I Want to Be Loved

Chapter 184

"Kenzo .. What's wrong?" Felicia's tone sounded so nervous.

"You deliberately want to tease me by wearing this thin outfit?" Kenzo spoke in half a whisper.

"No" Felicia replied. "I said that. The AC in my room is dead. So ... I was deliberately wearing this," Felicia explained.

"really?" Kenzo said as if he wanted to tease Felicia.

"Yes." Yeah." Felicia answered with a face down.

Kenzo pulled Felicia's waist to further narrow the distance between them.

"Cenzo ...." Felicia was shocked when Kenzo pulled her so close. Even his chest could feel Kenzo's heartbeat beating so fast.

Now Felicia and Kenzo stand facing each other. Their distance was only limited by the cloth attached to their bodies. Their faces were very close, just a few centimeters away their lips would be fused together.

Their views met at the same point. Both of them brought their faces closer together as if a magnet was attracting them.

Their lips were perfectly fused. The two of them kissed each other in gentle movements. Their eyes were closed, it was seen that they really enjoyed the togetherness.

The longer that gentle kiss turned out to be much more demanding. Both of them pull away when they feel the oxygen supply in their lungs is starting to thin.

Felicia and Kenzo try to catch their own breath before they put their lips together again. Their foreheads fused together, a breath they could feel for each other. Kenzo touching both of Felicia's arms gave Felicia a goosebump.

"May I do it, Feli?" Kenzo said half a whisper.

Felicia's eyes were still staring straight at Kenzo's face. Her husband asked her permission to touch him. It would be a sin if he did not allow it. Moreover, to be honest Felicia was also possessed by her passion. His heart wanted more than just kissing.

Felicia decided on that view. She put her head on her husband's chest and nodded her head.

"Do what you want" said Felicia.

Kenzo no longer wasted time, he lifted up his wife's body and took her into his room. Kenzo threw Felicia's body onto the bed. They went back to the place.

It's Crazy!

Kenzo felt like he had lost his mind. For the first time he could not control his desire for a woman.

A small shrill came out from the mouths of the two as their bodies fused perfectly. Unlike the bridal night time, they do conjugal relations because Kenzo is possessed by stimulants. Now for the first time the two have engaged in a conjugal relationship with their own consciousness and desires.

No love has been revealed from within them. The relationship was established because of the attraction and desire that controlled themselves before.

Felicia silenced her own mouth to hold back the voice of the curse that forced her to come out. However, Felicia still could not hold it. The voice of the curse came out loud, echoing in a room with minimal light.

How long they have been wrestling on the bed, they themselves do not know. They do not want to end their relationship quickly. It was too beautiful for them to end immediately. The sense of pleasure they felt really made them almost lose their mind. 

They were lulled in the heat of struggle until it reached its peak. Long moans came out from within the mouths of the two as they felt a fierce wave flowing from within their bodies.

They were silent for a moment in the same position. Their breaths were still wheezing as if they had run so far. Their forehead fused as they raced to scoop up as much air as possible to increase the supply of oxygen in their lungs.

"Thank you." Kenzo gave a kiss on Felicia's forehead before separating their union.

Kenzo rolled to Felicia's side and pulled a blanket to cover her body and the wife who was still equally innocent. Both of them sleep on their sides and face each other. Felicia and Kenzo's eyes met again, but they were still silent to each other.

"You tired?" ask Kenzo.

"Yes, a little." Felicia nodded with a downcast face.

Somehow it felt like Felicia felt awkward when she was within such a close distance with her husband.

"Then go to sleep," asked Kenzo who was immediately greeted by a nod of the head by Felicia.

Kenzo took Felicia into his arms. What Kenzo did managed to shock Felicia, but Felicia did not avoid it. Because of the comfortable and warm feeling Felicia could feel.

The side of Felicia's face was stuck to Kenzo's chest. She could feel her husband's heartbeat beating so fast, which was probably the same as what he was feeling. Feeling tired, comfortable, and warm made Felicia sleep so quickly.

Kenzo himself is awake. His hand was still busy wiping the side of his wife's innocent shoulder. His heart was pounding again, hoping his wife would not hear him.

"Feli ...," call Kenzo.

There is no lawfulness.

Kenzo distanced his body a little, he saw Felicia's eyes were closed.

For a moment Kenzo looked at Felicia's face. His wife looks very peaceful. Kenzo rubbed Felicia's lips that he had just kissed. Don't know why every time he got close to Felicia his heart beat so fast. The feeling of wanting to be close to Felicia often haunts him.

It was different when he was with Vera. Indeed his heart felt happy, but he did not lose control of his own body. Luckily, he and Felicia are married.

"Hoaam." Kenzo yawned as the drowsiness approached him.

Kenzo kissed his wife's forehead before her eyes began to shut and followed her into a dreamland.

*****

Next day

Felicia woke up from her sleep, her eyes starting to open. The first thing Felicia saw was her husband's bare chest.

Eh?

Felicia kept silent for a moment, she was still at home looking at her husband who was still asleep. Her breathing was still so regular a sign her husband was still sleeping soundly. After looking at her husband's face, Felicia put away her husband's hand, which was still wrapped around her body.

Felicia slowly got up and got out of bed. Not to mention Felicia's feet touching Kenzo's floor had already called out to him.

"Where are you going?" ask Kenzo.

Felicia turned to her side and found her husband had already opened his eyes.

"Eh you're awake" Felicia said.

"Hm." Kenzo got up and took a sitting position.

"It's noon. I have to get to the office" Felicia replied.

"You said you weren't feeling well all night, right? So .. rest first," said Kenzo.

"But —"

"Feli, your big company will not go bankrupt if you take a few days off" said Kenzo. "Now better take care of your health."

"alright. I'll tell Tania to handle my work" Felicia said.

"Kenzo," call Felicia.

"What's wrong?" ask Kenzo.

"Can you turn your face away? I want to wear my clothes" Felicia replied.

"After what we did last night you still feel ashamed" Kenzo said.

"Ck, Kenzo .. please," please Felicia.

"alright. I'll just close my eyes" said Kenzo.

Felicia waved the blanket that covered her innocent body. His hand grabbed *************** and his clothes. Soon Felicia puts her clothes back on, making sure Kenzo won't take a peek.

"You can open your eyes" Felicia ordered.

At his wife's orders Kenzo opened his eyes. He saw his wife wearing her clothes again.

"You shower. I will prepare breakfast for you" said Felicia, who was immediately embraced by Kenzo.

Felicia came out of her husband's room after putting her husband's work clothes on. He went back to his room to clean himself up. The love with her husband last night was still so felt.

Finished bathing Felicia put on her clothes and came out of her room to prepare breakfast. Felicia walked down the stairs. His steps to the kitchen.

There are still some food items in the fridge. For breakfast Felicia chose to make toast only.

"Felicia," call Kenzo.

Felicia turned her head when she heard Kenzo's voice. Her eyebrows shot up next to her when she saw her husband standing behind her in casual clothes.

"You're not ready yet?" ask Felicia.

Kenzo scratched his head that did not itch. "Today I decided to take a day off. I want to spend time with you."