THE PERFECT TIME TO DIE

(CHAPTER 57) GOODBYE LOVE

GOODBYE LOVE

Keira kept asking me not to leave, and kept crying while holding my hand. If it's like this how can I step away and stop that destiny.

“Sorry me.” I said.

“Engga, you are not wrong, I am wrong. So don't go again!” Answer Keira.

If you're stubborn like this, you'll only get hurt. And I know very well, it's going to happen, so please be happy, because only then do you make me happy. Keira did not listen to me and still looked at me, and that look. And made me want it back and start not caring about that destiny.

Can I be selfish, and just walk towards it. But when I looked into his eyes, I saw that he still had that destiny. Nothing had changed, the vision was still the same as that night. I cried because of it, so I took a more courageous step.

But how is this, after I had so vilely hurt her, she was still in the same place. Even he gave up his pride, apologizing for mistakes he did not make. But he's still the same, still stubborn.

Think of a way, to get him away and maybe don't want to see me anymore. Although I know, this way will also kill him. But it felt better like this, than he felt that destiny.

“I can only hurt you, and that's a fact.” I said.

“When I don't see you, it hurts me more Rasya.” Answer Keira.

He still looked at me and held my hand with both hands. I also intend to tell him that fate, maybe that's all I can do. Looking at him, I told him about the incident.

Everything, about the full future of the world, I told him, one by one, pieces of my vision of the future. Why it happened, and how it happened. I told him all about it.

With tears in his eyes, he listened to all of the nestapa.

We both got hurt by it, then he slowly let go of his hand. Without any intrusion, he continued to listen to the story, his countenance blank upon hearing it. I wonder what is wrong in this relationship.

I wondered if his destiny would change. If we don't meet at school that morning, and I don't see your future.

Will it change, if I don't help you on the OSIS chairman exchange. So that we do not become close, and are not accustomed to staring at each other. Will your destiny change, if you don't meet me. If so, let's not meet. If so, let's not give love.

If so, let's forget each other. After hearing all the stories, he just looked at me. And I know now the end of this story, from his gaze. I understand, it makes no sense if he still looks at me after hearing that fact.

“I'm sorry for making you tormented all this time alone.” Keira said while looking at me.

I just smiled, it's not your fault. It's a decision I made myself, and I've also been rewarded for it because it always made her cry.

“Lupain me, and happy.” My love.

“Yes, you too! The answer.

Keira then extended her hand, I smiled. He wanted to end it with a hand job. Seeing that, I just hugged her body. Maybe this is the last hug I can do, a hug for a farewell.

Without a fight he accepted the hug, I was grateful for the moment, and I hope time stops, so that the moment does not disappear. Every meeting ends with a farewell. And in every parting, there will be a sense of loss.

And in every moment there is a sense of loss, there will be a wounded heart.

And that heart, maybe my heart. But the thought of him not living that fate, made me smile with relief. I let go of my embrace, wiping the tears on my cheek. Just looking at her, and I was grateful that this was her last cry.

On the street, 15 meters from his house. That's where I ended everything, that sad love story. Goodbye, goodbye this time makes me smile. Because I knew that he wouldn't have that destiny, and I realized that happiness wasn't as hard as I imagined.