THE PERFECT TIME TO DIE

CHAPTER 55 (I CALL IT LOVE)

I CALL IT LOVE

We finally reached Uncle's house, just staring at his lonely face that he was trying to cover with a smile on his face. If I can repeat time, I feel like I want to tell that, so that he has more time with the people he loves.

“Thanks Uncle.” I said.

Uncle just smiled, and returned to park the car in the trunk of his house. I am so thankful to have my uncle in my life. He gave me an example of how to be strong.

Right, I'm gonna live like this and keep moving away from Keira. Because it's just this, the only way to stop destiny is for the future. Even though I knew, I would be tormented during the process, but I was willing to do it all, for her sake, and for the sake of her smile.

Today I'm going to start a new chapter in my life, because today I have my first day at school. But why did my footsteps keep leading to my old school, so stupid that I cursed myself.

Gaining a new environment, meeting new faces, I thought it seemed like I could just forget it a little. After I set foot in my new school, and stared at the contents. It's not, it all seems boring, because Keira isn't here.

In class, I was constantly preoccupied with seeing the future destiny of my new friends. They keep making me look him in the eye, and I hate him. A fake smile while trying to get to know him. I just acted as necessary, and kept trying to distance myself from all of them.

Not because I don't like them all, but because I'm trying to live. As time passed, they began to disappear one by one. They returned to their normal, so did I who then closed my access.

Just sitting on my desk, I got the back desk. I'm grateful I didn't have my best friend, because I'm sick of seeing human destiny. Although I was aware that I would be alone forever if it were, but it didn't matter because my hope of life, it was also over that night.

My days feel so long, second by second like a day I feel. Walk the school hallway, hoping to see her smile. Even though I knew, he couldn't have been there. Deliberately falling asleep in the middle of the lesson, hoping Keira pinched my hand while telling me to refocus on the teacher who was explaining in front of the class. Even though I knew, he couldn't have been there.

Smoking on the roof of the school, hoping Keira forbids me. Even though I knew, he couldn't have been there. And I realized, my day is pretty bitter without him. I don't know why today, I miss him so much. I was very curious to see if he was okay. I hope so, because my prayers always go with it. I hope you're always smiling, in every breath.

For almost three months, I had this boring routine. For some reason, his face was still embroidered in this mind and I kept smiling at him. Today it feels like I'm going to act stupid, because I miss him so much. After school in my class, I just sat at my desk.

I miss him so much, I want to know how he is doing. I took the wallet in my pants pocket and took my old phone card in it.

I also re-attached the phone card, in this phone.

This longing, got me into the camera gallery of this phone.

I was grateful for not deleting it, just staring at my old photo with him. It was a beautiful moment, and I missed that moment so much.

Only he left, but why all the things in life, slowly began to lose a meaning. Before, I believed that time could heal everything. About a dream, or pain. However, after the passage of time. And I realized that I still exist

in the same place. It makes me wonder. The time has lost its ability. Or all that, it's just nonsense.

Because the more I try, everything gets stronger. Memories, or feelings themselves. Walk in place

the stranger, hoping to see himself. Even if I knew it well, it couldn't exist

just there. Start doing stupid things and

madcap. I wish he would come and stop me. Even if I knew, he couldn't do it.

And all things, start losing control.

So, can I be greedy. And

shamelessly, walk towards him. That

all, because of my inability to hold back this feeling.

This longing of the heart made these footsteps walk his collar, I thought it would be okay if I looked at it from afar.

And I saw that it was only four o'clock in the afternoon, and I took my foot off to my old school, hoping to see it even from afar. But God didn't allow me to smile, after I got to my old school. I was downcast by the fact that my old school was deserted.