THE PERFECT TIME TO DIE

(CHAPTER 26) TRAGEDY OF BIOLOGY LESSONS

TRAGEDY OF BIOLOGY LESSONS

I really don't understand whether Keira is excited because she likes Biology lessons or if she likes Mr. Widi. I couldn't tell the difference between the two, jealousy began to approach, and I kept getting busy seeing the two of them exchanging views.

And that thing, it drove me crazy, and I did something stupid again.

“Can not really, staring Mr Widi do not use a smile?” I asked Keira.

Keira just looked at me with a flat gaze, and before long she looked back at Mr. Widi with her smile. That smile hit me hard, and I hated it so much back then.

I don't understand myself, which I know I can't hold anymore. I need to hurry up, stop this madness. Unknowingly my hand hit the table, everyone was shocked and then looked at me. The silence started to fill, and when I realized it was all. I'm just pretending there's no weird event.

“Pak, I want to go to the bathroom.” I said.

Mr. Widi just nodded his head and continued his boring lesson. I just bowed lethargic, and stepped out of class. And I see Keira still smiling at Mr. Widi, and I really hate her today.

After class, I regretted everything I did. I should have been able to hold myself back more, and I realized Keira had defeated me. And as I headed towards the bathroom, I saw a student looking at me with an anxious face.

And as I looked at her, I remembered who the student was. She was the student I saw on the basketball court when I was in Mr. Amir's law, and gave me a bottle of mineral water. Strange student who predicted Teddy's victory at the OSIS chairperson exchange. A person who I believe is like me, can see the future. I just kept quiet and kept staring at him.

“Stay away from Keira, then everything will be fine.” The woman said to me.

And he left after saying that sentence, I wondered what he meant. Whether he saw Keira's future like mine, and it made me believe that she was just like me, that she could see the future.

But why did he tell me that, even though I kept thinking about it and I still couldn't find the answer.

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I just sat quietly in one of the bathroom cubicles, waiting for Pak Widi's lesson to be over. It felt like I was reluctant to step both of my feet back into class, it would be very awkward if I now met Keira.

I know jealousy is only for the non-confident, but I'm not really confident now. After the bell rang, I went back to class. Arriving in the classroom saw many children gathered at my desk.

I wonder, too, what happened. And I saw Teddy and his accomplice running over Keira. Teddy seemed engrossed in Keira who was silent sitting on his bench, the same theme as before about the selection of OSIS.

he did that. While I see all

the kids in the class just kept watching, and I realized they would always be like that. Because Teddy, he has power over things

that's.

But Keira was a stone head, he did not flinch at all after getting a lot of bullying from Teddy. And it hurt me. The foolish girl will stand by her choice. In my mind

there was also an investigation to stop the incident, and to stop the effort

to be tough. Before long, our eyes met. And I think I'm gonna go completely crazy.

“Lu really want what, so the head of osis?” I said while looking into Keira's eyes.

I then walked forward into the crowd of children who were gathering, and I thought that I was crazy. Teddy and his friends then looked at me with astonished eyes, and I returned to my natural gesture and looked into Teddy's eyes with anger.

“So does not trust yourself you, to do the rich tacky thing gini.” I said, looking into Teddy's eyes.

Teddy just looked at me with a look of astonishment. And it seemed that he did not believe the word he had just heard. I intend to hit him harder, and humiliate him in public. I want to teach him that ants will bite if they feel threatened.

“Oh samsak men.” Teddy said when he saw me.

Since then, after Teddy beat me all out. I do have a new nickname, which is samsak men. And from then on, I was determined to repay him. Even though I knew, that it was a match that I could not possibly win.

“Ga need to interfere deh.” Pinta Keira to me.

I just kept quiet and ignored Keira's request. Because I realized, there's no way for me to come back. And the dice I threw, all I could do was keep provoking him harder, making him go crazy.

“Are you not ashamed? way you rich gini tuh rich thugs market. If Mr. commissioner knows this, the cave is sure he will be very ashamed of you, who justify all means to win.” I said, looking into Teddy's eyes.

Teddy was silent about the words, as were all the kids in the class. And my words, changed the view of all the students in the class towards Teddy. Teddy could only fall silent, because everything I said was fact. His face was reddened and full of anger, with both hands clenched he looked back at me with anger.