I Want to Be Loved

I Want to Be Loved
The departure of Gio



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Flora sat pensively in a long chair near the window of Gio's apartment. Her eyes were empty, but her tears were flowing. Over and over again Flora took a breath to neutralize the tightness inside her chest.


If he had known Farhan was his father, he would not have loved a Gio. And after all that, the love that Flora had and her dreams of living with Gio as husband and wife should also be Flora's grave.


"You've met your real father why are you still sad?"


Flora looked up and saw Gio was beside her. Flora slightly shifted to provide a seat for Gio.


"But why would I pay so much for this?" flora said without taking her eyes off Gio.


Gio looked at Flora, rubbing the clear liquid dripping from Flora's eyes.


"Sometimes we have to pay a lot if we want to get something, which is valuable, Flora."


Flora's face bowed before she nodded.


Gio showed his smile, then rubbed Flora's head. "Flora .. I will be a good sister to you. I'll find you a good man .. to be your husband."


Gio tried to melt the atmosphere and Flora knew that.


"But not playboy men like you," added Flora.


The two tried to laugh even though their hearts were actually in excruciating pain.


Gio landed a kiss on Flora's forehead before hugging her. Accidentally Flora saw Gio's large suitcase. Flora instantly pulled her body away from Gio.


"This suitcase ...." Flora turned towards Gio. " Don't tell me you want to go?"


Gio nodded with a downcast face.


"But why, Gio?"


"Honestly I need some time to accept this, Flora," Gio replied in a soft voice, but Flora could still hear it.


Gio moved from the chair to approach Flora.


"Don't be sad, Flora." Gio rubbed the tears of Flora that returned to flow.


"Congratulations you've found your real father. I'm asking you to take care of papa, please" Gio said.


Gio turned his eyes to hide his tears. However, Flora knew that.


Flora moved her hand to wipe the tears on Gio's cheek.


"Jn ...."


Unable to hold back her feelings, Flora immediately hugged Gio. Crying in the arms of the man he loved so much.


"Don't go!" has Flora.


If usually Gio will obey whatever wishes Flora. However, this time Gio was unable to not leave. He needs time to himself.


"Sorry, Flora .. I can't."


After saying that sentence, Gio withdrew from Flora. His hand gripped the handle of the suitcase tightly.


"Goodbye, Flora. Take care of yourself."


Gio walked past Flora by dragging his suitcase. Although Flora just kept calling out to him, Gio still did not turn around and continued to step up to leave.


Flora dropped herself onto the floor after Gio's shadow vanished from her sight.


I can't be selfish this time.


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Flora's on her way home. After a long day at Gio's apartment, his mother repeatedly contacted him asking him to come home soon. Flora will try to accept what happened. Maybe he and Gio are destined to be brothers, not life partners.


"This, sir the fare." Flora gives money according to the nominal given by the taxi driver. "Just make it back to you."


"Thank you, Ma'am."


Flora replied to the taxi driver with a friendly smile. After paying the fare, Flora got out of the taxi.


Flora stepped her feet towards the house and in front of her house was Seruni waiting for her.


"Flora, you're okay, right?" Seruni was worried to see the state of her son.


"It's okay, ma'am" replied Flora.


"Kok you went home alone? He said the same Gio?" ask Seruni.


Hearing a question from her mother suddenly Flora again wanted to cry.


"Gio's gone, ma'am," Flora replied with a bowed face.


"Go! Go where?" ask Seruni again.


"Flora doesn't know either, ma'am. Gio said he needed some time alone" Flora replied as she held back her tears from spilling over.


Seruni was slightly surprised to hear the answer from Flora. However, Seruni tried to hide it.


"We are patient, son. Everything will be fine" Seruni said, wiping Flora's arm.


"Yes, you went in and ate. I've prepared dinner for you" said Seruni.


Flora shook her head, "Flora is not a laper. I'm just gonna take a break."


"Yes already."


Seruni wrapped her hands around Flora's body, delivering her child to her own room.


"You just rest. If you need something, call me" Seruni said, enveloping Flora's body with a blanket.


Flora just nodded her head in response to her mother's words.


Seruni could not bear to see the state of his son. He wanted to tell his son the truth. But he and Farhan had agreed to give them a surprise when the time had come.


*****


One week after Gio's departure, Flora's condition has improved. During that time Gio did not give him any news, nor did Flora. Flora wants to contact Gio. However, he also thought about Gio's feelings. Flora knew this was also heavy not only for her, but for Gio as well.


Flora took a deep breath to neutralize her feelings. After feeling better, Flora again prepared. Flora sat in front of the mirror to dress up, she was going to attend Daniel and Maura's engagement. Flora was happy to hear the news.


When she gets to Daniel's house, Flora wants to thank Mariana for blocking her relationship with Daniel. For 5 years he was in touch with his cousin's sister.


Finished preparing Flora out of her room and approached her mother who was cooking.


"Wouldn't you really want to come?" ask Flora.


"Son, Son. You go," replied Seruni.


Flora knew why she didn't want to go with him. His mother was afraid that coming there would make Mariana angry and there could be problems there.


"Alright, Mom. Flora go first," said Flora.


Before coming out of her house Flora first shook her mother's hand. Arriving outside the house, Flora immediately got into the car and drove to the house of her former lover who turned out to be her cousin's sister.


Flora should have left early so as not to get stuck by the traffic jam. Because still thinking about her relationship with Gio made Flora not eager to leave.


"How long is it." Repeatedly Flora looked at the time on the clock that was coiled around her wrist.


Flora left the house at half-seven and now the time has shown at half-time 8. He was stuck in traffic for an hour.


"The road is also last." Flora breathed a sigh of relief after her car drove back.


After the road was loose, Flora returned to drive her car a little faster. At exactly 8 p.m., Flora arrived at Daniel's house.


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