I Want to Be Loved

Two Hundred Eight

Kenzo was still pacing around in his study. In his confusion Kenzo is startled by Kenzi's sudden arrival.

"If there is a problem, sit down. Think with a cool head, don't pacing like that. It will make you more dizzy" said Kenzi.

Kenzo stopped his steps and turned to the origin of the voice. His eyes saw his twin brother already sitting on the

one of the chairs in front of his desk. Since when was Kenzi in that place?

Kenzo clucked, if his twin brother came the day would be worse.

"When were you there?" ask Kenzo.

"It's been a while. I even almost fainted from dizziness seeing you walking around like that, "kissed Kenzi.

"Can't you ask me for permission before you get in here?" nagel Kenzo.

"I've knocked on the door since, but there's no word. So I went straight in" replied Kenzi.

"Why did you come here?" ask Kenzo.

"Huh, did you forget? You told me to come here yesterday" replied Kenzi.

Kenzo raised an eyebrow, not remembering asking his twin brother to come to his office.

"I don't remember" said Kenzo.

"When have you been this forgetful?" kenzi Eject.

"Say it clearly" pressed Kenzo.

"You asked me to help you keep an eye on your company while you're out of town. Do you really not remember?" ask Kenzi.

Kenzo turned his memories back on the previous day. He just remembered he had contacted Kenzi.

"Ck, yes I remember." Kenzo took a deep breath and landed his butt back on the chair behind his desk. He felt uneasy, feeling like all the burdens in the world were on his shoulders.

"What's wrong? Why does your face look confused and agitated?" ask Kenzi.

"There's nothing. Just ...." Kenzo muffled his words while twitching his forehead.

"What only?" Kenzi was curious about the problems his twin brother might be facing.

Kenzo did not immediately reply, he was silent for a moment while looking at Kenzi's face. There was doubt to say what problem he was facing.

Kenzo could already guess Kenzi would definitely mock him if he knew what was going on with him. However, he also could not harbor the problem himself. During this time he always devoted his problems to two people, namely Kenzi and Alan.

"Huf." Before Kenzo spoke, he took his breath.

"Just say it. I will faithfully listen to your outpouring of heart." Kenzi raised both eyebrows as if he was mocking his twin brother.

Seeing the stingy face of his twin brother, Kenzo hesitated to speak.

"Not so" said Kenzo.

Kenzi snorted in his place, but Kenzi did not run out of sense. He still has a thousand ways to lure Kenzo to talk.

"Well, if you don't want to say it I can ask brother-in-law" Kenzi said.

"Be careful if you really do that." Kenzo threatens Kenzi who makes his twin brother laugh.

"I'm sorry I asked you to come here" Kenzo snorted.

"That's your problem" Kenzi said.

"Ck ...." Kenzo grumbled in his heart. He felt desperate to talk to Kenzi, always he had a lot of words to reply to his words.

"So .. let's just say it. As usual," insisted Kenzi.

"okay." Kenzo gave up and finally told her what had happened. "Lelicia said this morning that she loved me" Kenzo said.

"Huh, seriously?" Kenzi leaned in, surprised at Kenzo's words.

"Yes." Yeah." Kenzo lowered his face, not wanting to see Kenzi's reaction. He knew that Kenzi would laugh at him.

It was true that not long after that the sound of Kenzi's laughter echoed in the room.

"I did not expect, it turns out my brother-in-law is very brave," Kenzi said amid his laughter.

Kenzo's head was the answer to Kenzo's question. That brought back Kenzi's laughter.

"Didn't your throat hurt laughing like that?" murmur Kenzo.

Kenzi stopped laughing, even though there was still laughter on his lips. Kenzi shook his head, not believing Kenzo was that stupid.

"I know you love Felicia too. Then what a hard thing is just to get back at it and say 'i love you too'" Kenzi said.

"I'm not sure about that" Kenzo said.

"Why do you still love that girl?" ask Kenzi.

"No. My feelings for that woman no longer exist. I even got him out of my life" said Kenzo.

"Then what makes you hesitate to love Felicia?" ask Kenzi.

Kenzo leaned his head against the back of the chair by placing his hands behind his head.

"I told you, I'm not sure if I love him either" replied Kenzo.

"I'm just afraid, if this unclear feeling is going to hurt him" Kenzo said.

"Stupid. Your wife is even braver than you are" Kenzi said.

Kenzo was speechless, he did not care about the ridicule Kenzi made for him.

"How is it not clear? From what I see you've started to love her. You have been touching physically often. Even Felicia is pregnant with your child. Don't try to lie to yourself, Kenzo," said Kenzi."

"Or don't you have that relationship with Felicia just because of a napkin" Kenzi recalls.

Kenzo is shocked to hear the accusations leveled by his twin brother.

"I'm not you." Kenzo deflects Kenzi's accusations.

Kenzo changed his position, he put his hands together and put them on the table. His gaze looked at Kenzi who was laughing.

"She said she would wait for me" said Kenzo.

"Don't hang Felicia too long. Don't hurt the feelings of the woman who loves you and the woman who is carrying your flesh and blood" Kenzo said.

"Felicia is a perfect woman. There are a lot of men out there who definitely hope to get it" Kenzi said.

"Yes, I know that" said Kenzo.

"Just tell Felicia if you have the same feelings as her" asked Kenzo.

"If you don't dare to say it, I will tell this to brother-in-law. Let her know how cowardly her husband is" Kenzi said.

Kenzo looked up at his face, giving a sharp look at his twin brother.

"I'll get rid of you if that happens" Kenzo threatened.

Kenzi again chuckled at Kenzo's threat. Teasing his twin brother was indeed very pleasant for Kenzi.

"Have forgotten about your home. Tell me what I can help here" Kenzi said.

"You're just bothering me. Do you think I don't have a job" Kenzi grumbled.

"Cerewet," said Kenzo.

*****

In the afternoon Kenzo and his wife and two trusted confidants were on their way to the airport. Kenzo sat in the back passenger seat with his wife. His hands clasped tightly onto Felicia's hands, filling every space between his fingers, letting his wife lean her head against her shoulders.

Kenzo had to check out the island's own resort development, as well as attending the opening of a new hotel of his business partner in the same place.

Business that has expanded makes Kenzo not infrequently have to go out of town for a long time. If usually he can freely go and go home at will, but now he already has a friend, he is not as free as before, let alone his wife has said if it can not be far from him. But honestly he also can not be far from the wife. He feels used to his wife, but his main goal is to spend time with her and to establish his feelings for her.

"Sleep if you're sleepy" says Kenzo.

"Later when we were on the plane" Felicia said. "Again we will be at the airport."

"All right." Kenzo took off their hands and wrapped them along Felicia's shoulders.

Not long after the car they were riding stopped in front of the airport. They went straight into the airport and into a private plane that would take them to their destination.