THE PERFECT TIME TO DIE

(CHAPTER 71) TWO UNLUCKY HUMANS

TWO UNLUCKY PEOPLE

I just fell silent while looking at him, and if I asked why I did this. My reason is to protect Keira, from that fate. Besides, I was tired and tired of being trapped by God. And the other reason is about him and Pasha.

“Is it because of our destiny?” Ask Frisca.

I just looked at her, and somehow I felt ashamed to admit it in front of her. Acknowledging that the reason I did this, one was for her sake. I just nodded, answering his question. Frisca smiled, knowing that.

“Yaudah you go home there.” My love.

“Eemm, don't want to. I'm tired of the world too.” Answer Frisca.

I just stared at him bitterly, the world is so unfair. It turns out that Frisca is just like me, she is also possessed by God. And subconsciously this smile came, and somehow I felt relieved. And smiled at the fact that I had not suffered alone all this time.

“I'm coming, I've been wanting to do that for a long time. But I'm afraid, maybe if the theme of his fear is reduced.” Frisca.

I looked back at him bitterly, and I wondered. What he had been through, and whether his life was so hard that he had that intention from long ago. Amidst my pity, I remembered a fact. That the reason I did this, was for her sake. And if I die, he won't have that terrible fate. Seeing this, I was surprised and looked at him.

“Nothing has changed, someone else will replace you. And he will also leave me and Pasha.” Frisca.

I was just silent about those words, and then I looked into his eyes to confirm that fate. Doesn't change as Frisca says, just keep looking into her eyes and keep going on like that.

But I can't go in and see the future, I don't understand. Why can't I see his future, is it because I'm going to die. So I can't see the future, I don't understand it either.

I just kept quiet about the question, I didn't understand it either. Why can't I see his future. And I was wondering why Frisca would know her own future. I can only know the future of others.

And all this time, I couldn't see my own future. Just looking at the future of the person related to me, only then can I find out. But why he knows his own future, I'm really curious.

“I'm curious, how can you know your future?” Means back.

“Hah, no kidding deh.” Answer Frisca.

I just looked at him, my curiosity behind him. Frisca looked at me and told me the reason she could see her own future.

“When I look in the mirror, and see me in it. I can see his future.” Answer Frisca.

I was stunned to hear his answer, and understood the reason he had such suicidal intentions for so long. Because his life was hard, where he knew his own future. He must have been very frightened, when he saw his own future. And he sees that future, every moment.

“Since when did you see it?” My toot.

He just smiled bitterly, and I was so amazed by him. How could he have survived to this extent, seeing his destiny at all times. And maybe he hates God, more than me. And if I were him, I might have killed myself a long time ago.

“Eemm since I was a kid, I saw someone commit suicide. Every time I look in the mirror, I see that person. And after I grew up, I finally found out that the person I've been seeing all this time, was me.” Answer Frisca.

I just looked at him, and I was sorry. Because I shouldn't have started this conversation, and when I saw him telling a story.