THE PERFECT TIME TO DIE

CHAPTER 52 (A STONE'S THROW)

A STONE'S THROW

And that day came, the day I was about to lose a child I loved, I cried as I watched the vision. That day, my private secretary called. He reminded me that today, I have an important meeting.

The purpose of the meeting was to discuss a company project. Projects new album from a band under my agency. A pop band called Twister, a band that always benefits my company. Bands are liked by young people because of the handsome face of the personnel, as well as their easy-to-hear songs that can always dominate the charts in the music industry.

And they are the biggest assets in our company. Where the content of the meeting was intended to discuss the concept of their new album which is five, how the concept of music video and others.

Because of my leave, the projects were held back, and this time I could not postpone it anymore because I had to rush to the office because it was an important project. After I arrived, I was with the team discussing various best concepts for their latest album. And the meeting made me struggle with a lot of head-dizzying concepts, and I saw that the clock had shown at 12 noon.

I felt that this meeting would not be able to finish quickly, and I knew that I could not pick up Azka today. Azka was in school at that time, she was in 1st grade of elementary school. He attended a private school, not far from our home. And it was my job to pick Azka up at school, but I really couldn't pick her up this time.

I called Keira to pick up Azka, because it was school time. Even though I knew she was busy, I told her to pick Azka up. Then he can leave Azka at his mother's house, after I finish this meeting, I'll pick Azka up at his mother's house. Although Keira initially refused, because she was busy at her law firm.

Finally he accepted my request, and I continued my exhausting work.

But at 4 p.m., I got a call from a hospital. And I knew that it was the beginning of my hell, and I rushed to the place I hated the most, the place where I lost the people I loved. And when I was there, I just stood staring at the child I loved lying in the hospital morgue.

I don't understand why all this could happen, I can only cry while hugging her lifeless body. In the midst of my self-destruction, Keira came with her cries.

I just looked at him and I really didn't understand why this was happening. Shortly a policeman came up to us at the morgue and explained to me the details of the horrific incident. That Azka was a hit-and-run victim, I can't accept that fact either. And I saw Keira still crying while hugging Azka's lifeless body.

A young policeman then explained the details later, saying that Azka had ventured to go home by herself because she had been waiting for hours but no one had picked her up. I wonder where Keira is.

And I saw that he was still holding Azka's lifeless body. And I understand now, that she was never there and she never picked her up. After the incident, Keira tries to explain why she did not pick Azka up.

But a thousand excuses and, sorry from him, could not wake Azka up again. And after that incident, only quarrels filled our household, and made us both tired. And I left him.

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And when I woke up, I still saw the look on Keira's angry face staring at me. And I hope, what I saw was just a dream, so that this pain will disappear when I wake up tomorrow. Destiny is horrible like a nightmare.

I thought, I can't live like everyone else. Living life with optimism, do not know the events that happen tomorrow. So that I continued to walk my steps with my head held high, not like this. Like a war, I was forced to lose, before the war began.God dropped me, then he raised me .

The Lord dropped me again, and then he lifted me up again, this time he raised me very high even there I could see a cloud. And I smiled at it, but I enjoyed it for a while. God dropped me with a single pull, I then crashed and fell helpless.why is it like this, God treats me like I am a play.

I see Keira still looking at me with a face full of anger, God I just want her to be happy and I just want her to smile.

“Oh yes I forgot, we have no ties. So I beg you, you're gone from my life.” Complete Keira.

After that sentence, he left me. I really wanted to hold him, and stay by his side longer. But I will only make a lara in her life, in the life of the woman I love. I decided not to pursue him, and not to heal the lara in his heart.

The blank page of our story, it looks like you have to fill it out yourself. Remove myself from our story immediately. Because I'm just an antagonist who's gonna make and mess up your life story. Someone very dangerous to you. Forgive me for making a cry like a normal routine for you.

I thought, that I could reach it. If I keep going, run. But the nightmare

here, I can't avoid. And these tears are falling, because I like you so much. I kept trying to get back, the same way I came. However, forgive me for my world, darker

from night.

And I have to go, because I don't want to hurt you. And that's it, my way of saving you from that curse.

at the point where everything changes, and your pretty smile returns. I can't wait for that. Even though I really don't believe in myself, I can wait for the moment

it's without you by my side.

Right, I had to stay away so that he was spared from that terrible fate. If he keeps near me, he'll keep getting hurt. I will disappear, the good-bye words I want to say will only add to your lara.

I'm going to disappear now, this sadness is going to take me so you don't have to know her and play with her. The offer to stay with uncle came to my mind, right this is the only way for Keira to be happy, I have to stay away from her.