THE PERFECT TIME TO DIE

(CHAPTER 32) SAME DAY, DIFFERENT FEELINGS

SAME DAY, DIFFERENT FEELINGS

I once told you that there is a day that I hate so much in the world, it is Sunday. The most evil day that always keeps me stuck in my house. Just stay quiet and don't know what to do.

But now, that doesn't apply to me anymore, because there's Keira. Keira was ruining my life, and I loved it. Keira always made me stare at my phone, and I realized that the phone had become a primary necessity in my life.

Messaging with him became a must, while talking on the phone with him became a favorite thing for me.

Talked a lot on the phone for hours, with a variety of topics that we talked about. Starting from asking for news, busyness, even our curses about school.

After the incident in the UKS room, Keira and I became close. Although I can't deduce the status of the relationship between the two of us, because I never asked her to officially date, and she never mentioned it either. So I can't deduce the status of the two of us, but most importantly for me, I can always be with him.

Almost 3 months we were in a relationship without this status, even so, there was not a single day, I did not think about it. And without me knowing it, I was already a prisoner to him. Can't escape and I hope I can never get away from his side.

And a lot of things happened to me and Keira over these three months, about Keira resigning from the OSIS chairperson election market, until Keira lost her status at school.

Although at first he was difficult, because he got a lot of gossip and ridicule from students at school. But after a short time, he did not take the dizzy talk, he did not want to be trapped and live from the results of other people's thoughts.

Keira said that she would live her life with her own beliefs, and I was grateful for that. While I was still in the same place, there was no change in my life. And I won't change it, because for me, it's enough to just have Keira by my side.

While at school, Teddy managed to serve as OSIS chairman at the school for the 2020-2021 Period. After Keira withdrew from the OSIS election market, Romi again became Teddy's deputy. And without a hitch, he won by an absolute vote in the election, although in fact he did not deserve the responsibility.

Seeing this, even though we were upset at first. But Keira and I agreed to throw the memory of Teddy out of our heads and our lives. We're not gonna care about Teddy anymore, because we know. We are all different, so we will never judge or try to understand.

Carl Sandberg once said, Life is like peeling an onion, when you peel it one by one, sometimes you can cry. And I agree with that statement, life is about ups and downs. Sometimes you smile and sometimes you cry.

But it's up to us to understand it and make both things sweet. That's what we've been through, in the last 3 months, and I'm grateful to have Keira in my life.

And I'm really grateful to have Keira in my life.

I've been through a lot of pain, and I've also been studying with him for a long time. So how evil, if I give the pain I once felt to others.Moreover, give that pain to Keira. And I realized, the best revenge is to live life well.

And I need to be stronger than before, because I have to fight the nestapa line in his destiny. Because of destiny, it is not something we can only wait for.

And I won't let, the old man come and stay by his side. And may God grant my prayers, and change his life scenario.

Today is Sunday, and Keira keeps forcing me to stare at my phone. Just lying on the Mattress while replying to a short message with Keira, unknowingly, time passed quickly.

Maybe it's because I enjoy it, so time goes by quickly. But today, for some reason I continue to be greedy, a short message from Keira further spurs it. I miss him so much and look forward to meeting him today. This heart kept giving orders to my head, orders to make it close to me.

But I rebuked that wish, because I wanted to give him time to be with his family at home. Because of these nearly three months, I always made it by my side. Even sometimes I take his time off, which he should use to hang out with his family. So I relented today, and restrained my ego which had been overrun by greed.

I was just looking at the photo of the two of us stored in my phone gallery, and it slightly treated my longing for her. And strangely these 3 months, I haven't seen a single vision of the future belonging to someone else.

Various thoughts immediately filled this head, whether I was healed and could not see the future of others anymore. And hopefully like that, that I'm healed and will never be able to see the future again.

Before long I got a short message from Uncle, and I was grateful for that. After the departure of my parents, it was my uncle who was always by my side. And I already thought of him like my own parents, Uncle said that today he would visit.

Indeed, every week, Uncle always took a day or two to visit me. And that means a lot to me, because I understand her busyness. After the departure of my parents, Uncle took an empty position in my father's company.

Uncle was actually reluctant to take the position, but Uncle tried to keep the position for me. Actually uncle is a painter, and can be said he was quite successful as a painter. He has repeatedly held exhibitions for his paintings in Jakarta and several regions in Indonesia.