I Want to Be Loved

Two Hundred Nineteen

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Felicia landed a hard slap on Vera's cheek. The anger that Felicia could not control made her not care about the existence of Wibowo beside Vera.

Right in the parking lot Felicia slapped Vera. According to Felicia Vera's actions have exceeded the limit and she really can not give tolerance to Vera.

"Is this the plan you said?" felicia said without further ado.

"Yes! I just want Kenzo to be aware of how he feels about me!" said Vera.

"I love her and I love her more than you!" shout Vera.

"It's not love, Vera. But obsession." Felicia yelled back at Vera. "And because of your obsession you've lost your mind."

"You only think about your own feelings. You're selfish enough to not appreciate your own husband's feelings" Felicia said.

"Shut up!" Vera shouted followed by her tears dripping down.

"You should be quiet!" reply Felicia.

"Have you lost your mind, huh?" ask Felicia. "Can't you think? What you've done before can treat my husband, your husband, and yourself."

"Did you think showing off your memories and Kenzo's, could make Kenzo's heart melt and come back to you?" felicia.

"Feli, stop. Control your emotions. If you get angry like this it won't be good for your content." Kenzo tried to calm Felicia down.

"I've tried to be patient with this woman, Kenzo. But not for now. I've lost my patience with her shameful behavior" Felicia refused.

"Mrs Kenzo —" Wibowo's greeting was instantly cut by Felicia.

"You better shut up!" felicia sela.

Felicia's view leads to Wibowo. He looked at Wibowo with anger and pity.

"Do you want to come back to defend your wife who has obviously humiliated you?" Felicia's eyes seemed to be raising flames of anger.

"It's not like that, Mrs Kenzo," replied Wibowo.

"Then what?" Felicia's voice began to weaken.

"I want to apologize on behalf of my wife. I really did not expect that he would do this kind of shame" Wibowo said with his face down.

Felicia was silent as was Kenzo. Seeing Wibowo's face bowed down made Felicia and chose silence. He felt very sorry for her. The four of them were both immersed in silence, not knowing what to say.

"Excuse me, Sir. This is the flash you asked for." Alan gave the flash to Kenzo.

The four turned to the origin of the voice. They saw two Kenzo confidants.

"Thank you." Kenzo receives the flash that Alan gave him.

"Vera," call Kenzo.

"Cenzo ...." Vera looked at Kenzo with her wet eyes.

"I hope after this you realize that you have no meaning in my life." Kenzo dropped the flash in his hand, then stepped on it.

The flash drive contains photographs of Kenzo and Vera turning into pieces. The same is true of Vera's heart that was broken into pieces.

"Come, Felicia. We better get out of here." Kenzo wrapped his hands around Felicia's waist and took her away from Vera.

"Alan, Nina, let's go back to the hotel" Kenzo asked.

"Good, sir." Alan and Felicia both said.

"Kenzo!" Vera called Kenzo. He even wanted to go after Kenzo. However, it was prevented by Wibowo.

*****

"I clean up first, yes" said Kenzo.

"Yes." Yeah." Felicia nodded her head.

Kenzo took off the suit he was wearing. Then put it on the bed. After that Kenzo also took off his shirt which immediately showed his athletic body.

Felicia's saliva seemed to drip looking at her husband's body that looks tempting. Soon Felicia turns her face away from being constantly tempted by Kenzo's flat stomach, but Felicia still secretly steals a look at Kenzo.

Luckily Kenzo went into the bathroom. If Kenzo had been in the room a little longer, Felicia felt unsure of being able to control herself. Maybe he could return to ask Kenzo to make love like what he had done before. As the shadow of her husband disappeared behind the bathroom door, Felicia felt her breathing so airy.

Felicia moved her foot towards the window. He opened a little blue curtain that covered the window of his room. There was not much Felicia could see from where she stood. Only the sprinkling of stars in the dark sky and also the blue sea water that had changed color to dark. His hands folded in front of his chest, his eyes closed while thinking about many things.

Right on the day of affection Felicia felt very happy. Finally something Felicia wanted her to get right on that day. At first Felicia did not expect that she would fall in love so quickly with Kenzo, but her heart could not help but fall in love with the man who was her husband.

A few moments later his closed eyes opened. His smile expands as he remembers everything about Kenzo. A small laugh began to appear when remembering every time he spent with his husband.

Kenzo, I love you so much.

Moments later Felicia felt a hug from someone behind her. Felicia doesn't have to see who needs it. The cold chill felt on his body suddenly turned warm

"Have you finished your bath?" Felicia leaned her head against her husband's shoulder.

"Here you go" replied Kenzo. "Baking myself makes me cold."

Felicia laughed at Kenzo's words. He just found out that Kenzo is very smart to flirt.

"What are you doing here?" ask Kenzo.

"none. Just thinking of something" Felicia replied.

"What are you thinking?" Kenzo asked again without any intention of letting go of his embrace.

"About us" Felicia replied.

"What's wrong with us?" Kenzo kissed Felicia's shoulder and crept into Felicia's neck.

Felicia put Kenzo's hand away. She turned to face her husband. Her eyes looked at her husband's fresh face, and there was still water dripping from her hair. The tight black t-shirt contrasted with his white skin, but it made Kenzo very handsome.

"What's wrong? Why look at me like that?" ask Kenzo.

"I'm just watching you. I was wondering if you were that crying little kid," Felicia's chuckle followed.

"Basic fat." Kenzo pinched Felicia's nose with his thumb and index finger and then shook it.

The two laughed before putting their eyebrows together. The distance between the two was so close, only a few cent of their lips were fused together.

Kenzo pulled Felicia's waist to narrow the distance between them. Felicia herself chose to wrap her hands around Kenzo's neck.

"Feli ...," call Kenzo.

"Hmmm," murmured Felicia.

"I love you" said Kenzo.

"I love you so much too" Felicia replied.

Silence took over the atmosphere between them. There was no sound, only their hearts talking to each other with their hearts beating faster than usual.

Kenzo felt unable to stand up and looked at his wife. He first brought his face closer to Felicia's face with a slight tilt of his head.

Felicia herself remained silent, but her hand clasped Kenzo's shirt. Her eyes closed as Felicia felt Kenzo's lips clinging to hers.

The two exchanged a gentle kiss. However, the longer the soft kiss turned out to be much more demanding. Kenzo's hand pulled the curtain behind his wife. He closed the window of his room so that no one would see what they would do.