
ENOUGH OF YOU
Without warning, Teddy hit me. Staggered I'll hit her hard. And because of that blow, I realized that I had to avenge it. Not because Teddy hurt me, but because Keira was looking at me.
And I don't want to look pathetic in front of Keira, in front of the girl I like. And I clenched my hands hard, thinking about the impact I would get when I hit Teddy. And make a good and logical strategy, if this case gets into the BK room.
But when I turned my head, the second blow I got, followed by a punch from Teddy's hand.
**
When I woke up, I was already in my UKS school. And when I opened my eyes, I saw Keira crying in front of me. I closed my eyes quickly, and I was ashamed of myself. If I think back, it's the first time I've been beaten until I passed out.
Keira kept crying, and kept crying. This is the second time she's cried, and it's all because of me. I went back to thinking, would it change if I just hit back Teddy and won the fight.
I regretted it too, because I made her cry again. And I have to get stronger, to take care of it. Because if it continues like this, how can I keep it. I also ventured to open my eyes and look at him.
Keira kept crying and when she saw me her crying got louder and it tormented me. I also arranged my gesture and looked back at him.
“Whispering very much anyway.” I said while looking into Keira's eyes.
Keira just cried without caring for my words. I also moved from the bed and wiped the tears in her eyes. And I realized, I was devastated by those tears. I made up my mind that this was the last time I saw her cry and I would try hard to make it happen.
“Do not cry, Keira ugly if again cry.” I said while wiping her tears.
Keira just looked at me, and I was surprised when I saw Keira. She was so beautiful even when she cried, and I wanted to have her more. She wiped her tears, and looked at me.
“Kok you hold-hold the cave?” Ask Keira.
Keira's question, it made me fall silent. While my heartbeat was crazy, we were silent to each other, and the silence echoed in the room.
“Why are you lakanin it?” Ask Keira.
I just fell silent and didn't understand why Keira asked that, it wasn't that it was obvious because I liked her. Whether he really doesn't know or he just pretends not to know, I don't know either.
“Lu can not, do not need to interfere.” Keira Pinta.
I just bowed to his request, if I think back, how could I not interfere. A bastard hurt a woman I like, how I just kept quiet. An ant will bite if his life or the person he likes is threatened.
“Lu stupid or pretend not to know?” My toot.
Keira just stared at me, her eyes shaking at those words. I can't hold back my greed, today is quite sad, so will you be with me. And make my feelings a little better, will you do it.
“Can't I kiss you?.” My toot.
He was surprised, and I really liked that expression. He then closed his eyes, bewitched me for the beauty of him. I grabbed her little face with both hands, and she finally gave up on my true love. This room then lost meaning, really bad woman. He stole my heart, doing nothing.
I just looked at him, the echoes of hope grew. And please nestapa go, please,
and happiness comes. In this silence,
I offered that hope. Race me for his destiny, swept away from every step.
Before long he opened his eyes, and looked at me awkwardly. Our eyes meet, our,
I smiled, and so did he. Meeting him was the best thing that ever happened to me in my life. And I again found a reason, to survive in this miserable world.
“Log yuk.” My love.
I grabbed her little hand, and we headed for class. Walk in the hallway of the school holding the hand of the woman I like. I can't believe that I have a chance like this, and I like it very much.
But I was surprised when Keira suddenly let go of her hand, as a student flashed before us. I feel a little sad, but I understand it. Keira can be said to be a popular student at school, I'm sure she feels burdened in this relationship. And it was all my fault, and I regret it.
This is all about caste, per caste that has mushroomed in our school. It was brought down by the predecessors, and made a tradition in our school. That students/students popular in school should be dating other popular students/students, otherwise they should lose their popularity. That is the tradition that is inherent in our school.
And now I really understand Arum's feelings, but why it's so painful. The fact that I was going to destroy him, I was indeed a selfish bastard who only cared about himself, and only cared about his own feelings.
And I saw Keira just looking at me, and that look hurt me. The word that describes his gaze at that time was that he felt bad for me, and I regret that. I couldn't be someone worthy of her, and now I know what it's like to panic.
I'm trying to control my body's gesture, I don't want to make it even more burdened. And after the schoolgirl walked away from us, Keira took my hand again. We go back to class, but when we get into class.
I was shocked by the children huddling in the classroom, they just stared quietly at us. Seeing that, I let go of my hand. I really don't want to destroy Keira, I know that this relationship will affect the Keira caste in school and for sure Keira will be difficult to win in the OSIS chairman election.
I really like it, but the fact that I'm going to destroy it,
hurt me so much. Meanwhile, Keira
still imprisoned by the gazes of the children in the classroom. And I realized that I had to straighten it out. I try to explain to all the kids in the class that what they see is not what they see in their shadow.
“It's not like ...” I said.
But Keira took my hand again, and looked at me and smiled. I just stared in disbelief, wondering what was in his head. A stupid girl who can't be guessed, and it makes me want to keep getting to know her. And I promised myself that I wouldn't let go of the ladder.