THE PERFECT TIME TO DIE

(CHAPTER 25) LET'S TALK ABOUT LOVE

LET'S TALK ABOUT LOVE

Tonight, I thought a lot. Keep yourself busy in all plans. A plan to captivate the heart of the woman I like. But honestly, I don't know how to start. Whether with flowers, chocolates or other beautiful things. And the more I thought about it, the more hope was little by little

I'm starting to erode. Because I'm really layman about this.

If I think back, how could I melt Keira's heart and make her just look at me in a week's time. It was stupid, so I cursed myself. In the middle of my mind, there were memories of Keira's future that I saw.

And I thought, can I handle that wit and change it.

That's why I have to strengthen myself, and I'm determined to change her future. And I closed my night, with Keira's smile implied in the memory.

The morning was running out and I was busy doing makeup in front of the mirror. I kept combing my hair and kept styling it, combing my hair back and rearranging it, and I don't know how many times I've done it. I want to be greedy and I want Keira to look at me and just look at me.

While putting on makeup, I kept looking for a good sentence to greet her, and trained her in front of the mirror. Putting together a well-fitting vocabulary, I also practiced my expression while reciting it. And I realized, all this time I never greeted him well, and I regretted it. And after finding the right words to greet her, I stopped looking in the mirror and headed to school.

Because I know that I will never be satisfied. When we plan, elsewhere the sky laughs. And I gave up on looking good, my morning was in vain. Jostling with other passengers, sweat had flooded this body.

And no matter what model of hair I have now, I should have agreed to Uncle's offer to buy a motorcycle as a means of transportation to school. And if I think back, almost all of the students in my school also boarded their private vehicles to go to school.

My mood is messy and this bus is moving like a snail, thinking this morning it feels really annoying. And after a jibble with other passengers, and the streets of the Capital. I got to school, and I was tired.

And I don't know what I look like now, I don't care anymore.

By the time I entered the classroom, Keira was at her desk with the school package book that always accompanied her. I then put the words I had prepared in my head and prepared to greet him.

I also walked to my desk and towards Keira, on the other hand Keira just sat quietly while staring at the book on the table. I just looked at him and walked up his collar, without me noticing this chest shaking. These eyes did not stop staring at him, while I continued to set my every move.

And foolishly, I just sat quietly beside him. For some reason, those words did not want to come out of this mouth.It was stupid, therefore I cursed myself.

While this chest kept shaking, and I was overwhelmed by it. Keira glanced at me and looked back at the book on the table. And silence began to fill my desk and Keira's. This awkward feeling killed me, while Keira just kept staring at the book and kept on doing it.

My head was frozen, how could he turn to me and stare for a long time, so that I could enjoy the beauty of his face. I didn't think the situation would be like this either. It can be said, I came towards him with a fairly thorough preparation.

I've prepared chats, jokes and even seduction. But I don't know how to start, because he's the first and I'm too layman for this. But if I think back, if I don't change it, nothing will change.

I also ventured and resolved to get closer to him. I just need to get started, everything is ready and please it will work.

“Ra.” I said.

Hearing my call, Keira then stopped looking at the book and turned her head towards me. My heart grew more and more disoriented, when I saw him staring at me, my mouth could not define all my will.

I just kept staring at him and kept silent for a long time, he just stared at him with a flat face and soon turned his face towards the book. So stupid that I cursed myself again. Because I just kept quiet, and didn't do anything.

And I gave up on my intentions, and soon Mr. Widi came in and made the whole class quiet. Mr. Widi is a Biology teacher at my school, he is the youngest teacher in the school.

He was one of the most popular teachers in my school, in addition to his unique learning style. He also has a beautiful face, so he is much appreciated by the students in my school.

Biology lesson began, and somehow every word that came out of Mr. Widi's mouth was like a sleeping spell to me.

But not with Keira, he was very enthusiastic to listen to the explanation from Mr. Widi. And I was very proud of him, but I was a little distracted when I saw Keira keep smiling looking at Mr. Widi.