I Want to Be Loved

Two Hundred Twenty One

Felicia was happy to spend time with Kenzo. Walking hand in hand on the beach, drinking ice young head, but Felicia felt disappointed because she could not play water rides like banana boat.

"It's already blistering. We'd better get back to the hotel" Kenzo asked.

Felicia shook her head. He refused Kenzo's invitation.

"I still want to be here" Felicia refused.

"Felicia —" Kenzo's remarks interrupted by Felicia.

"Please ...." Felicia pleads with Kenzo.

His wife begged like that. There was no reason for Kenzo to refuse.

"Alright, but put on your hat and your glasses" Kenzo told him.

"All right." Felicia did as her husband told her to.

"Already, so let's make a sand castle," Felicia asked.

"What's? Sand castle?" Kenzo's forehead shrivels. He also no longer knows what to say.

"Yes, there are tools." Felicia showed me a small bucket and some other equipment to make a sand castle.

"Yes, God." Kenzo stomped his forehead while ruffled his waist. He refused, but his wife would cry.

"Little times are less happy" Kenzo sneered.

"Just son," said Felicia.

"Papa Gio's childhood always invited me to make sand castles every time you go to the beach" said Felicia.

"So I have to replace Papa Gio to accompany you to play sand, like now?" asked Kenzo who was directly nagged by Felicia.

"Ck." Despite feeling upset Kenzo still wanted to accompany Felicia to make a sand castle.

The two sat together on white sand. They both make sand castles, but Felicia is annoyed when Kenzo always destroys his efforts.

"Whose sincere dong help him," said Felicia.

"This is also sincere" said Kenzo.

"Half hearts yes." Felicia squinted her eyes at Kenzo.

Kenzo let out his breath, his wife was really very sensitive. He half-heartedly helped Felicia make the sand castle.

"I am half-hearted. Because my heart is half and half my heart is with you" Kenzo said.

Felicia laughed and Kenzo laughed as well. He was surprised that men who are usually very cold can seduce as well.

"Ck, it can seduce him," Felicia said in between her laughter.

"I really like to see your laugh, Feli. Your laughter can calm my heart" Felicia said.

"Stop seducing me. Don't make my face red like boiled shrimp." Felicia spoke without looking at Kenzo. He was busy making sand castles.

"I'm not trying to seduce you, Feli. This is a heartfelt statement from my heart" said Kenzo.

Felicia stopped making sand castles. He turned his head towards Kenzo making his gaze meet with Kenzo. She looked at her husband's handsome face red from the heat.

"Why are you so sweet." Felicia rubbed sand on both sides of Kenzo's face.

As they were playing in the sand, the image of the shadow of two people was clearly drawn in the sand before them.

Kenzo and Felicia both raised their heads. Two people they did not want to see reappeared before them.

"They again," inner Kenzo and also Felicia.

Felicia woke up first. He patted his buttocks and hands to remove the sand attached to the later shirt and his hands.

"I'm sorry if we're interrupting your time" Wibowo said.

"What else are Mr and Mrs Wibowo?" Felicia asked without further ado.

"I think our business is done." Felicia looked at Vera who was bowing her face.

"There's something we want to talk to you about" Wibowo replied.

"I don't think there's anything we need to talk about anymore, said Mr. Kenzo.

"Come, honey, we're leaving. I don't think the atmosphere here is as pleasant as it was." Felicia pulls Kenzo's hand, takes him away from the place. Felicia has to leave. He felt that whenever there were Vera and Wibowo bad things would always happen.

"Wait, Felicia, Kenzo." Vera's words stopped Felicia and Kenzo.

"Please listen to me first. I only asked for five minutes" said Vera.

"Well, what do you want to talk about?" ask Felicia.

"I want to apologize to you." Vera spoke with a face that sat down. He was embarrassed to see Kenzo and Felicia's faces.

"Huh? This shameless woman apologized? Am I dreaming?" inner Felicia.

"Kenzo ...," call Vera.

Kenzo did not answer. He just looked at Vera for a moment.

"I'm so sorry to you for what I've done in the past. I didn't mean to betray you. I'm —" Vera stopped talking when Kenzo interrupted her.

"I've told you, no discussion of the past has ever happened between you and me" Kenzo said.

"If you want to apologize for what you did last night, then we've forgiven you" Kenzo said.

Kenzo's words make Vera silent a thousand languages.

"Come, Feli, let's go" Kenzo asked.

Kenzo invites Felicia to leave the place, but Felicia holds back her steps making Kenzo also stop his steps.

"I want to talk to Vera. Just the two of you" Felicia said.

"Felicia, what do you want to do. It's over" said Kenzo.

"I know, Kenzo. I just want to talk to him" Felicia said.

"But —" Kenzo's remarks were cut by Felicia.

"He won't hurt me, Kenzo. Unless his apology was just pretending." Felicia insinuated Vera with her words.

"All right, I'll be waiting for you. Don't take too long" said Kenzo.

"Yes, honey," said Felicia.

Felicia walked over towards Felicia as Kenzo had already let go of their grasp. I don't know what Felicia wants to talk to Vera about, but from the look on her face Felicia seems to want to curse Vera.

"Are you aware that you will no longer be able to have Kenzo, Vera?" ask Felicia.

"Yes." Yeah." Vera nodded with a downcast face.

"really? Or do you have other plans to destroy my household?" accuse Felicia.

Vera immediately raised her head, looking straight at Felicia. He looked at her with his wet eyes.

"It didn't even cross my mind for me to do that, Felicia," Vera said.

"Now I'm conscious. Kenzo has been very difficult for me to reach" said Vera.

"Well, if you're conscious" Felicia said.

"I just wanted to tell you something, Vera! If you go back to taking Kenzo away from me, then I guarantee Kenzo will hate you more than now" Felicia said.

"I swear by the child in my birth. I'm not going to do that" Vera said.

"I have your word, Vera," said Felicia.

"And ...." Felicia turned to Wibowo near Kenzo. "Although your husband is far from you. But he's a good man. You've hurt her a few times, but she's still maintaining your relationship."

"I'm not sure if later you can get a man as good as Mr. Wibowo" Felicia said.

"You chose him, too, so don't waste your husband. Moreover, your husband loves you very much" Felicia said to be greeted with a nod of the head by Vera.

"All right, that's all I want to talk to you about. See you soon." After saying that line Felicia left Vera and returned to Kenzo.

"Darling, let's go. I'm a little tired" Felicia asked.

"Well, let's go back to the hotel. We should also clean up. Tonight we have to go back to Jakarta" said Kenzo.

Kenzo again holding Felicia's hand filled every space between their fingers. The two walked down the waterfront to return to the hotel where they were staying.

Throughout the journey they talked. Felicia went back to talking about Vera. Kenzo didn't like the discussion. He asks Felicia to forget all the problems that have happened with Vera.

"Don't ruin our happiness by talking to other people, dear" Kenzo said.

"Now there will only be us and our future children later. There won't be anyone else." Kenzo kissed Felicia's back.

"I love you, Felicia" said Kenzo.

"I also love you very much Kenzo," Felicia replied.