THE PERFECT TIME TO DIE
(CHAPTER 56) WHY OUR LOVE HURTS
WHY OUR LOVE HURTS
Just being able to rekindle my memories with him in this school, was so much and made me go back to being greedy. This smile continued to be present on the face, the memory of it made me want it again. It's crazy, I feel like I'm going crazy without it. About 30 minutes, just standing in front of the school gate with my memories with him.
Even though it had been a few tens of times, I still continued to twist all the memories in this head. Yet I continue to be greedy, and very dissatisfied if I don't see it. I didn't lose my mind either, because this longing drove me crazy. I then boarded Bus No. 1 M with Meruya route – Block M, I decided to go to Keira's house. Inside this bus, old memories invited me to play, and this smile was embroidered on my face all by itself.
A memory of when I came home with Keira on this bus, there were also memories of me studying on the bus and Keira smiled at me. I really want to repeat it, all my memories are with him.
30 Minutes on the bus, with all the memories of him. I got off in the Blok M area, and after descending I walked into an alley to his house. Walking with the street lights, and the street brought me back to a memory with him.
On this road, I once held his hand. Crying and laughing with her. I really want to repeat it, all my memories with him on this road. After walking for a few minutes, I was finally able to see the house of the woman I loved. 15 Steps away, I stared at the brown house. A bunch of memories brought me back to play, to my memories with Keira.
How is this, although it hurts, but I want to repeat it again and again. With Keira, I still want to repeat it. Just stand staring, and rewind all my memories of him. After almost an hour of standing looking at him, I thought that this was not true. I also decided to go home to Uncle, because if it is like this it will not be endless. Because I'd keep being greedy if it was about him.
But when I turned my back and intended to go home, I saw an ordinary moment that I saw and was devastated by that moment. As I turned my body, I looked at Keira in front of me. He looked at me with his tears, how I had made the moment like something he could do. On the street, 15 meters from his house. The two injured people stared at each other and hurt each other.
I was speechless, I should have done well. Get away from it properly, and get lost with that terrible fate. So that I won't see her tears today.
“Wicked you know not!” Complete Keira.
So this is what you think of me now, even though I already know that fact. But hearing it straight from your mouth is painful. So this is the end of our story, I'm sorry for turning love into pain.
I took my foot and left, but when I passed it. The pitiful girl grabbed my hand, and made me look back at her.
“I beg you, don't go. Sorry I was wrong, I should have been rich that night.”
Those words kill me, how can you say those words. Why are you apologizing, when everyone knows that I'm guilty here. I'm sorry for making you apologize for a mistake you didn't make. Keira kept asking me not to leave, and kept crying while holding my hand. If it's like this how can I step away and stop that destiny.
