I Want to Be Loved

Flora's anger

Flora is on her way home with Seruni and also Tiara.

In the car Flora still cries bitterly in light of the lies committed by her husband.

Flora still remembers what Gio said when he tried to call her.

“Flora stop crying!” said Seruni while rubbing his son's shoulder.

“Why did he lie to me, Mom? Gio said he was in a meeting when .. You know what he's doing, right?” said Flora in between her sobs.

“Ya it is possible that Rosa is her business partner.” Tiara tried to give Flora a positive thought.

Flora shook her head slightly as if she brushed aside Tiara's words. “Rosa pregnant, Ma'am.”

“Flora .. You don't think if the woman is pregnant with Gio, do you?” guess Tiara.

“Maybe. Given their relationship in the past,” Flora said.

“Flora .. don't think negatively about your husband,” said Seruni.

“Iya, Flora. Don't think negatively about your husband before you know the truth,” Tiara added.

“Now you better calm your mind first. Not good for your pregnancy if you like this continue,” said Tiara.

“Iya, Son. After your husband comes home. Talk about this carefully with him,” said Seruni.

The car enters the village where Flora used to live. The car will take Tiara to her place of residence.

“Flora, Mother .. we go down first,” Tiara said as they reached the front of Tiara's house. “You don't want to stop by first?” ask Tiara.

“No, Ma'am. Next time, I'm so tired, ” replied Flora.

“Alright, take good care of yourself,” Tiara said.

“Iya, Ma'am. Mbak is also well at home,” reply Flora.

“Mother take you home first, Flora. After that, I just went home,” said Seruni.

“Good, Mom,” said Flora.

“Ya, already.” Seruni's gaze returned towards Tiara. “Nak Tiara we go home first. See you.”

“Bye, Bu.” Tiara waved at Flora as the car drove back.

After taking Tiara down, the car carrying Flora and her mother drove back from the village. The car is now headed to Flora's house.

On the way Flora did not cry anymore, but instead fell asleep, maybe Flora felt tired after crying.

At exactly 5 p.m., Flora reached her home and Flora was still asleep in her mother's arms.

“Flora ... Get up, kid! We have arrived.” Seruni rubbed the side of Flora's face to wake her son.

Hearing her mother's soft voice, Flora began to wake up from her sleep. Flora rubbed her eyes using the back of her hand. After that Flora circulated her gaze and saw herself already in her yard.

“Already arrived, Son,” said Seruni. “Come we get off.”

Flora nodded her head in response to her mother's words.

Seruni first got out of the car, after which the woman helped her son to get out of the car. Seruni felt worried as she looked at the small ringing on Flora's lips.

“You're fine, Son?” ask Seruni.

“Iya, Mom. Flora is fine don't worry,” replied Flora.

“Awas ... be careful!” seruni.

Seruni led Flora into the house. Seruni immediately escorted Flora to her room. Arriving in the room Seruni laid Flora's body on the bed, then covered her.

“You're really okay, son?” Seruni asked Flora again.

“Flora is fine, Mom. Just a little limp,” replied Flora.

“This must be because you were thinking too hard earlier,” guess Seruni.

“I'm just afraid what I think about my husband and Rosa is right, Mom.” Flora wiped her tears.

“Flora don't think anything about your husband. You have to believe if your husband does not mess out there,” said Seruni.

“Now you rest. I'll get you some food. After that you take your vitamins,” tell Seruni.

Flora nodded, “Iya Bu.”

“Ya already, mother lives first to the kitchen.” Seruni stepped out of Flora's room towards the kitchen.

After her mother came out of her room several times Flora took a breath and exhaled her again. Flora tries to remove negative thoughts about her husband from her mind.

“Hopefully what I think is not true,” hope Flora.

Flora again took a deep breath to neutralize the tightness in her chest.

Seruni returned to the room with food and a glass of water for Flora.

“Come to eat, Son. I will feed you,” said Seruni and Flora immediately nodded her head.

Seruni began to feed Flora, but only a few mouthfuls had Flora said that she was full.

“Bu, I'm full,” said Flora.

“Come eat again.” Seruni tried to persuade Flora to eat again.

“I'm really full already,” reject Flora.

“Yes already mom will ask auntie to make milk for you. Later you drink,” said Seruni.

“Alright, Bu.” Flora nodded.

“Yes I have to go home, it's already night. You take care of your condition well, do not get too much thought,” Seruni message.

“Iya, Mom. Just relax, don't worry. Keep the condition of Mother well too,” reply Seruni.

Flora got out of bed and wanted to take her mother to her house. “I'll take mom out. I'll ask the driver to drive mom home.”

“No need, you stay here only. I'll talk to Mr. Roni myself later,” prevent Seruni.

“Alright, Mom. Mother be careful on the road,” said Seruni.

“You are also careful at home,” reply Seruni.

Before coming out of the room Seruni first kissed the forehead of his only daughter.

After his mother came home not long

she went into her room with a glass of milk for her.

“This is the milk, Bu.” Aunt put milk for Flora on the nightstand.

“Directly drink yes, Bu,” further aunty.

“Thank you, Bi.” Flora drank the milk until it ran out.

After the milk ran out Flora again gave the empty glass to the aunt.

“Did you go home, Bi?” ask Flora.

“Numbered, Mom. But the father of the phone .. he said he would come home late. I told my mom to have dinner first. Father said he would eat out,” said aunt.

“Oh, yes already, Bi.” Flora spoke softly.

“Yes already, aunty out first. If you need something ... at least aunty,” said aunt.

“By-good, Bi. Thank you very much,” said Flora.

After the aunt came out of her room Flora decided to take a bath. Somehow the negative thoughts came back to Flora's mind. Soon Flora brushed all those negative thoughts off her mind.

After arriving at the bathroom Flora decided to soak in the bath to calm her mind a little. Flora prepared the water in the large bathtub, not to forget also Flora added a scented soap therapy into it. After the big bathtub was filled with foam Flora went directly into it.

It's been half an hour since Flora soaked in the bathtub. As her body began to cool, Flora finally decided to end it. Flora got out of the bath slowly.

Flora headed for the bath to rinse her body. After that Flora grabbed a kimono towel not far from the bath.

Flora came out of the bathroom and headed straight for her wardrobe.

The clock has shown at 10pm, but there is no sign of her husband going home. Flora had contacted her husband several times her husband's cell phone number turned out to be dead.

While in her nervousness, Flora's ears heard her husband's car horn. Flora wants to welcome her husband home. However, the resentment in him was holding him back from doing that.

Flora turned her gaze when the door of her room opened. From behind the door came her husband.

“My darling, you haven't slept?” ask Gio.

“I'm waiting for you to come home,” replied Flora in a taut tone.

Gio felt the tinge of Flora's ketus. With his smile Gio approached his wife and gave a kiss on the end of his wife's head.

“I'm sorry if I come home late, my dear,” Gio said.

“Why did you come home late?” ask Flora.

“There are many jobs in the office,” replied Gio.

“Then where were you going?” Flora asked again.

“Don't I already say, if I meet outside with a client,” replied Gio.

“You lied, Gio. I saw you with Rosa,” Flora said.

“You saw it?” There was shock on Gio's face.

“Yes! Not only did I see it, but mother and mother also Mbak Tiara.” Flora's tone began to rise.

“Rosa is pregnant, right? How could she get pregnant, Gio?” shouted Flora.

Flora pulls the collar off her husband's shirt.

“Do I have to explain it to you too, Flora?” ask Gio.

“Ya.”

“Of course like what I did to you,” replied Gio.

“What?” shouted Flora.