I Want to Be Loved

Two Hundred Seven

Kenzo's body froze instantly upon hearing the expression of love coming out of Felicia's mouth. His surprise left Kenzo unable to say anything. His heart still felt that it did not believe it, even Kenzo felt that he was dreaming.

Felicia herself would not question Kenzo's reaction. He knew very well that Kenzo would not respond, but Felicia would not be disappointed.

Previously Felicia had prepared her heart with the worst possibility, if Kenzo refused her or did not consider it, Felicia would not be disappointed.

His feelings for Kenzo were sincere. Doesn't loving sincerely expect nothing in return. Felicia just wants Kenzo to know how she feels. Kenzo's problem is going to get back at him or not, that's business later.

"I don't know when these feelings came about. I realized that when I couldn't get away from you, I couldn't see you with another woman" Felicia said.

Felicia still hugged Kenzo from behind, resuscitating her head on Kenzo's back with her eyes closed. Kenzo himself was still in position, sinking in silence, but his heart was beating so fast. He doesn't know what to say. Felicia's love is unexpected.

"Mazo ...." Kenzo muffled his words because he didn't know what to say.

"Stttt, I won't force you to return the favor, nor will I ask for your reply to this feeling of mine. I just want you to know if I love you, Kenzo," Felicia said.

Felicia relaxed her embrace as Kenzo moved and turned around. Now the two stand facing each other by meeting their views on the same straight line.

Felicia's heart was racing as Kenzo rubbed the side of her face.

"I'm going to your menu, Kenzo." Felicia spoke stammering from her nervousness as Kenzo looked at her meaningfully.

Kenzo didn't respond to Felicia's words. He just showed Felicia his smile.

"Felicia ...," call Kenzo.

"Yes, Nzo," said Felicia.

Kenzo took Felicia into his arms. He held Felicia tightly.

"I'm sorry. I can't promise anything. There is still concern in my heart. I'm afraid this worry will hurt you. I hope you can wait for me until I'm ready to go back to feeling love" Kenzo said.

"Kenzo," call Felicia.

"Hmmmm, what's wrong?" ask Kenzo.

"Take care of yourself especially your heart when you're out of town" Felicia asked.

Kenzo pulled himself out of that embrace.

"Pick up your stuff, too. You come with me out of town," Kenzo asked.

"A-pa?" Confusion arose on Felicia's face hearing Kenzo's words.

"Didn't you hear!" Kenzo flicked Felicia's forehead making Felicia squeal.

"www!" Felicia shrieked as she rubbed her forehead. "What are you doing? It's sick."

"I told you to come with me out of town. Didn't you hear? Are my words unclear?" nagel Kenzo.

"Yes, I heard it." Felicia pursed her lips.

"Hurry and clean up your things. It should all be done when I get home from work. And remember don't carry too much stuff" Kenzo ordered.

"Yes, my husband." Felicia showed her smile at Kenzo.

"Don't just smile. Prepare breakfast for me" ordered Kenzo.

"Already, Husband. I've cooked your favorite meal, seafood fried rice" Felicia said.

"Good, you can finally be a good wife, who can take care of your husband. It's not the wife who always thinks about work and nags, '" Kenzo sneered.

"Hush still. Don't nag and don't keep mocking me. Don't ruin my happiness today with your scolding" Felicia said.

"What makes you happy?" ask Kenzo.

"Because I'm in love with you" Felicia replied.

Kenzo smiled as he peeked at Felicia's forehead in a considerable time lag. "Let's have breakfast."

"Come on." Felicia nodded.

The two agreed to stop arguing after arriving at the dinner table. Both of them landed their buttocks on the chair that was on the dining table. They sit next to each other.

Felicia took the plate from Kenzo's face and filled it with fried rice.

"It's eat." Felicia gave Kenzo a plate that she had filled with fried rice.

"Thank you." Kenzo received the plate Felicia gave him.

Kenzo scoops food cooked by his wife. The food was Kenzo chewing in his mouth thinking it was delicious.

"I asked for this recipe from your mother" Felicia said.

"just fine. But still it doesn't taste as good as mamah's," said Kenzo.

"Yes, I know" said Felicia.

"But good," said Kenzo.

"Yes, you have eaten a lot. Do not let you get sick again," said Felicia greeted nods of the head by Kenzo.

Silence takes over the atmosphere at the dining table. All that is heard is the sound of the clang of the spoon colliding with the plate.

Kenzo chewed the food in his mouth, accidentally his eyes saw Felicia sitting quietly while looking at him.

"What's wrong? Why look at me like that?" ask Kenzo.

"Your son wants to see his father's face" Felicia said. Though she who wants to continue to look at the handsome face of her husband.

"You don't eat?" ask Kenzo.

"No. I'd like to see you eat" Felicia replied.

"You should eat a lot. Let our son be healthy." Kenzo scooped the fried rice on his plate and then fed it into Felicia's mouth.

"Open your mouth" Kenzo ordered.

"Yeah!"

Felicia opened her mouth at her husband's order. A spoonful of fried rice entered his mouth. One plate of fried rice had already moved into Felicia's stomach.

"Good boy" said Kenzo, followed by a laugh.

Tin tin tin

"Alan has arrived. I'm leaving, yes" said Kenzo.

"Take your breakfast first" asked Felicia.

"No, I'm already very full" Kenzo refused.

"alright. Let me take you outside" Felicia said.

Both of them left the dining table. Felicia stepped up by embracing Kenzo's arm with one hand carrying her husband's briefcase.

"I'm leaving yeah. Take good care of yourself at home" Kenzo said.

"Yes, you're also careful on the road" Felicia said.

Kenzo bent his body. His face was right in front of his wife's stomach, his hands rubbing Felicia's stomach still flat.

"Went to the office first. Don't be naughty, take care of your mother too." Kenzo spoke as if the child in his wife's stomach could respond.

"Bye, sweetie." Kenzo gave a kiss on his wife's stomach that was still flat.

"See you. And this is your briefcase." Felicia shook Kenzo's hand and then kissed the back of his hand.

"See you." Kenzo gives a kiss on his wife's forehead.

The kiss her husband gave seemed to deliver the calm that flowed in every stream of his blood.

Felicia was still standing in her place, still watching her husband who had just gotten into the car. After the car drove away and lost sight Felicia went back inside the house.

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Meanwhile Kenzo is being confused by Felicia's expression of love. From the time of the trip to the office until when he was starting to work, Kenzo did not concentrate at all.

"Ck, if this is what I'm going to the office for." Kenzo closed the file he was checking. The contents of his head stopped working and only thought about Felicia.

Kenzo got up from his courier, he was walking in an indiscriminate direction in his study while twitching his forehead.

"Oh my God, I'm going crazy." Kenzo scratched his head that did not itch.

If Kenzo also feels that he likes Felicia, cares about her, and wants to take care of her because Felicia will be the mother of her child, he also feels dislike if Felicia is close to men, he said, like the time Felicia was close to Reza, but what is possible is that it can be called love.

Kenzo felt unsure.

After Vera betrays herself, Kenzo no longer recognizes love. Kenzo groaned because of the annoyance he was feeling and also Kenzo felt he would lose his mind if he continued to think about the problem.