THE PERFECT TIME TO DIE
(CHAPTER 22) SECOND KISS
SECOND KISS
After much effort, I made it to the UKS. Keira then helped me lay my body down to the UKS bed, I then stayed silent for a long time with my anger. And when I turned my head, Keira still looked at me with an anxious look.
“Could not be, you do not squirm me rich so.” My love to Keira.
Keira was silent, looking at me. Then he picked up a P3K box in a corner of the UKS. And and start attaching cotton filled with red medicine to the wound in the area. I just smiled at him, as my gratitude to him.
“Aching.” My yelling.
Keira ignored my words and continued to stick cotton after cotton filled with red medicine to the wounds on my face area. A flash of feeling emerged as I looked at him, unraveling my feelings for him.
These eyes just keep looking at it and keep going like that, without me noticing I'm enjoying it. Then comes the greed in this self, I want to have it. Like a book, I want to read it and get to know it more.
How he lived all this time, how he could have such a beautiful face, and why he had that destiny. Greed begins to fill this self.
Keira then looked at me with anger on her face, and she then she cried. Continuing a small blow towards my body, I wondered if this was the original look. Weak and helpless, and it makes me want to have it even more.
She kept crying while continuing to land my shoulder with a small blow, I was completely unfamiliar with this incident, so I just kept staring at her and kept going. It's been a long time since I've seen people cry for me, it feels pretty weird, but I like it.
After 15 minutes of crying, she looked at me. And I was struck by the first word that came out of his mouth. What a unique woman, because all the words that come out of her mouth, all contain meaning.
“Basic Teddy bastards, bellhop, seahorse.just watch out! cave will bales his treatment, 200 times, not enough, cave will bales him 1000 times.” Said Keira.
I just smiled and looked at it, and I wondered. How she stays beautiful, even though she's cursing. And today I realized that I was in love with Keira.
“Lu why smile?” Ask Keira.
“Because you are beautiful.” My answer.
My words changed Keira's face, and I liked it. Keira is more beautiful, if she blushes embarrassed. Today I saw various expressions from Keira, sad facial expressions and angry facial expressions, and her facial expressions blushed in embarrassment.
“Don't, you'll definitely be satisfied if you hear those words.” My answer.
“Engga, the cave will not be comfortable. What did he say?” Ask Keira.
“Cave ready, at Pak Amir's law tomorrow.” My answer.
Keira just fell silent looking at me, and slowly both of my hands grabbed her little face. Amidst the confusion, I brought my face closer and kissed Keira's red lips. Keira's hand thrust towards my body did not stop me. Based on my wish to have it, I kissed Keira.
I no longer doubt myself, the destiny of his future which has been my barrier all along, I will destroy with a single blow, a jolt that contains the hope of his happiness.
Fuck that vision of the future, fuck that bad fate that follows, and fuck it all. I will make that sadness into a smile. If Keira was a thorny fruit, I would still hold her, even though I would die from being pierced by the thorn.
After that kiss, Keira slapped my cheek hard. And the pain of that slap, it made me relieved, I was finally able to be honest with myself, honest with my feelings. I thought I should have done this a long time ago.
“Basic pervert.” Keira said as she moved from her seat.
I just looked at him, Keira looked angry and bungled at the event that had just happened. Her face turned red, and I realized she was very beautiful. I thank Teddy and thank him for being him, I'm sure of how I feel about him.
“Prepared at the law Mr. Amir.” Keira.
Keira left and left a smile on this face. While Keira's face was still in this memory, and without me noticing, I enjoyed the memory. I wanted to paint that memory onto a canvas, so as never to leave this head.
And I will enjoy its beauty in the morning and my weapons. Never imagined before, that I would feel love. A luxury in my life, hope comes from pain and please happiness is with me.
I don't know love yet, the saying goes that a drop of love can make a sea of tears, and I'll see it to the end and hopefully I'm not drowned in that ocean.
It was my self-doubt that brought me closer to her, my fear of her future that was behind her. And I learned something, that doubt is a guarantee for us to believe. And I believe that I can paint a smile on Keira's face.
