THE PERFECT TIME TO DIE

(CHAPTER 15) PASSED MY NORMAL

PASSED MY NORMAL

The evening sky amazes me, it's beautiful, but why my life is falling apart. Thinking about it, made me like a human being who was never grateful.

If I think back, my life's good enough, I'll never starve and I can buy anything I want. But why it feels tight, even I am very difficult to breathe.

“Wah, cave wash dishes, you feel good-going smoking here.” Keira said cynically.

After he had expressed his regret, he sat down next to me. Just smiling at him, that smile as a form of my gratitude to him.

Today he made my day very fast, and fun. His haughty speech, and his own willful behavior, embroidered a smile on this face. I wondered why a beautiful, smart and cheerful girl like her had such a terrible destiny.

“Ihhh smoke!” Keira said annoyed.

I shifted my seat so Keira wouldn't get my cigarette smoke. I wondered what his concept of life was. How he always consistently makes people around him feel uncomfortable. But no, if I think back, he was just acting rude and reckless just when he was with me.

“Lu smoking from when?” Ask Keira.

“Gor, don't count.” My answer.

“Stupid basis.” Keira said with a smile.

We both then quietly look at the sky, and for a moment forget the fact that life will be busy. I enjoyed it a lot too, if it were always like this. But time went by quickly, clinging to the dark afternoon sky.

“Eh Rasya, how does it taste like?” Ask Keira.

“Ya, cigarette taste.” My answer.

“Yes, the cave knows, but what does it feel like? try dong described using the words.” Keira Pinta.

“Try me anyway, ribet deh.” I said.

Keira then took a pack of cigarettes beside me and stared at him for a very long time. Keira then took one cigarette from the pack, and brought the cigarette in her hand closer to her nose.

“How does it feel to kiss a smoker?” Keira said muttering to herself.

“Basic pervert.” I said with a smile.

Keira just looked at me cynically, and after that, she looked back at the one cigarette in her hand. After seeming hesitant, Keira put a cigarette into his mouth.

On the other hand, I just stared at the incident. With curiosity that filled him, he then took a match and lit the cigarette. And after the cigarette was lit, Keira also smoked a cigarette with curiosity. And it didn't take long, he coughed immediately.

“Uwek, takal ternipot.” Keira said as she threw the cigarette in her hand.

“Kok dumped?” I asked with a bangtung.

“Cepet die you if smoking continues.” Answer Keira.

“Smoking, also dead people.” Reply annoyed.

I then stood up from where I was sitting to pick up the cigarette that Keira threw. Fortunately the cigarette was not thrown too far away, so I was able to grab it without any meaningful effort. But when I grabbed the package, a vision of the future came to greet me.

In the living room, a house. The dark shrouded, so I had trouble seeing. The house was very messy, many empty beer cans scattered on the floor of the house, in other places also seen dirty pots, dishes and dirty glasses piled up in the sink of the dishwasher.

The right word to describe this house is, this house is not maintained by its owner. I wondered whose future I saw and whose house this was.

Before long the sound of an empty can hit the floor, I then walked to the source of the sound. And in a room, I saw a young woman, she leaned helplessly against the corner of the room with a cigarette in her hand.

Her hair covered her face, and she wept. The crying filled the room, along with the nestapa who then filled.

Listening to me continue to the woman, her tears will continue to hang her will fragment. I was really curious what she had been through so she cried like that.

And when I found out, I fell for a fact. The crying woman was Keira, and this was a piece of her future. I found out, when the woman's hair was unraveling and I saw Keira's face there.

The fool kept crying, I wanted to walk in the direction to share the sadness with him. Why do you smoke cigarettes, isn't it you don't like the taste of cigarettes, you say it feels like exhaust. But you just keep sucking on it, over and over again.

Keira, cry until the tears are not left. Then go back to the space and fill my life again. But he did not listen, he was still in that place and just crying. Her cries dragged a heartache across this chest, attacking my conscience again and again.

Unknowingly, I was also exposed to the pain. Tears spread to the corners of my conscience and I fell with the heart and wept with him.

**

When I woke up, I saw Keira standing looking at me. The look on his face was very different, to what I saw in his future. He looked cheerful, with a smile that wrapped his face. And recklessly, his hand drew closer to my cheek, and wiped away the tears that had dripped down this cheek.

“Big cry anyway, because cigarettes are discarded doang. Lu crying, sorry cave ya!” Keira said, wiping away my tears.

I cried not because of the cigarette he threw away, but because of his fate. And without knowing anything, he smiled. Like a fool, so I hate him so much. And the more I see it, the more I want to protect it.

After she wiped my tears, she tried to pull her hand. And then again, I did something I would regret. When he tried to pull his hand away, I grabbed his hand.

“Ra, you are still curious, how does it feel to kiss a smoker?” My toot.

“Hah?” Answer Keira in confusion.

Keira just fell silent and just looked at me. Our eyes met, and I lost my mind. Without warning, I pulled his hand. Pull my hand, get her body closer to me. I grabbed Keira's face with both hands and kissed her red lips.