THE PERFECT TIME TO DIE

THE PERFECT TIME TO DIE
(CHAPTER 62) HE'S STILL IN THE SAME PLACE



HE'S STILL IN THE SAME PLACE


He would not wither anymore, therefore this smile was born. Finally he has a joy, I am grateful that he has it. I also realized, he was not the culprit of the problem of destiny. But because of me, the nestapa was formed. So I'm sorry, 'cause I almost dragged you into that nestapa vortex. And keep you locked up with the pain. So happy now, I'll let you go. This word I sincerely say, because I love you so much.


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When I woke up, I only saw her pretty face. And I almost lost my mind, but I stopped, that intention I threw away. I just let go of my hand, off his shoulder. And the fool was still looking at me with his confusion, I just gave him a smile. A smile filled with my gratitude to him, because he managed to get away from that fate.


“Rasia.” Said Keira.


“Iya.” I said.


“Five this month, I thought and found a way how to stop that future destiny.” Said Keira.


I just smiled, heard Keira say. And I can't wait to tell him that his destiny has changed. I had imagined, how his expression was when he heard that, he must have been very happy, when he heard that.


“I won't be a lawyer.” Said Keira.


I was surprised by those words, why did he think that way. He was stupid, and it pissed me off. I immediately told him what I had just seen, so that he could throw away those foolish thoughts.


“Your destiny ...” I said.


“I can't live without you.” Keira said cutting my words.


I just looked at him, and I really didn't understand his thoughts. Maybe he thought, by just not being a lawyer would stop that nestapa. But I've tried it, and nothing has changed. And if it goes like that, you let go of your dream as a lawyer and live with me. God may be looking for other ways to hurt both of us, because I know him very well.


“Are you in that destiny?” Ask Keira.


I was just silent about the question, that fact also hurt me because I wasn't there. But it's better, because Keira's happy there. For what I was there for, but only to get him hurt.


“Not exist right?” Ask Keira.


Keira then took my hand, and looked at me with her smile.


“We can get through this together, why am I happy. without you there.” Said Keira.


Just stare, and continue to be tormented because of his stupid thoughts. He complicates matters, which have even been resolved. I wondered what he saw from me. Why is he still looking at me, even though he knows a terrible fate is attached to both of us.


“I'm fine, have that destiny. As long as I can be the same as you.” Further.


Because of my annoyance, I just threw out his hand. He looked at me, then cried. Again, I made her cry. Why does he keep crying when I'm with him, I don't understand that either.


I was like a thorn in his life, that fact made me curse myself. Keira then again tried to grab my hand, but once again, I threw out her hand. Because I really hate him today, he was so stupid for sacrificing eternal happiness for a man who could only ignite tears in his life.


“Engga, I'd rather die. Than I have to squirm you have that destiny.” Complete me.


I left Keira, I regret my arrival today because I made her cry again, and made her have that feeling again.