a room in the house, I saw Keira sitting at a desk. Keira was preoccupied by the thick stack of papers that filled her desk.

Keira kept reading that pile of paper, page after page and kept going. Before long the sound of a child crying, the cry did not make Keira move from her seat. Keira continued to read the thick stack of papers.

I was startled by the sound of a very loud and sudden door opening, a man came and immediately approached Keira in a hurry, without saying he then ransacked the pile of paper.

In a hospital, Keira ran over with a panicked face. He ran very fast, I don't understand why he ran like that. I saw him running with only one shoe.

“Rasia.” Said Keira.

Keira's voice, awaken me. And in the middle of my consciousness, I saw Keira in front of me. In the midst of my silence, I was still thinking about the vision that I had just seen. Who was that man, the man who was going to be Keira's husband, and why was he running around like a madman in the hospital.

“Rasya .. lu Why?” Ask Keira.

Keira just stared, and these lips instantly fell silent. I thought back, how can I walk his collar, there is a big tombok that is ready to block me. A wall I made myself, with all my fear of fate, it soared so high that I could not even see where the top of the wall was. Doubt returned to pounce on me and bombard my intentions.

I'm so cowardly, but if I think back, I'm not perfect, even far from perfect. People say ignorance is happiness, and I think it's true. Had I not known his fate, I would have been closer to him.

“Lu why?” Ask Keira.

“Engga, again you will not stop right? although the cave is forbidden.” My answer.

I stopped my intention, and I was disappointed in myself. Speaking of words, I don't seem too sure. And this is who I am, for me love is too fancy. No. .. I'm too afraid of his destiny.

“Stupid basis.” Keira said annoyed.

“Hah?” My toot.

“Gua waitin from earlier also, has ah cave come home, but the cave definitely won right?” Ask Keira.

I just answered Keira's question, with my smile. Bending me to my stupidity, Keira left because night was coming to power in the sky, and I begged my race to go with her. My talent was fighting my regrets, which kept rebuking me.

The feeling continued to stick and I still kept Keira's smile in memory. Turning back in time, it doesn't feel like the answer. Since I would definitely do the same, it was Keira's fate that was the reason for that. If you think back, it's funny.

I've been studying pain for a long time, but I'm still afraid to face it. God please, take that fate away from her. You may have left me, but please take care of him God. I'm sure you heard it, so please take care of him God.