THE PERFECT TIME TO DIE

(CHAPTER 36) LIKE A DOG WITH TWO TAILS

LIKE A DOG WITH TWO TAILS

The scorching sun filled the gaps of my windows, blinding my eyes and waking me from my sleep. It was the calmness I felt as I opened these two eyes, then rushed to check my phone.

A new habit, after Keira came into my life. I smiled when I saw a message from him, I returned the message and I rushed to see him. This morning I complained a lot about a lot of things, it was all because of my impatience to meet him.

And I realized that those days were over, I started to come out of the hell I had been living in all this time. While this bus was walking like a snail, it recalled Uncle's message in memory that simultaneously expelled a smile from this face.

It's all wrong, on the other hand I want to meet Uncle's expectations, but on the other hand, I don't want to part with Keira. Just throw away those thoughts, that's all I can for the sake of saving my day. And to be sure, I had to keep it a secret from him, from Keira.

The bus stopped in front of my school and I rushed to meet him, my steps were quick and energetic, impatience filled me. When I got to my bench, I saw him sitting quietly staring at a paper.

And when I saw the paper, I could only swallow my saliva. The paper is my rework paper, I just sit still while making gesture there is no problem.

Keira then looked at me and gave me the paper, a maths retweet last week and I when I looked at the paper, I got a score of 20. I did not expect much for that replay, even I was a little proud for that grade. Because I'm just filling out that answer, just plain.

Just smiling looking at the result, but when I turned my face and looked at Keira. I saw Keira still looking at me with a look of annoyance, seeing that, I tried to avoid her gaze while trying to change the subject.

“Yesterday, what time do you sleep?” My toot.

I could only swallow, because Keira was still looking at me annoyed. My plan to change the subject failed, and I was still imprisoned by Keira's gaze.

“Can't get rich gini keep, from this second you have to learn.” Said Keira.”

“But ...” Jaksaku.”

“In the meantime we move up to 3rd class Rasya!” Keira said cutting my words.

For almost three months, I've really never seen Keira this seriously. I just bowed down to give up, and just obeyed his intentions even though studying was the thing I hated the most in the world.

“Starting this second, you should seriously study. I'll help you!” Said Keira.

“Iya.” My answer.

Keira just looked at me, and I've never seen her this serious before. Ms. Arini also came in and threw Keira's gaze at me, Ms. Arini is the Physics teacher at my school.

Lessons began, and Ms. Arini looked serious about explaining the physics lesson in front of the class. After 10 minutes, I listened to Ms. Arini's words.

“Observator!” Pinta Keira to me.

I also agreed to Keira's request and looked back at Bu Arini who was explaining in front of the class. But somehow every word that came out of Bu Arini's mouth was like a sleeping spell for me.

And helplessly, I was dissolved by the vortex of my sleepiness, but when I intended to close my eyes again I was shocked when Keira again pinched my hand. With reflexes, I opened my eyes again, and again saw Ms. Arini in front of the class. I don't know why, today I hate Keira.

I know it's for my own good, but I really don't like studying. But Keira kept torturing me and keeping me awake at every lesson. And this is the first time, I'm not very happy when I'm with him.

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Three hours after school, the class was quiet and we were both left. But Keira still made me stare at her physics book, even though I had read it a few times, I still didn't understand what I was reading. While Keira was still looking at me, and I was imprisoned for her gaze.

“You are lazy gini, you will not go to class.” Keira said with an anxious face.

“And there is you, who cheat me.” My answer.

“This life, not as joking as it is Rasya.” Keira said while raising her voice.

I also bowed to Keira's words, even though I disagreed with her. For me, life is very joking, and all this time I've been toyed with him and I hate him.

Keira then looked at me cynically, she then approached herself and cursed the book in front of me with a pen while looking at me, her gaze signalling that I should look back at the book.

Without effort and effort, I stared back at the book. But how I tried to understand the meaning of this book, I still could not understand it. Just staring and staring, and pretending to understand. It was all I did to carve a smile on his face.

Before I met him, I was never dedicated to anything. Because I gave up my first and last life. God took everything in my life. I can't even remember the last time I smiled.

But when he came, and I saw the warmth of his gaze. This fading, he made me look at the world in a different way.

The wise say that the best revenge is to live

well done. And for the first time, I want to fight, fight like everyone else. I want to be a hero to him, who he can always count on.

Even though I have to live a life

bitter this over and over again, I never regretted the slightest bit of facts about our meeting. Because of my life, I met him. And if I can rewind time, I will. So I can meet him early. And I could take longer to be with him.