THE PERFECT TIME TO DIE

(CHAPTER 39) THE SOUND OF LOVE

THE SOUND OF LOVE

Even at night, taking her from my side, I drove her home. I was a little upset that this bus was speeding, so I had less time with him.

And I just sat together with Keira in the back seat of the bus.

Keira just smiled at me, and I immediately did my intention. Sitting in a bus seat with a physics package book, keep reading it and reading it. Although it was originally quite torturous, but if we don't change, nothing will change.

I've almost read two sheets back and forth in this book, and I'm starting to like it. Although distracted by the less elegant driving style of the bus driver, and I realized studying on the bus was very ineffective, so I gave up and closed the book in my hand.

“Cock Ease?” Keira asked with a smile.

“Poor learning on bus.” My answer.

“But I realized, you do not fit yes if you read the book.” Keira said to me.

Hearing Keira's words, I smiled and opened the book in my hand. Physics, that's the book I'm reading. Although I don't know, the benefits of studying physics in the real world.

But I was determined to be a decent man for Keira.Keira then held my hand, signalling that our goal would arrive. I closed the physics book in my hand and gave it to her, Keira put it in her bag.

We also get off in the area of Block M, and after descending we then walk into an alley. I grabbed Keira's hand and we walked with the streetlight, only a smile on both of us.

Keira then stopped her steps, and looked at me. He took a pack of cigarettes out of his bag. And took one cigarette in the pack, and gave it to me.

“This, you once said, he said if abis eat no smoking your mouth asem.” Keira said while giving me a cigarette.

I just stared at him, I didn't understand his head. He was totally unpredictable, he broke the agreement he made. The agreement was that I had to deposit one formula or one understanding of the lesson to get one cigarette.

“But I haven't deposited the formula to you?” My toot.

“That's okay, I just don't want your mouth asem, just stick to you just asem.” Answer Keira.

“Kok you are so annoying huh? My toot.

Keira just looked at me with her annoying face, and moved away from me. The look on his face made a smile on this face as well as making me want to punish him because he looked so cute.

“Ih, asem smell.” Keira said to tease me.

I chased after him, seeing that he ran away while running away from me. I was upset to pursue it, but we realized that we no longer have the energy. We give up on chasing each other.

“Udah, I'm tired.” Said Keira.

“Support.” I said while holding it.

After being caught, I also tickled his stomach. Keira also thrashed with joy, and we also smiled together. After that moment, our energy is completely exhausted.

And we agreed to stop, but this smile did not just disappear from the faces of both of us. Keira saw the cigarette she was holding, and she then punished me by hitting me in the arm.

Because the cigarette he held was broken, seeing that we laughed. Keira then re-opened the cigarette pack and picked up a cigarette, before long she gave the cigarette to me and put the pack back in her bag.

I took the cigarette and burned it, and I'm grateful, for this cigarette and for my company with Keira tonight. We walked back to the streetlight, suddenly in the middle of our road, Keira grabbed my hand.

But his steps stopped and looked at my hand, I looked at him. And when I look at my hand, I see my reddened hand will be the pinch of Keira. We both stood under the street lights. Keira then cried while holding my right hand, seeing that I threw away the cigarette in my hand and looked at her while wiping away the tears on her face.

“I'm sorry? Must have hurt.” Said Keira.

“I'm fine.” I said while hugging him.

This street light, be a witness to the fragility of him. And again, I made her cry. I hate myself so much because I keep making her cry. I let go of my arms and looked at her, and I saw her tears falling down her cheeks. I was devastated to see that.

“I'm fine.” I said while wiping her tears.

But her tears did not stop flowing and continued to wet her cheeks. I hugged him again, and gave him time to vent his sadness.

Long enough we stand on a street under the street lamp, Keira also vented all her sadness. While I forced myself to make a gesture that I was strong to see it, even though it tortured me so much. After she had let go of all her sadness, I let go of my embrace. I looked at his shoulder face, and wiped the remaining tears on his face.

People will only think when they have been stabbed by a problem. And today, I'm thinking about a lot of things. A reality slapped me, and made me realize instantly. Because of my incompetence, the woman I love corrects her actions and ideas. Therefore I cursed myself, with the most rude of all.

All this time, I was reluctant to take and take risks. Therefore, I did not move from my place.

All this time I was just worrying about the end of something, so I never really started it. Always in the comfort zone. A coward, who fears a wound.

Man is not required to bear the happiness of others.

But I will continue to try to give my best visuals. At least for my own life. Because I realized that happiness, is not something that is ready and sure. If you don't

change it, nothing will change. And the most powerful way to know the future, is to create

the future itself.

“We go home yes.” I said while wiping her tears.